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Love is an Obsession You cant get Over, ever

Ever since I got with her, I've been in love, nothing bad happened, but now that I'm not with her, everything keeps going wrong, nothing good as it used to be. I miss her, I miss everything she gave to the relationship we had and to me. She was my first love, and I hope we could date again, but I guess not.

Oliver_Bean · Masa Muda
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6/5/21

"Get up ladies." Mia's mom left the room closing the door behind her, I open my eyes to see Mia's face above mine. A smile is planted on my face as I put my hands on her face.

"Did I really just have my first kiss, with you?"

"Don't be so surprised," Mia giggles and leans in closer to my face, "Do you want to kiss again?" She says, kind of seductively. My eyes go wide. What. The. Hell. This is all new to me, I don't know what to do, should I say yes because I really want to kiss her, or should I say no because her mom might catch us and I won't be able to see Mia again. I put my arms around her neck

"Yeah, uh, sure." Mia smiles and moves in closer. I close my eyes slowly the closer she gets. She places her lips on mine, I smiled and laughed a little. I lean in closer to her the more we kiss. I want to turn around like how it shows in movies where one person is on top and then there's a flip and the other is on top, but I'm too shy to do something like that so I just let her continue to stay atop of me.

Mia pulls away slowly. She smiles again, "That was nice."

I shyly giggle and hide my face in her shoulder, Mia laughs a little. "You're so cute when your shy," she starts to play with my hair, "God I love your hair, it's so poofy!" She pulls me away from her shoulder and kisses me on the nose, then my cheek, and my lips. I smile under the pressure of her lips on mine again. We move back away from each other slowly, well Mia does and I just hide my face in my hoodie. I was blushing like crazy, I mean who wouldn't?

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After a while of just sitting in the bed talking and messing around, we had to get up and get ready. Today was packed with stuff to do. First was the Flea Market, which we were leaving soon for that, and we weren't even out of our pajamas.

We didn't even eat breakfast we just went straight to the car.

On the way to the Flea Market, I and Mia kept glancing at each other, sometimes we caught each other and would laugh quietly and text each other. To be honest, it was kind of fun hiding our love for each other, but there were tons of risks to decide to take, most of the time we never took risks because the tiniest things could cause a lot of damage to Mia's family and neither of us wants that.

"Oliver, have you ever been to Flea Market before?" Mia's mom asked me, I shook my head, "No, this is my first time." Mia's mom gasps, "Never!" She says some Spanish that I don't understand, "Well, this is something our family does every other weekend when it's around." I look at Mia and she just rolls her eyes and smiles, "Oh, cool" I say as I smile back at Mia and look out the window. We arrived.

We walked around for a bit and got a few things. I didn't get anything though cause I don't like having my 'friends' parents buying me stuff, I just always feel like I have to pay them back or I'm stealing from them. "I have to stop by the restroom for a sec, wait out here." Mia's mom walks into a building. I and Mia just stand there for a while silently, "So, how does it like it?" I turn my head in her direction with a confused expression, "The market? Do you like it?"

"Yeah, somewhat, It's not really my thing I guess.." I look down at the ground and kick some dirt. "Oh, I got you something." Mia takes my hand, "Close your eyes." I do as she says and closes my eyes. I feel something tight on my wrist, "Okay, open!" I open my eyes and look at my wrist, a bracelet, yin, and yang with mine having the yang part. "Here, put mine on for me." Mia hands me her part of the bracelet, the yin part. I tie it to her wrist. I look at her hand and I slowly move my fingers between hers and I start to hold her hand. I look up at her and smile. Mia takes a step closer to me and leans in slowly to kiss me, but she moves away fast as she hears a door open from the building her mom went into. She lets go of my hand and pushes it to my side and steps farther away from me. It seemed like the movement of the earth just stopped. I know her mom is super religious and that we have to be careful and such, but her reaction when her mom was coming made me want to run away, and I almost did. For the rest of the time we were at the Market me and Mia were silent. Mia was moving farther away from me the more closer I got. I want to go. I want to go home.