I LIE WITHIN YOU

ANUSHKA P.O.V

The night has faded completely, I could hear the birds chirping in harmony. I fee this day is going to bring me a lot of happiness to me and a lot of sorrows at the same time.

I am going to open a new door of truth for Jimin and really sad because I am going to never see Mark's face ever again. I know I should be hating Mark but somewhere deep in the ocean of my heart I feel Mark didn't cheat on me I feel as if he still loved me somewhere deep in his heart even though he was in someone else's arms I feel as if he did this to cover some horrendously hurting truth, but finding the truth is of no use he is not there to come back to me. I got up from my bed and dragged my legs towards the bathroom to do my morning routine. I stood in front of the bathroom mirror and eyed myself in the mirror and let out a really low sigh and instead started brushing my teeth.

AFTER BRUSHING AND BATH

I stepped out of the shower wrapped firmly in my turquoise colored Turkish towel, I applied a lot of moisturizer on my skin because it has grown really rough and has lost its softness. I was about to pick a really simple outfit but instead mentally face palmed myself because I didn't have any clothes in hand with me.

I was so frustrated because I couldn't afford to miss Mark's funeral, I found nothing as appropriate as going and borrow some clothes from the members even though it is going to feel and look awkward, but who am I kidding it's literally a funeral I am attending, so who cares.

I made my way towards Tae's room.

"TAE", I sung as I entered his room

but....

PARK JIMIN'S P.O.V

I couldn't sleep the entire night thinking how to make that stubborn girl spill the beans, but damn who am I kidding she is not that easy going and breaking down her walls is going to be utterly difficult. I have to do something. I was just thinking about some ways to persuade to spill the truth but someone came inside with a gentle voice but wait.....

I shot my head up to find out who it was but when I did I felt as if I just didn't have to actually shoot my head up because now my blood is boiling in my veins, a part of me was really infuriated but another half was just too happy because there is no other better chance I am going to get after this chance slips from my grasp.

I could see she was really shocked to see me at the moment, I felt this was the best chance to interrogate her, in a heart beat I got up from my place and started taking really big steps towards her. The more I proceeded the more hesitant she felt....

I feel too stupid now. I feel too miserable to do this but I have to do it if I have to find out about that girls intentions.

I swear, after this shit is done I am going to just constrict her to death .... I am going crazy No one has ever driven me this crazy.... URRRRRRRGGGHHHH

I felt too stupid doing this, I have never even touched a girl, forget about touching I have never even laid my eyes on any girl since 10 years but now here I stand in front of this filthy ass girl and am forcing her to just spit the truth and warn her to never show her disgusting face ever again, I feel adrenaline rushing in my veins, my heartbeat palpitating and breathing going hasty because I have to grasp her in my grip for her to spill the truth from her filthy mouth. I know I shouldn't be feeling this way but I cannot help myself the curiosity of knowing the truth has blinded me, my heart is beating ever so harshly in my rib cage, I was now standing in front of this girl and I swear seeing her expression I feel as if her heart is going to hop out of her chest, she is shocked more like she never anticipated that I will ever cut her way this way, cutting her way abruptly was my way of hinting that I have to clear the dark clouds in my mind, which was possible only if she answers my questions right away... I wanted to interrogate her, because I just couldn't sit back quietly when someone knows why Tiara left me deserted, I felt all these years as if Tiara just cheated on me but never knew there was more to it, I signaled her to continue and give my answers but instead of listening to what I have got to say, she just switched the way, she was freaking going to move away from me, I wanted all the answers and she has to give it and she is not going to get away from this nuisance she has created, in a blink of an eye I held her in my tight grip, I was seeing her the entire time and I felt satisfied by the outcome, she was trying too hard on getting away form my grip but no way I was letting her slide away, I continued to eye her intensely and she was on with her squirming, as the time passed keeping her back from getting away was becoming harder I was growing tired and she only increased her squirming, the way she was squirming under my grip made it clear that she will hop away from my grip if I give her a way. I couldn't afford her to leave at the moment I was too desperate to know my answers, I just had to know it all at that moment I felt as if pinning her to the wall is the best and there she was all tired and exhausted under my grip, she seemed too tired to even protest any further and this felt the most accurate moment to know the truth, there was a moment of silence in the room and this stubborn ass... she never gazed in my eyes, I knew I was too intimidating and I wanted to look in her eyes, I wanted to see the fear in her eyes, A really obvious smirk was plastered on my face, I just eyed her for a minute, she seemed to desperate to get away from my grip, I wonder why?? but when there was no sign of initiating an eye contact I took the initiative... I took her chin in my firm grip and made her look in my eyes, the second her glossy brown almond eyes pierced her gaze in mine, I could feel that she has had it all and she seemed to tired to protest any further, she just stood in between my hand, for a second I felt as if I was drifting away somewhere and for surely I wouldn't want that to ever happen, I swiftly and smoothly broke the eye contact from her eyes, my metabolic rates hit their limits today, I was recovering from this havoc and my brain was processing what the hell had just happened, I was very amused to know this because I saw everything.... everything irrelevant, I saw all the emotions which I don't recognize anymore, but didn't see an ounce of fear in her eyes, my mind kept wandering how she was this calm under my intense gaze, I wanted to know it all.

I bent down over to her level and whispered in a hoarse tone, a tone filled with disgust and hatred. "Speak up, slut... I wanna know it all, I want to know all the shit you know about that girl?"

I for surely won't speak up, especially not for someone like you but can surely show it to you.... without even saying anything.... Mr.... never mind, she spoke up in a really sarcastic tone which only made me infuriated a zillion times more, she has added more fuel to my anger.

By now I was gritting my teeth out of frustration, because she just wouldn't obey me, I ask her to wait she will try to move away from me. I want her to look in my eyes she will never meet my gaze and when I say her to speak up she says she won't speak but instead show me. How ridiculous can she be. for fuck sake just do what I say no need to find alternatives to my orders.

Than please show it, I said in my dangerously low voice, not leaving her gaze.I swear I could feel as if it was her chance to smirk now because I could see her doing it from my peripheral vision, and its all because I am just too desperate to know my answers.

To show me what she had to do with Tiara, she just looked in my eyes pretty intensely as if she was trying to convey something, time was ticking I cold feel my inner mass burning up into ashes because I couldn't pin point what she was saying, minutes passed by and I was still having disputes within myself, she just wouldn't speak up... speak up dumb...

A few moments later when still nothing struck my head, she abruptly broke the eye contact and let out a cold chuckle, which confused me furiously, she is pretty mysterious. She was murmuring something to herself which I couldn't manage to understand with this she again looked back into my eyes but....

this taking my hand in hers and situating my hand in her chest.

If it was up to me I could have just said it right away, but I can't do it that way because you have to feel and see it yourself whether I am speaking out the truth or am I faking everything, just think about it rationally Park, I can open all the doors for you but it's you.... I fear about.... You want all the answers wait for it.... forget about getting answers will you be able to handle your heart. Think about it Park.... because I just think you will just throw me out of the house the second you get to know my identity.

Because as I said I lie in your hatred, I lie within you