I am Broken

Leo glared at me before leaving my hand and whispered " Don't do anything you shouldn't."

I rolled my eyes and said mimicked " my eyes are on you."

I hate Jayson and Leo for this they treat as me 5 class student.

Why the fuck do they have to do this Man I am already an adult and above teen.

I rolled my eye before leo could give me another so-called warning.

I smoothened my crop top and jeans and did my hair with my fingers.

Leo was looking at me as if he is done with me I giggle and said " am I looking sexy? "

He twitched his mouth and said mumbled something.

I was now in front of devil's office how wish in that nameplate there would have written Carsyn's property no one is allowed inside.

right now my mind is not a place, I don't know why this feeling stirring up inside me I don't know how to explain.

my heart is beating very fast, I can hear the sound of my heart beating.

There is a storm inside my body. At that very moment taking a deep breath and exhaling to calm myself.

I am nervous " I and him together alone in the room, what will be talking?"

I took a last deep breath and knocked on his door.

From inside the voice came which is deep but very smoothing to my ear " come in."

I don't know these aren't the things I have experienced with any of my crushes.

he is the I am willing anything for him. I am not a characterless type but there is something that is pulling me toward him despite me denying it.

As soon as I entered the office I was greeted by the view of a very beautiful elegant sexy lady serving the food on the side table.

My foot stop as soon as I saw her let me be honest my smile disappeared and she is really beautiful and I am also envious of her somewhere in my heart.

And something in me is screaming and giving me signals is she his wife otherwise why would she be serving for Mr.Finley unless she is one of his maids or mother or sister and by looking at her she is none.

I am feeling something is breaking inside me.

I didn't know what to say and what not to I am on verge of crying but why he is not even mine and I don't have any fucking right on him then why I am feeling this.

Maybe I am feeling broken because my fantasy about him giving his wife divorce and marrying is never going to be true after I see his wife if I was the husband I wouldn't have even thought about letting her go.

I am forcing smile at her and saying " good morning mam."

She smile beautifully and nodded her head.

And then I look at Mr.Finley and say "I am sorry Mr.Finley I had no idea that it's your breakfast time otherwise I wouldn't have disturbed you. I am so sorry for this I will come later."

after completing my speech to him with my broken heart I turned around and came out with the mist of tears forming in my eye.

And then there his voice come but it is no more smoothing to me it's now like a prick " Miss David I am not the one having breakfast it's my wife so you don't have to leave, show me what's your problem or you might not find me later."

Wow, he can't leave his wife for even a second that to make sure of her having breakfast he brings her to his office what a love.

I no more know what to do here I am trying hard not to cry and he is asking me to ask him questions.

I am taking a deep breath before turning around.

I managed to plaster a fake ugly smile of my and went toward his desk.

I then looked at my book only to find out bought a physiology book with me instead of anatomy. kill me guys I am begging you please kill me.

washed with embarrassment all over me I bent my head down and said " I bought the wrong book."

I don't dare to look at Mr. Finley so, I didn't raise my head.

it's already a minute I am feeling his burning eye on my please I beg you don't embarrass me in front of your wife.

But no he is Mr.FINLEY you know he cannot help himself as if his food won't digest if he won't give his sarcastic comment to someone.

And here comes my turn.

He said just now in his sarcastic tone " Miss David you would have bought anatomy book only if you weren't busy with playing boys."

I couldn't help but look at him and was about to retort but before I could I heard Mrs. Finley saying " Andy you are being hard on her."

What? is am I having a hearing defect or what I heard is right. She just call him Andy.

It means Mr.Finley loves her otherwise why would he allow her to call him by nickname. Of course, he would love her, she is his wife and obviously, no one could resist her beauty.

And guess what after what Mrs. Finley said Mr. Finley didn't make any sarcastic comment on me and asked me about the topic I was having a problem with.

Here I am thinking about which topic to say when I heard him saying " Rose, Are you ok?"

He is using such a soft tone with her, my heart is leading. At the very moment I know I should stop myself otherwise I am going to be hurt badly.

I gave him the topic and he explained me.

After he explained now I am ready to turn around and go out and will never come in office but then there as soon as I turned around I see everything black around me and my world spinning.

I don't know what happened but felt a hand on my waist supporting me and calling me " Miss David."

And i am smelling the most calming mainly scent. after that i totally lost my consciousness.

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Guys jayson and leo are complere jerk when they are with me if you wanna know why then read next chapter