Chapter 32- Massage

Sebastien's POV.

"Damn!!" I swore slightly, I wanted to make her feel comfortable and relaxed, that's why I opted for giving her a massage, it was just hard to concentrate as she moaned.

I groaned and shifted trying to adjust my slacks, she was really pretty, I know I kept saying it, but I couldn't stop, she was really gorgeous and staring down at her made me realise such a perfect facial structure she had and it fitted her body.

She moaned again and I chastised myself to keep still, it was really going to hard completing this massage, the tension between us was already thick, I'm sure she figured out by now that I wanted her, if she didn't then maybe I disguised it very well, cause I could swear it was really written all over my face and my actions and the fact that she was my mate and I was also a vampire my feelings became extremely heightened.

I looked down at her again and she moaned softly parting her pouty lips softly, I stilled, I wanted to kiss that lips of hers, do many things and make her use that lips of hers on me.

I cleared my throat and left her a little.

"What's wrong?" She asked turning.

"Just sit, I'll be back, I want to get massage oils." I lied.

"Do I need it?" She asked.

"Yeah, it'll be more effective." I went to my room immediately, I took out the massage oil I had in my traveling bag, we were all going back to Pineville next-week. 

I came down and saw her close her eyes clutching the sofa a little too tightly, she was grasping now and I ran there immediately shaking her.

"Hey, hey." I shook her a little harder and she opened her eyes.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"I'm fine I guess." She bit her lips softly clutching my hands tightly.

"What was that?" I asked.

"It was my seizure." She replied.

"I have mild seizures when I shaken up." She bit her lips and looked down.

"There's no need to be embarrassed about it." I paused, "people have illness." I added softly.

"Thanks." She smiled warmly, and relaxed a little, releasing my hand, I squeezed her hands and she nodded.

"It happened when my parents died, when I found out about it." She said softly.

"Since then today is the second day it has happened." She added.

"Well, you were shaken up during the abduction, I'm still sorry for that." 

"It's fine, I just need to relax a little." 

"That's why I went to get the oil." I said.

"It'll be easier once I use it for the massage, it helps heal." She nodded at me and leaned down.

I applied the oil to her shoulders which was still tense, she was still shocked about everything, I groaned, I was going to make anyone who made her feel this way pay, it was the little I could do for having her in my Life, she was like the light to my darkness, the fire to my ice. I loved every bit of her, I didn't tell her my feelings yet, but I would when the time comes, it may seem as you quick to some people, but it wasn't to me, I was sincere about her.