DIE

*Back to present*

They reached home as the Guards opened the gate as Suho drove the car in the garage, which was accompanied by many other cars.

As each of them got of the car, Han noticed that one car wasn't present in the garage other then her dads which was with him. Her mothers car… wasn't there…

"Oppa, is eomma not home?" Han asked as she side hugged Hae Hyun standing next to the car in the garage looking at her brother who just got out of the car after turning it off.

Suho looked at the missing car and spoke.

"Uhh..seems as so." He said as he shifted his eyes from the missing car's place to his sister's face, as he shrugged.

"Seems eomma had business…even after this god damn…scandal.. That almost ruined us.." Hae Hyun mumbled as she looked down walking inside the house. As Suho heard..

The three walked in as Hae Hyun went in her bedroom wanting to rest. While Han was going to go in her room... Until her brother tugged her Sleeve.

"Han, I can sense something wrong what is it…?" Suho spoke seriously as Han's eyes went from his hand to her brother's eyes.

"Wrong?....nothing's wrong really," Han said trying to make her brother less sus on them.

Suho gently pushed her in her room and closed the door and held her hand dragging her to the bed making her sit there.

Suho left her hand and stood in front of her, making her look at her brother innocently..

"Spill it." Suho said looking straight in Han's eyes..

"shit…what do u want me to sayyy now!!" Han whined in her head.

"Oppa. There is seriously nothing!" Han said acting annoyed as she stood up, but she was pushed back down as Suho put his hand on Hans shoulder.

Suho noticed how Han's phone that would usually be blasting with messages and notifications.. was unusually silent…a bit.. To silent..

"Is ur phone on silent?" Suho asked as his hand reached for her phone, he picked it up and looked at it.. Only to find one message.

Lee Min Hyuk 💖 (her boyfriend)

- Hope u have fun all alone btc.

- Tbh your bestfriends hotter…Read more…

A bit stunned he was.. He looked at her sister.. Who spoke.

"Yah..give my phonee back!!" Han said trying to get it from him.

But she stopped… as soon as he spoke..

"did u break up?" he said looking at her sister as his hand typed in the password to open Han's phone..

She stopped but spoke..

"No. Who said I did?" she said with an emotionless face. Looking away.

As Suho read more of the messages..

READ SMS

- Tbh your bestfriends hotter

- Yk don't cry over me hum?

- Ik you'd miss me like who wouldn't.

- Kill ur self if u could.

- It will help the world no joke.

- We don't want a copy of ur mother.

- I bet u got some other chicks.

Shut the fu*k up btc before I come and kill u. –

Suho replied with.

*Contact blocked*

Suho took the phone and put it in front of Han's face so she would read.. Even if it was better that she hadn't …it was no use keeping it a secret..

Han looked as she read through it.. She bit her lower lip as she snatched her phone from her brother.. Reading the messages again and again.

Her eyes filled up with tears… as she gulped down her guilt… Looking at the chats 'die'… she said in her head it would be easier if I just kill my self if I can't live… no… no. No.. Death isn't the answer right…but…

Her brother patted her back as she slowly looked up at him..

"I wanna die…." She said lowly as her tears started to roll down..

"Oppa-*sobs* I- i-I I wanna die!" she said sobbing..as she hugged her brother. Tightly as he bent down on his knee to her level as she cried on his shoulder..

"it hurts…oppa-!" she sobbed more gasping for air.. "it hurts…t t that t t hey just leave…. W why….?" She said lowly clenching her hands in fists on her brother's sweater..

"why..i I didn't..d d do anything.." she said trying to calm her self down.. As her hands left her brother's waist as tried to wipe her own tears which only kept falling from her eyes..

Suho looked at his sister… as she kept shivering lightly.. Wiping her tears which didn't stop..

The moments u don't wanna cry, the moments u just wanna sink in something.. u just want to escape.. But u cant fine anyway out, your tears fall…on their on.. The way the only thing that sinks in ur heart…not in happiness.. But darkness..

Suho's hand reached up to his sister cheek.. As he wiped her tear and got up knowing Han needed time of her own…

Han looked at his figure as he walked out the door… she was quiet.. Only her emotions poured out… her words remained in her head as she sat on the ground.. Looking at every possible thing in the room all and all to harm her self..

She finally for up and went to her study table.. And took out her craft scissors.

Many people die every day, if I die as well it won't matter.. We live to die.. To get killed.. To be broken.. To be left.. To be hated..

Her mind wandered into darkness.. As she took the scissors splitting them as her hands made it trail to her wrist… as words kept swarming her in deeper and deeper.. To do this..

Life is lived to end it.. Its done.. I have no one. Even if I lived.. It would only make me and others suffer.. Life is to end.. My life is only left to be hated..

Her tears fell…

I am probably only to be ha- her words in her head were cut… but an unfamiliar tone…

"only to be loved" a deep tone appeared in her head.. Not of hers not of someone she knew.. But of someone that made her pause… she stopped… only a slight dent-scratch was imprinted in her wrist… as the scissor fell from her hand.

Who was that… she said to her self as she stepped a bit back… looking around

"someone who commits a sin.."

One to be grateful for..

One to be hateful for..

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