Chapter 40- Not Edited

Andy's POV

I am so awkward. What do I do when Spence leaves? Nothing. I freeze. Boom. Done for. What do I say? Nothing. How do I act around this man when he is the good guy? And why am I struggling with this so much? I guess looking back at it now, I didn't know how to deal with him because I was scared. I was scared I was going to screw things up because that is what happens when things go well. Not only that, but I didn't know how to handle good guys. I definitely knew how to deal with the other kind. But this? There was risk involved. There was potential. And that I think is what scared me the most.

I laughed, my natural response to the tension. Collin then had the nerve to roll his eyes at me. "Hun, we gotta stop meeting like this," he teased probably trying to make me feel a little better.

I huffed. "You didn't have to show up. That is totally on you! Besides, you and I both know that I'm not to blame considering I wasn't the one who made the call!"