Chapter 40- Jealousy, Jealousy.

Sebastien's POV.

I've never felt this way before, it was confusing and surprising.

I didn't know what Jealousy felt like till I heard her conversation with Mr Trint and I saw red.

The fact that I was raging was scary as well, I was never really myself when I loose it, it always hard to come back to normal where I have absolute control over my actions, I was still trying to train myself to gain control over my rage phase.

So far, she was the only one who brought me out of my rage and right now, I was upset because of her, I didn't even know how to behave and didn't want to attend any meetings or meet people, I could hurt them, my eyes has turned more cloudy and I had turned moody for a long time.

I really tried to think of a way to drift out of this rage phase, but it didn't work.

I brought out my phone and dialed my father.

Me: "Dad I really need to ask something right now."

Dad: "is it about your Jealousy?" I heard a muffled laugh in the background.

Me: "it's not funny." I growled.

Dad: "okay son." He stopped laughing.

Me: "is there anywhere I can stop this?" I asked.

Dad: " well Gabriel told me she's the first person to calm you from your rage phase, so I'm thinking She must be the only one who can do that because she's your mate." Dad paused, "so why not just settle this Jealousy issue, you'll be fine." He added.

Me: "Gabriel really knows how to run his mouth." I hissed.

Dad: "you'll be fine, bye." I heard mom's voice and a muffled laughter, they still found my Jealousy funny, and I didn't like the fact that I couldn't help being jealous.

I stilled immediately I scented her, she was coming in here.

"Hello."  She knocked on my door.

"Come in." I said.

"Thanks sir." 

"Sir?, Sir?." I glared at her and she stilled when she saw the change in my eye colour.

"Well, I said that because I thought they were people lurking around." She pouted.

"Really?"

"Yes, Bas." She replied and I felt myself relax a little, what hold did she have on me that she made me less mad with just a call of my name from her lips, lips that tasted like the best meal ever when I kissed her, for a vampire, fresh blood was the best and most tasty thing ever. But her lips beat that for me, it was everything.

"Why are you mad at me?" She pouted again.

"You know why." I said.

"No I don't." She came closer to me sitting on the table facing me.

"You said you didn't have a boyfriend and you also asked about another man in my face." I growled at her feeling angry over and over.

"I'm sorry about that." She said adjusting slightly.

"But technically, you're not my boyfriend, we're more than that, you're my soulmate and also well, I was just indulging Mr Trint, I'm sorry for making you angry." She added.

"And also even if I say you're my soulmate, we have not really defined our relationship yet, Soo." She said again quickly.