Ep39 - His Past

Jungkook take some time to start the story. You just look at him all the time. You hold his hand all the time.

Jungkook: Even though i can't see her growing up but i believe she will be same like you. She is very independent person.

You listen to him.

Jungkook: I always tease her harshly. Sometimes she felt that i don't love her.

Hawasa: But you do love her, right?

Jungkook: Of course i do. I love her whole of my heart. Same to you.

Jungkook take a look at you and continue his story.

Jungkook: That day, i just go playing outside for a while only and those moments change my life forever.

You look his tears flowed.

Jungkook: That the last time i saw her. She want to come with me to go play outside but i ignore her. If i just take her with me that time..

You caressed his back.

Jungkook: She will stay alive right now.

He crying. You hug him to help him calm down.

Hawasa: I'm here for you, oppa.

Then he hug you back.

Jungkook: I miss her so much, Hawasa.

He sobbing at your shoulder. After he calm down a bit, you ask him.

Hawasa: Then, what happen to her?

Jungkook: She and my mom have been killed by few robbers.

Hawasa: What !

Jungkook: There are a few robbers come into our house after i go play outside.

He make fists when he remembered that time.

Hawasa: How did you know?

Jungkook: When i arrive home, i saw it from our window. They stab my mother and sister a few times.

He crying again.

Jungkook: When i got inside, i run toward my sister and my mom. They didn't move at all. Their body already cover with blood.

Hawasa: Oppa, I'm sorry for you.

You put your head on his shoulder.

Hawasa: Then how dad adopt you?

Jungkook: After that accident, i was taken to one orphanage. But, after 2 weeks there, i run away from there.

Hawasa: Why did you run away?

You curious.

Jungkook: To seek revenge.

Hawasa: Revenge?

Jungkook: I look for them and i found them. I killed all of them.

You quickly raise your head and look shockly at Jungkook.

Hawasa: You did what?

You ask back to confirm what you just hear.

Jungkook: I. killed. them.

He said that word one by one. You get up from your sit and walk away. Then Jungkook hold your hand.

Jungkook: You're already make a promise with me, Hawasa. You promise that you won't leave me.

He cry again.

Hawasa: I need time to adapt all this.

Jungkook: But you won't leave me right?

You take a glance to Jungkook and quickly go inside the house. You run to your room and lock yourself.

'That means..... he is a murder'. You talk in your mind.

'But he didn't look like that'. You talk again. You put your hand at your chest, you felt your heartbeat faster than run a marathon. Later, you hear a small knock at your door.

Jungkook: Hawasa, let's talk first. Please?

He beg you.

Hawasa: Oppa, please. Give me time.

Then you hear Jungkook go away. After a while, you hear a knock again.

Hawasa: Oppa, please...

You open the door and are surprised. You thought it was Jungkook but turned out it was Namjoon.

Namjoon: Please what?

He ask confused.

Hawasa: Nothing. What do you want, oppa?

You smile awkwardly.

Namjoon: Everyone has been waiting for you to eat lunch.

Hawasa: Okay.

You walk side by side with Namjoon. Then when you arrive at the dining table, you see Jungkook wasn't around. All of you start to eat lunch silently.

Hawasa: Oppa, where is Jungkook oppa?

You whisper to Yoongi.

Yoongi: He doesn't want to eat.

You just nod.

Mom: Hawasa, take some food to Jungkook after this.

You nod. You sighed sadly. You continue to eat. You feel guilty toward Jungkook. You shouldn't left him like that. You need to understand his position.