Chapter 205 Unchanged Mistake 3

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I twisted the door knob and got into the Masters suite, my heart shattered in billion pieces at what I saw.

Even if it was the most irritating thing I've seen in my entire life, my legs just could not move from the spot where I stood as uncontrollable tears streaked down my eyes.

   The crushing sensation I felt in my heart at that moment was unbearable. I could hardly breath as I stared at them.

   "Alex!" Beverly tapped him to stop when she noticed my presence. I stared at the fools before walking out of the room and out of the mansion to the yards.

   Without saying a word to anyone, I walked out of the large estate not minding the distance. My heart hurt more than my feet, I didn't care if I'd have swollen feet after this long walk. Anything would be better than staying in that mansion with that disgusting man.

    I could take anything, but not cheating. That's the last thing I'd take from anyone. He used me for his gains and I would never let that happen again. I used the back of my hands to clean the tears flowing down my cheeks. These eyes have shedded more tears than anyone would in such a short time.

   Even if it's been minutes since I left the mansion, her moans were still very clear in my head, the picture of them doing whatever it was they were doing was still visible in my eyes. I hated this feelings, I shouldn't be hurt by him or anything he does.

     I leave for just two days and he's already all over her. I was jealous, I've never been this angry and jealous in my life.

   I hated to share him with another woman, if he was mine then he was mine alone. What was I thinking before? Alex can never grow to love me. I covered my face with my palms, sobbing more than a baby would not minding the people staring at me right now. It's not like I wasn't prepared for this, but I just didn't think it'll be so soon. Or that i'd see it for myself.

    I felt disgusted and very irritated. If I ever loved Alex before, this time I hated him more than ever. I can't stay in that mansion any longer, not after everything I saw. He can do whatever he wants with her, I don't care anymore.

    I was tired of crying, I can't keep crying for someone who's intensions are to make me cry more. I was stupid to have loved him, I blame myself for it and I'm never going to make this mistake ever again.

   Without looking at the road, I tried crossing and the last thing I heard were the screeching sound of a wheel.

   Alex could not recall a thing from the previous night. The only thing he can see now was the fact that Hazel had caught him cheating. How he ended up on the bed with Berverly remained a mystery to him.

   He left the mansion to the yard to run after his wife, he hasn't seen her in days and now she's back she's gone again. "Boss you can't leave like this!" The guards stationed at the gate ran after him.

   They would loose their lives if anything happens to their boss. "Why did you let my wife leave!" "We can get the car for you Boss!" "Keep the stupid car to yourself!" He ran through the long estate like a mad man till he got to the road but still there was no sign of her anywhere.

   Where has she gone to? Alex tried calling, hoping that she would to listen to him. He had to explain and apologize to her even if what he did was unforgivable. "Hazel please pick up!" Alex muttered as he headed back to the mansion.

   Maybe if he gave her some time to chill out she would get back, but for now he had to check the airport and make sure she doesn't leave. Not being with her for the past few days and not knowing where she was made him insane. When he tried calling she was mean to him despite making him scared and upset.

  He had to get high to ease the pain and foreign feelings he has had since she confessed to him. Yes he had to get high, but then he could no longer recall what happened next. But he know he was having sex with Berverly.

   What Alex was scared of was how long they have been having sex. If he was high, then he knew he had been aggressive in bed.

   He wound his fingers through his deshealved hair as he took in deep breaths and exhaled harshly. Why was he hurting this much? Why was the thought of Hazel leaving him making him go Crazy?

   He has hurt Hazel so much cause he was scared of falling inlove with her, burying the fact that he has already fallen inlove with her from the first day they met.

   Now he thought of it, he just couldn't explain why he was so mean to her, why did he hurt her that much? Why did he let her cry all the time even if he was not comfortable with her tears? Why did he get angry when she confessed her love to him?

    Alex got back to the Mansion frustrated by everything that just happened. "You should give her some time, I'm sure she'll come back. She always does!" Berverly got to the lounge and sat on the couch.

   "You should leave, you've overstayed your welcome!" "Alex!" "I'm sure I've given you enough signs that I don't love you anymore, whatever we had before is gone. I love my wife!" He climbed the grand stairs and headed to the Masters suite. He should have done this long time ago, maybe things wouldn't be as bad as they are now.

  Berverly was astonished at his unfiltered words and cold attitude towards her. Few minutes she had called her mother to celebrate their victory. All she did until now was trying to win Alex's love again, but she couldn't.

She had thought it was cause of Hazel, but now she realized the reason was actually Alex. She was right all this while, Alex has been inlove with Hazel all this time.

   Stepping into his room, he picked his keys and left the mansion. He had to find Hazel. He knew how to make things right again, he had alot to tell her and alot to apologise for. He just realized now that he loved her more than she could ever imagine. He loved her more than himself.

   He felt happy admitting his feelings, why didn't he admit all this before? why now? He blamed himself for everything that has happened to them.

   He made her fall for him and then punished her for it. Alex rushed into his car, "Sir!" A guard walked up to him. "We found this on our way back from the search. I'm afraid this is the only information we have about madam!" 

  "That's bullshit!" Alex took the daimond ring from the man and accelerated out of the mansion.