CONFESSIONS

Oh Annabelle what is it that hurts you so

I looked towards a wide eyed Lucifer who stared at Annabelle in shock as she cried in silence

"It's been so long since she's cried" he whispered more to himself than to me

Even though I'd just met Annabelle I felt a need to comfort her

one foot in front of the other I slowly approached Annabelle as she cried silently to herself forgetting any and everything except for the pain she felt in her chest for who knows what reason

Without a word I simply hugged Annabelle hovering her my shoulder to cry on

"Why can't he just forgive me, he won't even let me explain" Annabelle cried out

I heard the door to the chambers open and close signaling Lucifer had left the room giving us girls alone time

"Come" I stood up reaching a hand out to Annabelle who stared at my hand with glossy eyes before taking it

I looked into her chocolatey brown eyes and smiled wiping away her tears "what is the reason for these tears from such a beautiful woman"

Grabbing my hands Annabelle stared into my eyes "Beauty is not defined just by what's on the outside Scarlett, just like a banana the peel may be brown and disgusting looking but on the inside there is something sweet and beautiful" I laughed a bit at how random the banana explanation was and this lead Annabelle to chuckling a bit

Smiling Annabelle took a deep breath before dropping her hands to her side "sadly I cannot change the past so I'm stuck with my punishment here in the present" she began walking towards the door gripping the handle "and Scarlett child please do call me Anna, Annabelle is a mouthful for no reason" I nodded at her and she walked out without another word

I huffed and my stomach angrily yelled at me signaling it was time to eat just as Lucifer walked in the door with a bag of popcorn, chips and other snacks

His eyes widened and he quickly turned around seeing me "wrong room"

"You bring your butt back in here right now"

I heard him let out a string of curses and something along the lines of he hates sharing

I simply disregarded him and went straight to his bag of hot fries

Popping the bag open I quickly shoved the fries into my mouth and mentally did a happy dance I walked towards the bed a plopped down waving my hand gesturing for Lucifer to do the same

He did so hesitantly and I happily ate half of his snacks I would've eaten them all but he snatched the bags from me and said the rest were for him

I grabbed the tv remote and decided I'd like to watch some Netflix preferably the Grinch who stole Christmas

After about 20 minutes into the movie and fighting back the words clogging my throat I decided I couldn't take it anymore

Whats with Constallent and his distasteful attitude towards Anna" I looked up towards Lucifer

Lucifer exhaled deeply and rubbed a hand over his face while using the other to set the snacks aside

"If you want to know what went down with them you'd have to ask them being it isn't my business to tell" he laid back into the bed his eyes closed

I stared at Lucifer for a good while and the longer I stared the more I noticed his state of being I noticed the bags under his eyes, I noticed the wrinkles that lay on his forehead emphasizing his stress,  I noticed the way he laid stiffly instead of actually looking relaxed

I crawled over to Lucifer he didn't even bother to open his eyes at my movement until I grabbed his arm

I felt a tingle shoot through my arm but as soon as it came it was gone

Lucifer stared at me weirdly one eyebrow lifted as I tugged on his arm trying to turn him on his stomach all in vain

"For fuck sake Lucifer turn on your stomach you big fuck"

"Why would I do that I'm comfortable on my back" he tried pulling his arm from my grip

"Can you just listen I'm doing this for you now turn over"

He scrunched his brows together before hesitantly turning over on his stomach

I crawled onto his back and I felt him take in a sharp breath stiffening under me I ignored his tenseness and was about to start my "massage" but was quickly interrupted

"Um ca- well-um" I strained to get my words out

Lucifer angled his head towards me in questioning

"Can you like..well take your..shirt off please sir" i mumbled out

Lucifer chuckled his body shaking under me

"Can I do what Scar" he teased

"C..can you take your shirt off please" I played with my nails to keep my eyes busy and away from staring at him

Swiftly Lucifer shifted under me rolling over on his back before I even had time to register what happened so that I was now straddling his waist my face instantly heated and a weird warmth filled the pit of my stomach

I felt warm form hands grip my chin and lift it I was now staring into magenta eyes lucifer/beasts eyes they were both present and staring right into my soul

Slowly theyremoved their hand and reached towards the hem of their shirt their eyes never leaving mine

I squirmed under their intense gaze and felt the urge to look away but I fought against it and gave them the same intense gaze never steering away

As they began pulling the shirt up I felt my heart pick up a beat or two it was only until the shirt went over their head that our intense stare off was broken

Slowly I looked down and took in all of him the tattoos that ran all across his torso, the toned abs that begged to be for my touch

I clenched my fiat resisting the urge but with their eyesight of course they caught my action I felt their warm hand encase mine guiding them over to his body

"What's ours is yours" they spoke in unison I gave a shy smile before I ran my hands up and down his upper body

He let out a shaky breath as I explored his upper body i looked up to meet their gaze and noticed their eyes had darkened a considerable amount I gasped in awe at the sight

They clenched their jaw before grabbing my hands "I think you'd better stop before we do something we will regret"

I nodded my head in acknowledgment Lucifers eyes went back red and he sat up Lifting me up and setting me to the side of him on the bed Lucifer stared at me for a bit making me squirm under his gaze

"Have you ever heard of soulmates" Lucifer stared at me his facial expression void of emotion giving nothing off

"Yes I have I love supernatural books I've always been fond of them so yes I have read about SoulMates I'd always wondered who my SoulMate would be" I crossed my legs getting more comfy

"Scarlett you remember when I told you you were my light" I nodded my head in response to his question

"it was because you were my soulmate my chosen, I-I temporarily marked you forcefully some time ago remember those bites you thought were snake bites" I simply nodded my head again processing his words "it was to protect you I didn't want to bring you down here yet so instead I let you live your life a bit more but I kept getting this bad feeling because when I left I didn't know if you were okay or how you were feeling or anything I didn't want to hurt you I swear I didn't but I needed to feel you I needed to know you were okay, sometimes I know you may feel the sparks that ignite when we touch sometimes they don't it's because the bond is temporary it's not a full mark it can be severed easily all you have to do is reject me and it's gone, I couldn't bring myself to Mark you fully without consent it would've hurt so bad and..I don't know it was wrong, I just thought I should inform you before this war shit starts up it was eating at me"

"Lucifer honestly I can't say I know how you feel because the pull that you may feel towards me isn't as strong at the moment for me but I can't even yell or get mad after all this weird magic stuff I've seen but I am glad that we are SoulMates and that I am your chosen life on earth was hell literally I would've ended up here sooner or later for suicide if you hadn't come so honestly I'm thankful for you"

Hello

I have a splitting migraine y'all

For ALL of you who say my book is confusing..MY BAD ..I literally just pick up my phone and start typing nothing is planned at all for this book it can go anywhere from here

Welp Until next time I'm gonna sleep this migraine off