Chapter 146 Days to the wedding 26

 I got back into my room after trying to check up on Carie, since I had nothing else to do other than lying on the bed, I laid down. At least now I could think about my life that seems so complicated right now. I sank deeper into the duvet as I drifted deep into my thoughts.

Now I think of it, if my engagement party could be that extravagant, I wonder how my wedding would be especially if it's the men who are handling the ceremony. I wonder what it would be like walking down the isle with that man that calls himself my father.

'The eyes of the people that would stare only at me, of which I know not everyone present there would like me. What if I trip, or what if the ring falls from my hands' I thought as my skin burned in embarrassment. Even if the ceremony was still days ahead I could already feel the shame if any of those things happen to me.

I covered my face rolling on the bed, I can't take the shame, it would hunt me forever. People will never forget that in a hurry. Ahh Hazel stop the day is not here yet, how do you know you'd do all this? But that's the common mistakes that happens to every bride on her wedding day. Especially when Alex get to give me those look.

"What looks is that? It's nothing. You know how intimidating Alex can be sometimes. "But what if he smiles, that smiles that makes my heart to never stop raising. How the hell did I fall for Alex? Last I checked, I hated him.

Wedding vows. I haven't thought of my wedding vows, how do I start? I know it has to come out naturally but, I could make mistakes? I took in deep breaths as the questions and answers in my thoughts continued. It was like I could here myself speaking.

'Now I think of it, Alex hasn't called me today, maybe he's mad cause I declined his call last night and switched off my phone' I placed my hands on my warm cheeks giggling at the thought of his reaction to my foolishness. 'It's not my fault, Carie needed attention and I gave her all of it'.

I drifted back to reality and picked my phone to give that silly husband of mine a call, since he doesn't know how to call his wife even if she declined. I already have and excuse to why I couldn't pick his calls. I called him normally but the call cut and in the next second another call came in from the same Alex but this time it was a video call.

How the hell I'm a supposed to lie to his face now. Alex would catch me, he knows how much of a bad lair I am. I took in deep breaths, got off the bed to arrange my hair and make sure I look good before him. Before hopping on the bed again to pick his call.

I met his eyes, those black eyes that stared intently at me. "Hey!" I said to remove the awkward silence. "Did you run?" He asked as his brows furrowed. "What? Run? I don't remember doing that!" "Then why panting like you ran and your hair seems ruffled!" His eyes never left mine and I bit my lower lips.

How was I supposed to know my hair would ruffle more in the process of trying to arrange it. "Why didn't you....?" "Oh is that Lukas and Benson?" I pointed at the black pairs of joggers I saw from behind. Alex turned around before parting his lips

"Boys, my Hazel wants to say hi. Benson wear some shirt before speaking to my wife!" Alex sounded irritated and I chuckled. Damn he looks more handsome than he was the last time I saw them. His skin was glowing better than ever, his peach lips breathtaking and when his tongue slids out to lick his lips, I feel hot.

I could feel my heart raising. "This is not the first time we're seeing him Hazel!" I cautioned my heart. "Hmm, my lady!" Lukas said with a sweet smile and I returned it. "The most beautiful woman in Dubai. If at all you have second choice after that fool, then please run to me I'm willing to make you the queen of my world!" Benson said with a smile.

"I'll take that into consideration!" With my reply Alex took the phone and I met his gaze still smiling. "Why do look so thin!" Alex asked with narrowed eyes, "Oh it's girls stuff, I have to look thin so my wedding dress would fit perfectly!"

"That's bullshit, how would it fit if you get too skinny?" He frowned. "Alex you understand nothing about what women do to look good and attractive. Mother opened my eyes and I'm beginning to see the light!" I said to see him chuckle.

"Why didn't you pick my calls last night!" He finally asked, the one question I was avoiding. "Mum took my phone and I couldn't get to you!" I said briefly to have him narrow his eyes. Now I thought of it, it's actually not that hard to lie to Alex. Especially if my face looks dead serious.

"What are you up to today?" He asked, "We're heading out soon. I, Carie and Avery. You, how has your day been?" "Plain, I've basically been doing nothing other than sitting at home!" Somehow Alex words sounded like lies in my ears, I really couldn't understand why I felt that way.

I narrowed my eyes at him but then waved the thought off my head quickly. "I miss you so much!" He blurted out making my heart skip at his words. We were both distracted by the click on the door, and my gaze fell on the door as Carie walked in with Avery.

"I can't wait to have you in my arms again and kiss that sweet lips of yours!" My eyes widened at his words and I bacame stiffened. A cold sweat broke at my back scared that the girls would here him. Why was Alex being dirty all of a sudden. Even if my gaze were fixed on the girls, my ears turned sensitive to the man trying to give me eargasm.

He's taking my thoughts back to our last abomination, I could feel my entire body turn hot at his words. "Remind me to fu.... No pin you down to my bed and fuck the hell out of you. I can't wait to here your sweet cry of pleasure. You screaming my name when you're beneath me, is a dream come true!" I met his gaze to see the monster smiling at me. I gulped.

"W... What are you talking about?" I asked. "Hazel.......?" Carie screamed and I jolted back to reality. "Hmm?" "What's wrong with you, we've been calling for two minutes now but you never responded!" She sounded furious. "What's wrong why are you all red?" Avery asked this time.

I met her gaze then returned my gaze to the monster still on my phone. Smiling cause he knew the effect he had not me.