Part 16

*Flashback*

I want to meet mate and pups. Grey says out of the blue after waking up.

No, the last time you wanted to meet someone you ended up punching them.

Yeah, because he was flirting with us and I didn't like it. Bogum deserved it because you told him to stop multiple times and refused his advances and told him why but he wouldn't listen. I had took control unexpectedly and told everyone who asked you out no because they weren't our mate. Had I took control when you first met Bogum and told him not to do anything he wouldn't have been punched like he was. Then a couple of months later Jin finds our mate half dead in an alley. I didn't push you to mark our mate did I? No. I let you do it on your own. Now you won't let me meet mate and pups? They are just as much mine as they are yours. That is not fair. Grey says whining a little.

I can see him pouting and crossing his arms like a little kid before huffing.

Fine but if you get out of hand you are going back to sleep not that I think you will hurt our mate and pups. I just know how you are.

Hey! Rude! Why do you have to be so rude? Plus why would you think I would ever hurt mate and pups? Am I that bad and dangerous that you, my human side is cautious when I come out? He asks pouting sounding on the verge or tears making me chuckle at my wolf.

I'm letting you meet our mate and pups be grateful and deal.

Ok, okay. I want to meet them. I'm so happy! Can I spend the day with mate if you think I've been good enough? Hey! You totally ignored my other questions.

I'll think about it. I also know what you mean by that which also means we have to go somewhere else for the day. Also you can't knot him even if he wants you to you can't. We can't have him getting pregnant again I don't want anything to happen if you do knot him keep yourself infertile. If you don't you aren't coming back out again. He can't get pregnant again. Also I would like to be alive as well. You know I wouldn't be able to stop from attacking anyone if something happened to Jungkook. The pups are grown and already know who their mates are so they wouldn't get hurt. You know this. Also I know I did because you already know my answer.

Yeah I do. I'll make sure to be careful and I'm sure mate would be sure to remind me as well.

You know his name. Along with our kids. I can't fault you for saying mate and pups though but please don't say it all the time.

Ok, I won't. Well, I'll try not to.

Thank you.

I know Jungkook is wondering what's wrong with me from the look on his face.

"Grey wants to meet you and the kids. I agreed to let him. If he mis behaves I'll let him have control all day but he just wants to be with you all day. Just so you know he wants to bed you the whole day so you most likely won't be able to do anything for a week." I say nonchalantly.

"Tae, we have a concert in three days. I have to be able to move plus practice tomorrow. He can come out but he can't bed me all day. You must have forgotten our schedule since he did ask when you first woke up." He says making me nod in agreement.

"Yeah, I did until you said something. Come to think of it we have practice today to." I say

"Yeah, we do."

"You'll all will meet him when we don't have as much of a busy schedule."

You already know what happened and I know that you are upset but you'll be able to meet them after a couple of days hopefully but probably won't be able to bed Kookie.

Aww, that sucks but that's fine I just want to be with Jungkook and the pups for a bit since I haven't been able to.

A couple days after the concert our schedule cleared some and Grey got to meet Jungkook and the kids. As expected when the kids left Grey couldn't keep his hands to himself but who can blame him? I can't sometimes but Kookie is my beautifully handsome strong muscled baby bunny and I don't go to far in public if I do my baby tells me and I stop but not without teasing him a little.

After Grey beds kookie he falls asleep letting me take back control to see my baby still awake.

"Did he let you finish? Did he hurt you? I swear if he did he's not coming out again."

"Yes, he let me finish. No, he didn't hurt me. He was just almost to rough. Not that I don't like it that way. It was a bit brutal. I huwt daddy." He says slipping into littlespace.

(I hurt daddy)

"I know baby. Let daddy get you cleaned up and then we can't get you something to get rid of the pain yeah?" I say getting up out of the bed and picks him up.

I carry him to the bathroom and washed the both of us off before heading back to bed. I place him on the bed and gets ibuprofen from the nightstand and some banana milk from the mini fridge he had put in our room that is always stocked with banana milk. I get a bottle from where I keep his little things and puts the milk in it.

I get him to take the ibuprofen and now we are cuddled up on the bed watching BT21 on my laptop until we fall asleep

*Flashback over *

"Tae. Tae. TAEHYUNG ARE YOU LISTENING!" I hear someone yelling.

I look up to see Jungkook sitting next to me in the bed.

"Huh? Oh what? Did you say something?" I ask turning red in embarrassment.

"I was wondering if you were ok. You just seemed off. What had you so distracted?"

"I had a flashback of when you and the kids met Grey."

"You're still thinking about when I was sore. Tae it was and still is ok. I was fine afterwards. You and Grey are the same person just different personalities. I love you both the same. That won't ever change." He says before kissing me.

"Come on while you were in your head we took a bath and I had to bathe you. I couldn't be romantic with it since you were inside your head and I couldn't get you to come back." He says pouting making him look so cute.

