Love is strange : Then I thought..

My name is Charlee,and I'm a junior in high school, I go to Everest high in a small town in Winston Colorado (no one really knows about Winston) I'm tall, brown hair, brown eyes, pretty plain, but people think I'm hot. let me explain high school is full of drama and bully's but it's a time for us teens to "find ourselves " so says most adults. But lately it seems it's been hard for me to understand why everyone is caught up on love, Prom is soon and this is the first year our school has funding for one but I mean if I'm being completely honest with myself I've never even liked anyone, the girls at my school are just sort of there, and you may not believe it but women are actually all over me. I'm no head football player but I can tell you I'm hotter and more popular than him and I even play the piano I sing but rarely. Still I don't understand why all my friends are getting dates for prom. Seriously even my best friend Abigale has a date and I though she hated everyone. sadly I've been asked about ten times by these sweet girls and I mean Jamies really cute but I don't feel that way toward them or any girl. When I told Abigale she just said " look you will find someone, I mean you got a lot of girls you can go with" and gave me her stupid "your too popular for your own good" look. But even so I don't want a girlfriend, the last and only girlfriend I had was Abigale. when we were in the eighth grade I asked her out but a month later we broke up, still I love her and she's my best friend but even with her I wouldn't want her as more than a friend. This is what ran through my head love just wasn't my thing, every day around prom I thought this entail Payten Tally, moved to our school half way through the tenth grade a jock from the prep school in the "rich" part of town showed up. As he walked into my first hour math class I couldn't help but stare he was tall,skinny, blond, had nice eyes, he didn't even say anything he just looked at the teacher and she pointed to the open desk next to me. Then he and I locked eyes, he smirked. He walked down the isle and sat down the teacher began to talk I looked at him, he's hot is all I could think, he caught me staring, and looked at me all he did was smirk and say "hey cutie I'm Payten Tally, who are you?" I blushed and I didn't know why I cupped my moth and grabbed my bag I got up from my chair and ran out of the class as fast as I could, I think he watched my every move. When I pressed her desk the teacher yelled at me as I ran but I didn't listen . Then outside I fell to the wall my heart was pounding so hard "why did I run, was I mad? Why did I blush? Why am I like this?" I thought, then I stopped and I knew why...deep down inside I always knew but not entill now could I completely admit to myself...

I'm gay and in one day one second Of knowing Payten Tally I had a crush on him, I didn't even know him and I liked him, because I'm gay and in the closet and I witnessed a really hot guy call me cuttie so I fell into his eyes and ran out of class to realize that I'm gay. But in that moment all I cared about was not letting him find out, and figuring out what to do with everything.Then Payten walked out the door he tilted his head to find me leaned up on the wall red and hands covering my mouth, he walked over and I swear my heart skipped a beat.

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