This is getting out of hand.

After Sakura told me what happened I took a deep breath.

I feel like every day I don't know myself more.

Where will this escalate?

It's not that I don't know about this, long ago there were times when I was in similar conditions, just that at that time they were momentary and it didn't happen unless special circumstances happened.

But now at this moment a simple dopamine rush is bringing out this that previously was almost impossible to get out of.

"At that moment you were like a different person" She looks still remembering the fear that happened on that occasion.

She closed her eyes slightly, a little tired.

"What happened?"

Before her question, I just lie back on her side on her bed, giving her my back as an answer, I'm a little sleepy.

"It's not something you care about" I reply stoically as sleepiness consumes me.

"Of course I do care"

"Why should you care about my health, you're not my mom" I keep responding nonchalantly.

"I'm not your mom but you are very close to sister Satsuki" My eyes that were halfway closed open again.

"Imagine what could happen to her, I would never forgive myself, after all the sister-!" At that moment I raised half my body while grabbing the front part of her clothes.

I brought her closer to my face, with my eyes and her eyes staring at each other talking.

"Not one more word, I don't want to hear Satsuki's name from your mouth"

My eyes go slightly fierce.

"At least not from you, you're quite a selfish person, you know that, to think that your very weak person can care about someone as strong as Satsuki is an insult to her, not to mention you're ungrateful, you care about people." that you are not valued or recognized while you ignore the people who really care about you, you would even give your life without stopping to worry about the consequences you could cause, your personality is truly disgusting" He looked at her with contempt as he let go of her clothes.

She falls to the floor on her butt.

"Get out of here" I say that last sentence before lying on my side again as I close her eyes without worrying about her again.

Then I hear the door open and close.

Then the scene is silent for a while.

Although everything seems very calm, the truth is that inside the sheet, Yuu has a clenched fist.

She then opens her eyes and sits down on the bed again.

Her hand is tightly clenched.

'She's getting worse and worse'

Just a moment ago Yuu's emotions went wild again.

Luckily her emotions got under control again as she lay down on the bed.

But even with this this has become a concern.

She feels like she could snap at me at any moment, this brings anxiety and a little bit of fear because you never know if something bad could happen.

At this moment several thoughts go through Yuu's mind.

'Anyway, I must do something...'

If it was the child Yuu then he would have cowered in fear (after all he is still a normal person from a normal and 'peaceful' world, don't expect him to suddenly become an ancestor with a cold and ruthless dao heart in the face of adversities, these types of thoughts are not consistent with what a human being really is, if you put a normal person in front of a situation that is out of their hands you will see how fragile it is).

But now it is different, in the face of training and dangerous situations for which he has been psyched up and prepared, seeing that the situation is a bit dangerous will not make him falter, after all his will has been molding like any other ninja.

So with this in mind Yuu gets up from the bed and heads towards the door.

...

It was easy to get out of the hospital, they just recommended me to rest at home before leaving.

So I start walking in the streets thinking.

'Meditation is an option but given the situation I don't think I have time to put myself in a meditative state, taking sleep medicine would also be inconvenient for obvious reasons... I can't think of any ideas...'

While I was doing that, I suddenly felt someone grab me by the shoulder, I turned to see and I found a surprise.

"Try?"

"Hello Yuu, it's been a while" There was Tenten, greeting me with a warm smile.

"Yeah, anyway, it's been a while..."

...

Tenten and I started to walk like a walk.

"What were you thinking about a while ago, you seemed very worried"

"Oh nothing, I was just thinking things" he smiled warmly in response.

"Mnhn..." She looks at me with the innocent eyes of hers, she seems to be searching my face for something.

"What's happening?"

"I don't know, whenever you say it that way, it turns out that it's something serious"

I am slightly surprised 'she knows Me that much!?'.

"Oh really, it's nothing serious, I tell you the truth"

She shows suspicious eyes.

"Just now your cheeks twitched"

"Oh, what's with that?"

"Well, that happens when someone discovers your lie, or am I wrong?" She says pointing to her face at the part of her cheek that is twitching.

Then against my will my cheek twitched just as she said.

"So she was right..." her smiling face turns a little serious.

I paralyze myself internally not knowing how to respond.

"*sigh*, what are you hiding from me now?"

Seeing this I suddenly felt like I was falling into an imaginary vortex.

'What's going on here? Why are the women around me suddenly behaving in ways like this?'

...

"What did I tell you, it was just that? Can you stop questioning me now?" I feel a little haggard at Tenten's insistence.

We are in the park, I am sitting in the chair while she is in front of me questioning me like a prisoner.

"But who are you kidding with that smile and answer that seems to be made up now" 'I'm not smiling anymore...'

"I'm telling you the truth, I was just thinking of a way to calm myself down" I answer again 'Why when I tell lies these women believe everything but when I tell the truth they treat me as a liar? Do they like lies? ?'

She looks at me questioningly.

"*sigh*, well I tell you that I want a way to calm down because recently I have a little problem" I decide to give up seeing that she is not going to give up.