Chapter 11: Austin.

With so many temptations, I did not indulge. With so many offers and approval from the innocent catholic girl that my sister had assumed she was, I still refused to give in or go farther. For a moment, I thought maybe just maybe I was overthinking everything. All I needed to do was apologize to Merrigold for my behavior suppose try to base a new happy friendship which would be extremely difficult because I by far did not see her as a friend. She was below me, she could never be a friend. In fact I had just enough friends. I wondered how William had done it... I would not let him know, afraid he would laugh at me in the face for being so pathetic and insanely of unsound mind.