CHAPTER 5: HUMAN SELFISHNESS

She felt very disappointed that she didn't get the answer that she was looking for but instead she got something that she always wanted, loads of money, can get anything she desires," big mansion, piles of gold, diamond, freedom to live however she want, no fear of judging or being judged from anyone and from the starting point of earth Arctic ocean to the endpoint of earth Antarctic ocean will belong to her, she always dreamt of becoming president but no! She wants to become a queen now,

everything she wanted is in palm of her hand, she just need to choose and grasp the chance and can live like a queen till she dies, instead of earth collapsing at this moment will collapse after her death ,that maybe 10yrs, 20yrs ,50yrs or100yrs until she die she can live the way she wants without any hesitations ,

A smirk of selfishness filled her smile, without asking about the second choice she agreed to live, and lead a royal life,

After she made a choice to live alone by herself, the voice that she used to hear disappeared, she went down to the school bathroom, cleaned herself "came to the roof on top of her school and started screaming on top of her voice,

Fuck you!!

You damn nasty world…!!

She laughed as she determined to rule the world but she didn't realize that she can only rule herself which is the only thing at that time,

Many days passed,

Without any regret she enjoyed her life, broke into any malls, shops , take whatever stuff she likes, dozens of dresses , tons of jewelries, visited all kinds of bars and restaurants, still it was not enough, her loneliness didn't affect her mood but the things what she was having was not enough, she wanted more ,

As days went by her greediness' has started to grow as well, she wanted more , she wanted new , she wanted all, she became a different person ,

The girl who was exited to apply for her institute was no longer found, all she wanted is to live her life to the fullest.

Almost she crossed two months surviving by herself , later on she started to think that her life has no meaning, she got everything" yet still feels like something is missing, to be honest , there is nothing left in her life to make her feel down,

Especially her loneliness,'

"Her decisions to live, "was never been a wrong idea from the start to her; because; the day she got to know that it's the end of the world, she has already been alone from the beginning by the time she born.

Her both parents work for the sake of leading a better living, from the time she got matured,'she never had a good time or conversations with her parents,

"When she join for school, all the kids ignored has she appeared to be reserved,

"Elementary, middle school even in high school,' she failed to make friends "

She waited for others to approach her, but instead she started getting bullied; she felt that instead of getting along with those people around her who has started to look down on her, she began to enjoy her time spending by herself "she decided to do something huge so that people would respect her more instead of looking down, she had a hobby of painting, wherever she goes, if her eyesight spot something beautiful she sit there and start painting,

She decided to change her hobby into professions and started working hard, to get into the well known arts school,

But now! She realized what she came to realize what she is missing,