CHAPTER 19

Even though Collin is a beta, the hatred and the anger in his tone when he was talking about that someone who dared to hurt his sister sent fear down my spine I can't help wishing that Collin would never find out because once he did, it'd affect many things; my friendship with him, and the pack position.

My heart was a mess and I found myself sitting beside a tree for comfort. I reached out and threw the cigarettes on my lips away since they failed to give comfort.

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"Do you swear to love the pack and keep it safe as long as you are the alpha…" My father asked me with pride in his tone and I immediately replied calmly, "I do "

Unlike how my father planned for me to be the Alpha within two days, it was shifted again to a week later because of Jolene's death.

Collins refused vehemently to take on the beta's position because he was mourning his sister, but after a lot of begging, he finally agreed to be my beta.

"Did you swear to the Moon Goddess that you shall treat your pack right and with justice, and do you accept to be the alpha of Sharpedges pack…"

"I do."

The ceremony I have always been expecting finally came to an end and the happiness in the pack was overwhelming but I was lost because I became the alpha that I dreamed to be but I lost my Luna.

And now I know how fucked I am because I can't help thinking of Jolene every time.