Sorry...

When Tenten manages to throw Yubeng aside she doesn't even know if he has woken up or not, she quickly leaves the scene.

-sleep-

When I was walking I suddenly slipped and fell.

--

"Ouch! What the fuck?!"

When Tenten pushed Yubeng to the side of her he bit his tongue as she fell back.

"My tongue!"

I grab my mouth from the sudden pain I feel there.

My eyes wander around wondering what he was doing here.

"wasn't he with Tenten?"

Then he touched my chin part because I noticed that he was drooling.

"What the hell"

I notice that my clothes are in disarray and a certain part of my knee is strangely wet.

And seeing this situation and the memories of what happened last time I realize that I did something to Tenten this time too.

"Oh shit, I screwed up again"

For this reason now I will have another headache to solve this problem because seeing certain evidence in my body I sense that this time it was more exaggerated than the other time.

"And the worst of all is that I have no memories of him"

'Hah, this time I lost a lot and didn't win anything (according to me)'

Right now I don't feel in a good mood.

Being woken up from a good dream abruptly is something that already puts you in a bad mood but knowing that you did something wrong while doing it is worse.

'Right now I have to think about how to fix it but I can't think of anything.'

"..."

'Forget it, maybe I came up with something along the way'

Right now my priority is to reach her so my tactic from last time I don't think will work again.

He quickly straightened my clothes and I started running in the direction of the village.

...

"Hah ah hah..."

'Yes, it runs'

I didn't expect it but in all the tour I took I wasn't able to see her so I assume he already returned to her house.

So I stop in front of a door.

'Oh shit, why of all the ninja world did this kind of thing have to happen to me?'

*doorbell*

After a few moments, Tenten's mother opens the door.

"Hi, ma'am"

I said with the most radiant smile she can give.

"Oh, it's you little one, if you're looking for Tenten then you're just in time because she just walked into her room"

"Thank you ma'am, I just wanted to tell you a couple of things"

"So She Sees"

She lets me in very easily without even caring about the reason itself.

Then she quickly walked through the door in the direction of Tenten's room.

'I'm a bit nervous right now, I hope it doesn't turn out too bad'

knock Knock knock

"Sorry mom, I want to be alone for a moment..."

Try to speak in a low, soft tone.

"It's me"

"!!"

My voice directly startled the other party.

"Yuu..."

At this moment Tenten is covered with a blanket covering her body as if she was cold.

After saying one more word, she falls silent.

"I came to talk to you"

"..."

She still doesn't speak.

"...I want to apologize, I assure you that it was not my intention-"

"...don't know..."

I hear a faint whisper coming from inside but I can't make out what it is.

"What, I didn't hear you, could you repeat it?"

"..."

'Shit, this is worse than I thought'

Seeing that the other party doesn't respond to my words, I sense that I won't get anywhere even if I keep insisting.

*sigh*

It seems that I can only leave and come back another time.

"I'll come back another time...but..."

I am unable to finish my last words.

*sigh*

Looks like I screwed up this time.

For someone her age to have someone so close to do these things was probably very shocking and/or even traumatic.(According to Yubeng's thoughts)

With no other choice I leave the house in silence because I don't want to see her mom right now.

It would be very uncomfortable for me.

After wandering around the village, he came to my house to rest.

*sigh*

'I hope I can fix things soon'

...

1 day.

"Tent, now if we can talk?"

"..."

No noise from the other side.

'Okay, it's okay, let's try tomorrow'

...

2 days.

"Tent"

"..."

...

Three days.

"Is she there?"

"..."

...

6 days.

It's been several days and I still haven't received a response.

I'm already too embarrassed to come here under her mother's gaze so I've been sneaking around lately.

Without realizing it my spirits have been plummeting since the last time which is causing a feeling of guilt in me.

*sigh*

"I will come back another time..."

I say weakly as I quickly leave the building.

...

As I am walking distracted, I suddenly feel that someone is hanging on my back.

"Hello!"

"?!"

I immediately recognize Ino's voice which relaxes my nerves.

I relax my body as I shake her off my back and direct my scolding tone at her.

"Hey, don't do that again, it's going to give me a heart attack!"

"Come on, that's boring, it was just a joke"

She gives me a look as she pouts.

Looking at her reaction, I just ignore it, rolling my eyes internally.

*sigh*

"What are you doing here?"

she asked directly.

"Have you already forgotten? Today we had to go together"

"It was today?"

"Yes, it seems that your mind has more important things to do *ironic tone*"

Force a smile.

"No, it's just that lately I've been thinking too much about my practice and well...I forgot..."

Upon receiving my answer she directly refutes me.

"Who are you kidding, with that aura of depression, I don't think it's something that simple"

"Ugh...*sigh*, is it that noticeable?"

In fact Ino had gotten especially close when she saw that he was depressed.

"I had not noticed it much but it seems that these days have affected me a lot"

In these short days my confidence that she had built seems to have gone up in smoke.

She hadn't expected it; I didn't think Tenten would have that much impact on me.

I underestimated my emotions.

And the worst thing is that now, perhaps due to her lack of communication, I feel very indecisive.

Inside me I feel afraid that our relationship will break due to some stupid thing I did.

Right now without realizing I am in a state of slight weakness where it is getting worse over time.

It's ironic how fragile a person can be emotionally.

He did not feel it but because he knew very few people, they became very precious to him (emotional pillars because remember that at first he was unstable although he hid it very well under a mask that he himself was forgetting or ignoring over time) although he didn't realize this because you don't really feel the pain of loss until you lose it and our protagonist right now feels that such a thing is coming.

Normally this event should not affect so much because it is not that the world has collapsed because of this but apparently he saw something more than a precious person.

So if things go wrong then Yubeng got depressed and it takes a very good few months to fully recover.

(In other words, our protagonist has always hidden his fragility even from himself; he is not like the people of this world; growing up in a very happy and safe environment was a great blow to discover that all that had changed to a very hostile where he can die for which he has always been indecisive, which always leads him to get carried away by the flow of things; and recently he has been developing but things seem to start to regress - What do you think will become of our protagonist now? who is in such a crisis?-)