After many efforts and situations and consideration at a certain age to hide everything from parents friends. They may be funny all the time relaxed and chilled at the end of the day they question themselves who am I want am I what do I want did I done right, am I worthy. At the point of these continuous thoughts still there is number silence in their mind. They can't cry or call anyone about their problems.
Tomorrow we alone have to go through the same thing and same problems
We are also strong brave and innocent but still most of the times we're blamed for nothing and we have to back down and bow to them cause we've got to.much to protect.
Moral- you are not useless you just need to organise your thoughts and find a way through it. Nothing can stop you now and if you find a way through it you'll be unstoppable.