my obsession

"Dan " Mason called as he rushed inside "hope you didn't hurt yourself " I could see worry written all over his face as he looked around me searching for injuries

"Why Mason?" Mason halted what he was doing

"Why my best friend ?" I felt his hand drop

"I'm sorry"

"Sorry for what exactly mason"

"For not telling you"

"Not telling..."

Just then a guard came in

"Boss a guest is refusing to exit the house, the guest happens to be sir's best friend"

"Sammie " I said in my mind as I stood up and rushed out of my room , going towards the down parlour

"What are you still doing here ?" I asked on siting him

"Hey stop shouting at me , am not not the cause of your " I stoped his words by slaping him across the face , he raises his hands back to slap me but was stopped by a guard

"Seems you forgot who calls the shots here" I told him

"Well that's for now that wouldn't be for long though "

"You slimy son of a bit*h" I proceeded hooking him on his cloth ready to pounce on him when I was held and yanked away by Mason

"Stop it" Mason screamed at us both

"You were my best friend, you dummy, how could you stoop so low , all for what ?, money , wealth or power for what exactly or was it just share jealousy that a was getting loved"

"Yes, it was jealousy, you got a love you didn't deserve, I deserved it , I was the one toiling night and day to satisfy our master all this time you were busy enjoying your school days or did you think he was a log of Wood, who needed no sexual satisfaction until you were ready"

"What master , who's master ?"

"Mason's what's he saying ? Answer me , is what he is saying true ?

He was quiet for a while, I could see the hurt in his eyes but he spoke up

"Yes , but"

"So that was why" I cut his words again

"Why what?"

"That was why he was hovering around me back then in school, was he watching me for you ? Did he even ever wish to be friends with me"

"You're intelligent dear, you figured it out quite easily, as a matter of fact I never considered you a friend to start with and I never cared about you" sammie said

"Wow" I said slowly sitting on the floor thinking

"But I don't understand Mason, why you cared so much for him , I was there first , I always loved and followed your orders like a pupet , why not me ? " sammie inquired

"Did you know about all this ?, or sorry , let me rephrase Mason, did you plan all this ?

He was mute once again ,sitting on the couch facing the the floor

"Please just answer me!"

"Yes" he replied

"And you never bothered saying a word to me?, I thought we had something together

"Something together, you say? , ooh no don't be delusional, he is just managing to dump you here after those dogs relieved themselves sexually through you and news flash I was among those who arranged that room babe or sorry trash" I chuckled

I couldn't control my anger any more and bounced on him again , finally landing a few blows on him , then again Mason came trying to separate us but I was adamant in making Samuel bleed , since I couldn't make the other (mason) do same.

"Stop this madness , you're embarrassing your self " Mason said trying to end the fight , he held me while the guards held Samuel but we seemed not to want the separation. Finally we were yanked apart but I not getting enough wanted to see blood

"Stop this nonsense,I said stop.." and Mason slapped me across the face , making me land on the cushion , while clenching my face

"Slap that dirty tramp , he deserves it " Samuel said

"Mason you hit me , I said looking up at Jim seeing he was remorseful for his actions but battered by Samuel's laughter

"You promised never to hit me nor hurt me again , but you just did , was the love also false"

"Yes it was and that why your darling husband came running to me yesterday night and you know that night before he first told you he loved you , we had good sex , good steamy sex at both occasions "

"Samuel!" Mason raised his hands to hit him but stopped and looked at me

"You had sex with..and you can't even hit him, you lied to me all this while, you fooled me, you never loved me Mason, you never did "

"No not again , not again am tired, am done , I turned running up stairs to go get my stuffs , I was feeling suffocated in the environment "

Mason chased after me and along the line I broke a glass pot flower and being bair foot had them enter my foot but didn't feel any pain at all.

I ran into the room and began parking my clothes into a box , Mason soon came in and pored the contents in the box on the bed

"Where do you think you are going?"

"I'm leaving you Mason, am done with this marriage, I'm done with you"

"No ,please no, " he stopped me and held my hand

"I know I have wronged you , but please am trying to be better don't go away, i need you" he said with tears dropping from his eyes

"You should have thought about that before doing all you did and making a joke out of my love"

"I love you and am trying to be a better man, you just have to give me sometime please"

"I loved you, I gave you time, I trusted you and you broke it each time , sorry I can't take it anymore "

When I saw parking wasn't going work due to his constant pouring away of my belongings, I decided to go like that.

"Please don't live me" he knelt down before me with tears dropping from his eyes "I have never loved anyone before and never have I been loved back , you are my first and only , you are my obsession please don't go away, I promise to be perfect for you, please Dan don't leave me and go away , I would break down and would never get up , you can hate me or hit me but please don't live I would die please" he begged

"Promises ? Where are the ones you made all broken, no more Mason, am done with you " I said making my way to live

"You are all I have to love and live for in this life , I would rather hate myself than hate you , do you think I would ever let you go away from me,hahaha" he chuckled " Daniel you alone are my obsession , just you no one else he spoke his voice suddenly sounding cold and merciless , as he stood up and walked towards me

"Watch me go mason! Bye Mason " I said running down the stairs towards the door, I was immediately high jacked by his guards on my path to cross the entrance and immediately brought back .I looked up while struggling to be set free and I saw him , he descended the stairs like someone being possessed, he cold looks had returned, all I could see in his eyes were hurt and anger.

"You are mine and mine alone, so am I your's and your's alone, to hate or love you shall only have me and me you. Sorry I am going back on my words of causing you no form of pain but from now on you shall be locked in your room and heavily guarded, I have loved you to much that am scared of loosing you, even in death I would fight to be with you"

"I hate you Mason, I hate you , I would never love you again" I said as he carried me up firmly taking me towards his room, where he locked me.

"I detest you with everything in me" I continuously screamed in tears and I could hear him just outside the door crying.

*mind words*

"Please stop" he said "you are all I have and I can't take your hate , I hate myself for doing this to you but I can't let you go , I would die if I should , please stop, Dan I love you , just for once try loving me once more.

"I will forever detest you , you've broken me too many times already , am done , since to love

Or hate I have only you , I have chosen to hate you. You might have me physically present with you but I will never let you have my love , you had it once ,never again shall you feel its warmth, go back to the one you gave your love.

"My body I gave them in coherence with the desire of the flesh, a mistake I made without much thoughts, please let not my heart suffer because of my flesh"

"Your heart isn't the only one suffering, I have loved you from the first time I saw you, everything I did like about you even thouse cold looks , what held me back was my love for family, a family I detest now all because of you. You've caused me so much pain for a lifetime Mason now all I wish to give you is only hate"

"Pain I have given, pain I have received, heal I wish I could, give me the love I once had and perfect shall I become , I beg of you please, for I have also loved you from the first time I looked at you , but pride held me down "

"My love you shall never get, let me go I plead thee"

"Even in death I shall not let you be , since you chose hate , my love shall be enough"

*end of mind speech*