Second Chapter

It was about the earlier and the first time of my life i come to this society of rainbow people and in this time i am still in a timeline where i still find and searching out about what my sexuallity is and i just new the this world and i am terrify because i was worried about everything i dont want people in my family find out about it so i was going and do something i callled underground way to find my sexual oriention is and i am really be careful around this time because i dont want people know about it and i become discreet guy.

So after a while i was searching and then i find what i looking for and i am try to understand it why i be like this and why i attrative to this kind of thing and i try to learn more deep about it until find one the screet of my life that actually deep down there i was never feel attractive to a women but i do opposite with that i more attractive a man and i was think how it can be like its impossible and i still cant believe at first but i try to learn about it more and more and try to accept and in the and i can accept who i am. But i still didnt dare to tell my family about this especially my mom because i love so much and also when i found out this my mom was just separete with my father.