Ep35 - Back Scar

Six of you go to the book store with ride one car. You try to ask BTS about fiance matter. Jin drives the car, Yoongi sits in the passenger seat, Namjoon and J-Hope at the middle seat, Jimin and you at the back seat.

Hawasa: Oppa, can i ask you something?

You whisper to Jimin.

Jimin: What?

He said slowly.

Hawasa: Do you guys also have fiance?

Jimin: No. Why?

He ask not even look at you.

Hawasa: But Jungkook oppa and Tae oppa have one. How come you guys don't have it?

Jimin: Because we are bad boys.

You hit Jimin's arm as he is answering playfully.

Hawasa: Can you be serious a bit?

He sighed before answer you.

Jimin: They have one because our family arranged it for them.

Hawasa: Owh....

Jimin: Now, it's my turn to ask you something.

Hawasa: What do you want to ask?

Jimin: Do you have a boyfriend?

He look at you curiously.

Hawasa: What do you think?

Yoongi: We don't think you have one.

He answer from passenger seat.

Hawasa: See. All of you already know about it.

Jimin: Then how about in your past? Do you have it?

He ask again. But you remain silent this time. You remember about that bastard.

Jin: Why don't you answer it, Hawasa ?

He took a glance at you through the car view mirror.

Jimin: Don't tell us that you have one before.

He completely look at you with shock face.

Hawasa: I have and i don't.

Jhope: What is that mean?

He turn around and look at you confusedly.

Hawasa: I have one in my past.

You answer nonchalant.

Jimin: Then what happen ?

He ask curiously.

Hawasa: It turns out that he does that  out of betting.

Namjoon: Bet ? Explain it.

Hawasa: Why should i?

You want to avoid telling them.

Jin: Kim Hawasa !

He call you firmly.

Hawasa: Okay. I will tell you

You take a deep breath.

Hawasa: My ex boyfriend and his friends do some kind of bet on me. If he can make me couple with him, then they will give him anything that he want.

Yoongi: How did you know about this?

Hawasa: He told me on the day he dumped me.

You said sadly.

Jimin: That harsh...

Hawasa: Yeah. It's my fault too actually.

Namjoon: Why did you say like that?

Hawasa: Because i don't know my place. He was the most handsome and popular one in our school at that time. But i was so stupid to accept him to be my boyfriend. How can the handsome one couple with ugly duckling like me. It's like sky and earth. Too far to be compared.

You said sadly.

Jin: Who said that you were ugly?

Hawasa: Bro, do you ever hear what they talk about me at the school?

You ask him.

Jhope: Hawasa, tell us more about him.

Hawasa: About who? My ex?

He nod.

Hawasa: Actually in my past, i never wore something like what i wear now. In my past, i always wear short dress and blouse. That was because he told me to.

Jimin: Then why don't you wear a dress now?

Hawasa: Just. I have my own reason.

Jhope: So, what is your reason?

Hawasa: Are we still long to arrive at the book store?

You avoid that question by change the topic.

Jin: Do you need me to park this car somewhere so you can tell us your reason?

He threat you.

Hawasa: Will you do that?

Jin: Don't dare me, sister.

He looks at you through the mirror and has an evil smirk on his face.

Yoongi: We don't mind to drive all day.

Hawasa: You guys are so scary, you know.

You get scared with their threat.

Hawasa: Okay. Actually i....

You took some time to tell them.

Hawasa: I have scars on my back.

Jimin: What kind of scars ?

Hawasa: I don't know how to tell you this.

Jimin: Come on. Just tell us.

Hawasa: Like the scars at my leg.

You said as you look at Jimin.

Yoongi: Beaten scars?

Hawasa: Something like that, maybe? You guys know right that i have been abused in the past. So i have few scars on my back.

You said sadly.

Hawasa: Can we just go to book store silently?

You look out through the window while cross your hand. You suddenly don't have a mood anymore because all the memories are coming back.

Jimin: Can i see it?

Hawasa: See what?

Jimin: Your scars.

You widen your eyes while look at Jimin. You stay away from Jimin with hugging yourself.

Hawasa: Don't you dare.

Jimin: Or what?

You didn't response to him but you stare at him blankly.

Yoongi: Jimin, stop it or i throw you out of this car.

After that, all the rides became silent until you guys arrive at book store. You didn't notice that the others keep checking on you from time to time.