It makes me want to swaddle him and give him so many kisses that he is going to  get annoyed with me.

"I love you Kookie baby."

"I love you too."

"I'll make it up to you don't worry." I say smirking as I push him back on the bed kissing him passionately.

The rest of the night went beautifully. I let Grey out making him promise not to be to rough like he had been the first time.

We stay at our private house for as long as we can before having to get back home.

All of our kids are either singers, rappers, dancers, actors, models, authors, or producers or all. Only two or authors but they are either one or more other professions.

When Tae and I get home I head to my studio to find Jaekyun singing.

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Wake up wake up

open your eyes and lookup

look at the window to see the rain falling down to the ground.

The light surrounds you from beyond the clouds

look at the rainbow that is before you

You are bright

light up the sky

illuminate, you shine

don't let anyone weigh you down

don't let them weigh you down

Keep your head held high

let your light shine bright

let your colors show

let your beauty glow

You are bright

light up the sky

illuminating, you shine

don't let anyone weigh you down

don't let them weigh you down

Stay positive, live your life keep on shining bright

through the darkness, you light up the night

Stay positive, live your life keep on shining bright

through the darkness, you light up the night

You are bright

light up the sky

illuminate, you shine

don't let anyone weigh you down

don't let them weigh you down

Can't see nothing anymore

let the light shine

there comes a time

you have to hold your own

You are bright

light up the sky

illuminate, you shine

don't let anyone weigh you down

don't let them weigh you down

don't let them weigh you down

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When he finishes the music stops and he takes the headphones off and nearly has a heart attack once he see's me.

"Eooommmmaaaaa, don't scare me like that." He whines pouting.

"I'm sorry Jae. I didn't mean to scare you." I say pulling him into a hug after walking to him.

He immediately hugs me back before pulling away a couple of minutes after.

"Kookie, what did you do?" Jae and I shoot our heads up at the sudden voice but the two of us know who it is.

"I did a you. I scared Jae accidentally when I came in here." I say making him pout before chuckling.

"Come on and let Jae work. You will be able to once he is done. Come on." He says making me nod.

We walk out of the room and heads to our room where I completely slip into littlespace.

"Daddy, uncomfowbwe. Change cwows pwease." I say making Daddy smile fondly.

(Daddy, uncomfortable. Change clothes please.)

"Of course baby." He says picking me up and places me on the bed before walking in the closet.

He comes out with a cute light brown fuzzy bunny onesie. The ears are so long.

He helps me change and into the the onesie. A yawn escapes me.

"Daddy nappy?"

(Daddy nap?)

"You tired baby Bunbun?"

"Mhms" I nods closing my eyes.

"Okay baby. My perfect baby Bunbun I love you and always will forever." He says as we lay in the bed as I fall asleep.

Junkooks POV

*Nightmare*

I am asleep on my make shift bed when the door to my room opens and master walks in. Anthony walks up to my bed and shakes me awake and drags me to the basement where his friends are waiting.

He binds me to a table before a cloth over my nose and mouth suffocating me. I convulse violently before he stops taking it away from my nose but still over my mouth. He makes his friends hold me down in and position he wants me in as he gets a jug of water. He comes back as he opens the jug and pours the water on the cloth making it go into my mouth.

I can't breathe making suck the cloth into my mouth even more, I panic.

He stops and they remove the cloth. Anthony puts the jug away and gets something else as his friends unbind me from the table. They make me get off the table and they bind my hands above my head and connects my binds to a chain that is hanging from the ceiling.

I face the wall looking Trace in the eyes. I see an apologetic look in his eyes before I feel the chain got my back.

"Aaaahhhh Haaaaaahh Hhhaaaaaaaaaahhh." I scream out in pain.

Anthony continues this before he stops throwing the chain away making it clang against the floor.

Trace and Kooley take me down as I see Anthony dragging Brandon out of the room.

Trace and Kooley clean me up and helps me to my room where I lay on my make shift bed on my stomach as they patch up my back. I lay there and cry in agony and pain wondering what is wrong with my existence after they leave. I often forget how nice Kooley and Trace can be but only when Anthony and Brandon are out of the room. My tears run out and I fall into the hands of darkness.

*Nightmare ends*

I wake up as my heart beats rapidly in my chest. I look to my side as I sit up to see that Tae is still asleep. I smile at his sleeping form thankful that he didn't wake up. I don't want him knowing that I still suffer from nightmares since I don't wake crying and screaming anymore.

"Babe? Why are you up? Are you okay?" Tae asks groggily as he wakes up.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I just woke up and now I have to go to the bathroom."

"Ok, when you come back I want a kiss. I don't care if you have morning breath I still want you to kiss me."

"Ok Tae I will." I say before getting up and walks to the bathroom.

I use the bathroom and wash my hands and walks back to the bedroom. I climb back into the bed and kisses Taehyung like he wanted before cuddling into him and falls asleep.