OR REGRET

Back to the house..

It was the afternoon almost. As almost non of them left their room. Han stayed in her room thinking about what she heard…

"Someone who commits a sin.." she muttered the voice she had heard in her head. As she tried to complete her homework.

She suddenly thought about a few of her friends that have no connection with her school life.

She quickly jolted to her phone. "Please be better!" she muttered under her breath as she opened her phone going to her contacts.

There it was messages from them not saying things for her worse, but rather asking if she and her family is okay…

Read the Messages.

LIA: Han-Byeol-Ah are u okay?? Is everything in ur family okay?

KIM SU: I heard about the scandal, and it doesn't seem so pleasant looking at the comments.. U doing fine?

LIA: I heard ur boy friend Broke up with u that scum bag, how u feeling?.

MIN YEO: Everything will be fine Han, hang in there humm!

ALL SAID: FIGHTING!!

At least they cared.. At least they didn't break me. A light smile appeared on her face as she looked in the mirror.

Her puffy eyes…only trailed at her hair that reached her shoulders messed up. Her lips where she spoke and showed honesty was lathered and tied up in a lie, as the curves from the edges were rolled up. As her baggy clothes covered the pain she hid.

She tilted her head as she looked at her eyes. Whether she felt a bit happy, her eyes didn't seem as so.. Whether they looked fine.. With happiness shown on her lips, she smiled more as she looked back at her eyes.

She felt it.. As the pain hit harder… they spoke the language of her heart..

The gloss, they shined.. Acting alright.. She lightly chuckled… it hurt harder in her heart.. Looking at them.. then it would to anyone.

"When will someone see the hurt.. When will someone see I have a limit too.." She muttered as a tear fell.

She lightly chuckled.. As she looked at the mirror.

"I have gained weight.. Hum.." She muttered again. As she giggled slightly.

"They hate me.. They never liked me.. They used me.. It's okay.." she mumbled to her self as she looked at her phone, nodding her head lightly, and wiped those tears, she replied to their messages.

HAN: I'm okay! My family is good too… thx for caring. Oh and my bf he didn't deserve me Anyways:). Well, I am tired I'll sleep now Good night..

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"MANY LIES COULD BE BELIEVED BY WORDS… BUT… THERE WILL ONCE BE SOMEONE.. WHO SEE'S PAST THE WORDS THAT'S BEEN TOLD.'

It's the truth that's never said..

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As they bid good night. Han shut her phone.. And walked to her bed. She sat at the edge resting her back on a pillow. As she closed her eyes.

Her thoughts wandered..

"I Wish everything stopped existing.. I wish someone knew it hurt me. I wish they said what I wanted to hear. I bet no one loves me… no one would.. its better to die.. " she said as she started to laugh..

She smacked herself on the bed laying down as she stared at the ceiling she rolled to her side as her stomach growled hungrily.

"FOOOOODDD" She yelped as she jolted up from the bed.

She went to the door opening the door she joyfully walked out.

Humming "IDOL by bts" As she went out of her room.

"Humm~ hm mm humm~ woh woh woOo Ho woh!"

Mini dancing to the dining room where the two were munching and fighting over the last mochi which Han gladly took as they didn't notice.

"THXX" Han said catching their attention as she munched.

...…..."HANNN!!!!!!!—UNNIEEEEE!!!!! " They yelled whining and sulking.

"At least u didn't get it HMPH!" they said to each other glaring.

The three ate as the parents Came home a bit late.

Later on.

They all greeted the parents as they had already eaten. But the two parents weren't as lovey dove as usual… they just walked and went to the same room sleeping rather a bit far..

As kids went to sleep as well.

Good night.

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No message I am tired see u later bye byee!

TAKE CARE!

Love from-

-AUTHOR-NIMM