Post-6

Sometimes, in the case of illness, he went to take care of some of his friends. He also helped the poor and the needy according to his status.

But Salman said, that he should not show by helping someone. Nor should anyone win by showing help or kindness.

Because showing or pretending to help or benevolent means, one is to show him low and low, the other is to make him mentally enslaved, and the second is to make him a kind of debtor. Whereas Salman hated all three of them.

Salman believed, that all human beings are equal. No one is inferior or better to anyone. All human beings are free and no one is a slave to anyone. No one should be indebted to anyone. It is all a matter of circumstances and luck. Which sometimes forces a great person to face a lowly one, sometimes a noble person has to take help from a bastard, sometimes a jealous person has to take a loan from an unscrupulous person.

In the past, when Salman was suffering from economic difficulties, unemployment and misery, then all the near and far relatives, friends, acquaintances, religious people and people of the nation were all tested by him.

Everyone used to say yes in a hypocritical way, they made false and false promises, but no one even supported Salman with genuine, honest and truthful support.

Salman's condition went from bad to worse. Salman ran to the east, to the west, to the north, to the south, in search of help and relief from difficulties, he went everywhere, he went everywhere, but nowhere, no way, no shelter, no means of salvation. No shelter was found to escape the troubles. Heaven was sending new troubles every day.

The whole world had not only turned away from Salman in this difficult time but had also become a fierce opponent.

Salman used all his strength and energy, but all the time and everywhere it was not working.

Salman had lost his trust and faith from his relatives, friends, people of the country, people of religion, people of the nation, acquaintances, and people of the world,even religion and God.

Now only one question was echoing in Salman's mind, that the solution to this problem and difficulties is only in suicide. This was the last way left for Salman.

But then he used to think, what is my fault? Why should I punish myself so much? Then he used to say to himself, there is no solution except that.

In this tension, Salman used to suffer during the days, and sleep at night was forbidden. He just couldn't decide. when to commit suicide?, on what day to commit suicide?, where to commit suicide?, when to commit suicide?, in what way to commit suicide?, to poison myself or give myself an electric shot, to cut my arteries or fast . Die standing in front of a speeding train, bus or car, drown in a river or sea or hang myself by making a fancy noose.

However, Salman had decided that, if he failed in this last attempt, then he would commit suicide in one way or another.

In that last attempt, Salman gave an interview for a high school teacher at the Department of Education. He had already passed in this interview.

But in this country it was not a big deal to pass or to have qualifications and eligibilty.

Bribery, recommendation and illegal methods are being used here. That's why, despite being qualified, competent and passing the interview or being legitimate and entitled, Salman was absolutely sure that the rightful person has never got the right in this country, and will never get it. It is completely stupid to believe in justice here.

Salman had done such an experience before. He had passed many interviews before. He had proved his competence and ability many times. But still he kept looking, he had not got the right.

This time, Salman looked for referrals and he promised to pay them full salary of 15 month with punctuality . then they got him a job order.

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