Can't believe this

They keep looking for her till night fall but no sigh of her.

Alex could not take this anymore, he went out to look for her in all the places he could think of.  But no sign of her.

He search till ten in the night, tired and confuse, he decided to go home. He turned back to leave but decided to take one last look in abandoned building and there she is sleeping.

“Sandra!, what are you doing here?, get up. Why do you have to come here?, I thought you already forgiven me; why are you here now?” he woke her up and try to carry her but she refuse.

“Put me down, I  don't want to go with you, I better sleep here than sleep in that house for one more night with you.  I should have known that you don't love me and you can go ahead and love Adora. I heard everything, now I know that you will never love me” she resume her crying.

“What are you talking about?, I don’t love her, is you I love, don’t believe everything you see. I…I swear to you I don't love Adore, is you I love”

“Than why can’t you make love to me?, ”She looked straight into his eyes but Alex turned away.

“You see?, you can’t say anything because is true” Sandra start walking away from him and Alex followed.

“How do I make her understand?, she just have to give me more time, I can fix this I promise” Alex muttered as he follow her where ever she goes.

“Please come back with me. I promise to make this right, just give me time”

“Time to do what!, time to keep loving someone else?, Alex I heard everything that I needed to hear. Adora said you can't be intimate with  me, she talked about something like…. I don’t know… She didn't quite say it but I believe something is wrong and you are not telling me anything. If you love me, you should tell me whatever is wrong with you.”

“Nothing is wrong with me, just give me time, I will fix this, I promise” Alex could not bring himself to tell Sandra what will happen if he tries to make love to her, he really has just one option right now and that is to let her go. But that is what Alex can’t do, the more he thought about it, the more it became hard for him to let go of  her.

He thought he owns her a lot to just let her go. Not to talk of the fact that she is the only girl that makes his heart beat, the thought of letting her go makes him scared.

He ran after her stopping her from taking another step further.

“Please… let me fix things, I just need time, and my body, mind, and everything will be yours”.

Sandra thought that Alex has been the most complex, confusing person she has ever known in his entire life.

One minute he’s professing love to her and the next minute he doesn't want her to touch him.