My mom's died mystery

From the childhood I was searching for happiness. I didn't know the meaning of happiness. I thought I

will find the happiness in my life. And love is the worst thing in this world. if you love someone that's

mean you will be hurt that person. Love is a very harmful thing. But I am wrong. Now I think that love is

the most beautiful thing in this world. Love meanings, you want to be with a person for the rest of your

life. You want to protect that person from every danger. You want to make that person happy. That's

the true meaning of love. And for happiness, the person you love he/she will be your happiness. If you

love someone then you will find the happiness.

For me I thought that my mom dad loves each other. when the argue with each other or when they

shout at each other that is love. But I was wrong. That's not love. When my parents go out for some

party or any kind of functions they show that they love each other a lot. They care for each other. And

all of those people thought that they actually a perfect couple. My parents are a really good actor. But I

think my mom actually love my dad. Because before she committed suicide she told me that it's really

hard to live in this world. But you have to fight for yourself. No one will be with you. You have to be

strong. I asked her mom why are you saying this. You will always be with me. You will make me strong.

Then she hug me and said yes baby I will always be with you. I will make you strong. Nabi will you live

with me or with your dad? I told her I will live with you mom. I wanted to be like you. Mom said then we

will always be together. No one can apart us.

So, we planned that next day we will go to my mom's parents house. That's mean I was going to live

with my grandparents. But what happened at night that she killed herself. Is something that I don't

know? Am I missing anything? After mom died my grand dad came to take me with him. But my dad

didn't allow me to live with them. And he told me that I should never meet him. But sometimes I met

my grandparents. They always say that my dad killed my mom. I know that my cheated on my mom. And

my mom knew that my dad has an affair. Then I told my granddad that last time mom told me that we

are going to live with you. She was leaving dad. Then what's happened that she killed herself that night.

I always want to know that why my mom killed herself?

I tried so hard but I didn't find anything. So, decide I will tell Ryan about my mom. And I will ask him for

help. Ryan I need to tell you something. Mainly I need you help. Then I tell him everything. After hearing

me he tell me that I will help you and I will find what happened to your mom. Ryan thank you so much.

And I will help to find your dad murderer. So, we decide to help each other by finding what happened to

our parents.