COUNTING DAYS

Been counting days

Since he left

Been writing the pain I felt

Been counting days

Been counting how many Tik-Tok the clock says

Counted the weeks

There's only one my heart seeks

Now am counting months

Memories start to hunt

Scared I'll be counting years

The thought scares

It was actually one of my greatest fears

The thought it could be reality sends tears

The pain never disappears

Even if it does it reappears

Now every breath seems like a waste on me

I feel lonely like a hollow street

Have been tolf to get you out my mind

But don't wanna lose these bruises you behind

Boom....you're gone

Then ouch...you move on

Head seems under water

Nights get colder

But if only I could hold ya

Maybe I won't feel so under

I need you by my side

But sadly you aren't were I reside

It's you am lost in

My heart is so exhausted

It's broken cause it trusted

Maybe am still blinded by the brighter side

The good memories

But they still left miseries

Am Still counting

I love you,even if you're still doubting

I don't say it,but my heart keeps shouting

The only sad thing my lips could do is pouting

The only sad thing my eyes to do is cry

But they say Alot

You just can't see em

Even though am nothing to you now

I'll keep counting...

As I keep writing

And as I keep writing

These tears I'll keep fighting

Sad as a lost puppy😔

Well we break to make....that's all I can say🥲