Not Again

Again here...

I'm still there...

No change...

Only stain...

No fear...

What you're saying dear...

Eyes cry...

Mind dry...

Why joy...

Always lie...

Not to dear...

As me scare...

Yes or no...

I don't know...

Thinking deny...

But it closing all while...

Can't decide...

Only can fly...

No wings...

Stuck in the pin...

Right or night...

All time write...

Why! why!

I'm only left alive...