LONELY HEART

I don’t know what kind of pain I feel in this moment. So I made myself drunk. Jhin is no longer with me, she doesn't want me anymore, and maybe this is all the compensation for what I did to her before. I am here alone on my pad and my mind is empty. I don't know what to do anymore.

I threw the bottle I was holding. I couldn't stop crying. Is this my karma? Goddamnit!

The door opened and it was Yas who visited me, how I wish it was Jhin.

"Marknell babe..." I can see the sadness in her eyes when she sees me.

"Are you happy that I am miserable now? Happy?" I told her, it is my way for her to leave, I don't deserve her anymore.

She came up to me and hugged me. "Marknell, my life is also miserable without you, please that's enough, come back to your senses. Stop wasting your love for the person who doesn’t love you anymore, please I'm here. Just love me again."