Chapter 130 Confession 2
"I know you don't want to hear this, but I really got to tell you I'm sorry". He bent his head and raised it up to meet her tears filled eyes. She could not believe Falcon was actually inlove with her. This is the love she wanted right?
So why was she feeling bad about it? Was it because, though she desperately wanted to hear this verse, she wanted it to be someone else. She wanted to hear him say those words to her. To be the only woman he loved, but that was impossible, cause he loved someone else.
"You have no idea". "No... Don't say that Hazel....!"
"What your friendship means to me". "No I told you not to say that, I want to be more than that!"
"I can't..... I'm so sorry if you misinterpreted things, it's my fault".
"It's not your fault, I'm sorry I misinterpreted our friendship. Come on, let's get you home!" I could see, spirit reduce. I felt bad for Falcon, but my heart did it again, it didn't want him was much as my brain does.
"I won't give up so easily, I know I'd have a chance one day. I'm willing to wait as long as you want". Falcon said as we strode to his car, "Don't do that, don't wait for me".
"It's none of your business if I decide to wait". He gave one of his numerous cheeky smile. "Don't make me feel bad". We got to the car, and he helped me sit in. "You don't know what Love is, cause you never had someone who actually loved you!" He paused and started the car.
"I'm inlove with you, H......!" "Stop it Falcon!" I was beginning to feel uncomfortable, and somehow upset at his words. How could he love me? I'm basically pregnant and carrying someone else's children. No man would get cool with that, especially when my children still had a father.
"What? I'm not saying anything wrong". He continued, "Stop it Falcon, I'm an expectant mother and still married to my Alex!" Even if we were apart, we are still married. Alex is still my husband till we get a divorce. I could see a slight frown on Falcon's face.
"I'm not blind to the fact you're pregnant Hazel, I don't care, I fell inlove with you with that, why would you think I have a problem with it?" "You said you were getting a divorce right? I already said I can wait as long as you want!" I said nothing else to him, so I don't cry before him.
Was it that hard for Alex to admit that he liked me too? The fact that he's getting married to her broke my heart even more. I was upset with him. I was upset cause he's clouded my heart, my thoughts, leaving no space for another. I thought I could heal with time, but as each seconds, hours and days passes by, this feelings becomes more unbearable.
It suffocates me most times, and sometimes just drive me crazy. I also blame myself for falling inlove with that monster. I have to recite words like 'he doesn't deserve you, forget about that him Hazel' to be able to go through the day.
My heart didn't want another, but just that one person that is far from me. That one person that doesn't care.
The drive back home was unusually quite, but I liked it, as I stared out the window through the entire long drive. Getting to that spring field was shorter than when we headed back home. We finally arrived at our estate and then Falcon parked at the entrance of the mansion, and I stepped out of the car.
"Hazel!" I didn't say a word to him cause of how upset I was. But why was I? It's not like I'm in a relationship with anyone, cause the divorce papers will be sent to Alex once dad returns.
I stepped into the mansion, without any burtler or maid welcoming me in, just the housekeeper and mum. But this time, I didn't see mum around.
I headed to my room quickly to cry on my pillow once again, and maybe cry to sleep as always. My eyes were blurry cause of the tears threatening to fall out. I didn't know how long this would go on, but I didn't want this pain anymore.
I stepped into my room, closing the door quickly scared that someone might see me. I didn't want mum to see me in these state. I can't tell her I'm crying cause of the man I despise the most. I can't possibly tell her, I rarely sleep cause I think of him every night.
"Hazel, love are you alright!" I heard mum's voice in my room. I couldn't hold in the tears anymore since it was already out, I just had to hug her and cry on her shoulders, sobbing lightly. She let me release everything in me, while she stood still and kept on patting my back.
I wouldn't say mum and I have a really close relationship like before, I didn't know that years apart would actually put some boundaries that we were yet to fix.
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A black car stopped at the entrance of a restaurant which held a blonde haired lady and a red haired one. Though Amelia had already told her about her plans, Berverly wanted it done quickly. Since no body said they've seen Hazel, it's best if she finds the girl herself and eliminate her.
"Tov it's nice meeting you again!" Berverly took a sip of her drink, still staring at the woman. "I have alot of work to do, especially since I didn't hear from you after your last mission!" Tov smiled.
"Well I have a job for you that needs to be done quickly!" Berverly knew this woman's working capacity and she knew Tov would be the right person to kill Hazel without a trace.
"What could that be?.........."
A loud bang was heard in the restaurant. While everyone ran for their lives, Berverly got up but could not move by the sight before her. The body of Tov laid liveless on the floor with blood splattered around. Berverly shook in fear covering her lips with her hands. She could not believe this, just few seconds ago they were both talking.........
An information was given to the men in black suit, which looked like Alex's bodyguards. 'Kill whoever's with her and bring her alive to me'.
She has destroyed him, and his once peaceful life and it was time to pay.
The men walked up to her and covered her nose with a black kerchief making sure she passes out before taking her away. The rest took her bags and other things away on their boss's orders.