Prologue:

My blood boiled when we first met. Not the boiling of anger but more like a rush of blood heading to my heart. The temperature surrounding me became so hot that I could hardly breathe.

I at first obviously ignored the signs of being in love and thought....yea maybe it's just a crush.

But that year....last year...when we confessed or might I say I confessed my love.....it was the most amazing thing ever! At first I was a little doubtful and insecure...I hated it...but I sincerely said "I love you" back then not because I had no time to think, but actually I already knew...and I knew I had to adjust to it considering it was my first.....love.....or you have ere maybe the first Person I actually loved.

But....things changed that August....I became depressed at the thought of what I found out...heck I only knew later on that I messed up because I never asked if you felt the same way....the pain is still there....and I hate it.....I hate it a lot!