((Dekra Nykta - Damned Night
An expression. Sometimes, mages say it when they are pissed, frustrated, angry, or just really high on any kind of emotion.
Synonym - Fuck.
Can be used interchangeably.))
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KYROS
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I was a mess of trembling emotions.
My body quivered with the anger that erupted inside me, my lungs on fire with the words that I was too angry to say and my hands trembling with rage by my sides as I stormed out of the dining hall.
How dare he do this to me?
I thought we really bridged a gap, I thought he was already agreeing to be my Master, I thought I was safe with him.
Stupid me.
I thought I was finally safe with someone.
I thought I was finally somewhere I was wanted, somewhere I needed to be.
So stupidly stupid!
My gaze moved across the room, it suddenly felt too disarranged.
Scattered.
I have to fix it.
Everything.