Her Feelings

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If one wanted to ask her what was the most important day of her life, if it was before, she would answer that, the day her grandfather disappeared.

However, that was before.

Right now, the most important day in the life of this white-haired young girl was the day when she met the most important person in her life.

The day when she was rescued from the despair she had constantly been feeling after coming to the city of the labyrinth, Orario.

The day when she regained her hope and her spirit.

It now became the most important day of her life, the life of the girl who was supposed to be the protagonist of this world.

At this moment, when she asked if they would abandon her or not, the answer she got was something she had been searching for the last month.

When the black-haired boy who rescued her said he had no problem with her joining his familia, she was so happy that she couldn't hold her tears anymore.

Although she knew she shouldn't show herself this weak in front of the person she wanted to get recognized, she couldn't help it at all.

When she was rescued by that boy, when she saw his strength, the way he fought with all those 'adventurers' or that white monster, she understood she was too weak to stand by his side.

She was still not enough to stand shoulder with shoulder him. She needed to change herself, and she needed to overcome her limits.

Those were the things she taught while getting rescued by him.

'I want to stay by your side with my own efforts. I don't want to be rescued by you anymore. I want to stand on my own ground just like you did, all by myself. Only by doing that I would be someone enough to stand by your side.'

Those were the thoughts that a little girl of 14 years of age was having in her mind. For some people, it may be a bit heavy for a 14-year-old girl, but for her, it now became her lifelong goal.

Standing shoulder to shoulder with her savior and her future husband…

Well, the husband part may not be that certain 'yet,' but she was sure in the future that would also come true…

Those were the feelings she had while getting her falna.

She knew before coming to the city of the labyrinth, Orario, that the gods in this world would make some sort of ceremony to give the members who join their familia their blessings.

However, she had no idea about what kind of ceremony it was and what kind of things they would do to her to obtain god's blessing.

That was also the reason why she got a bit surprised when the goddess with black hair, blue eyes, and two 'unnecessarily big but enviable balloons' she called around her chest…

To be honest, when she first saw this goddess, she was a bit scared. The expression she was making at that time was screaming at her that she should be careful around this goddess.

She didn't know why she felt that way at the beginning, but later when she observed how that goddess behaved in front of her 'beloved,' she understood where this discomforting feeling was coming from.

It was because she, too, was just like her. Someone who would become a hindrance to her in the future. She instinctively felt it the moment she saw her.

However, of course, now was not the time to do this, and she knew that as well.

And the feelings that discomfort suddenly left her head the moment she felt the touch of that goddess on her head.

She never had a family aside from her grandpa. She didn't have a mother or a father. So, she never felt the feeling of motherly touch people always called, and she was envious of other kids who could freely hug their mother or their father whenever they wanted.

Since she couldn't do it…

However, the moment that hand touched her head and started slowly moving like a mother comforting her child, she felt it for the first time.

The feeling of being able to rely on other people, the feeling of putting your head in the hands of people you trusted and not thinking about any bad things at all.

That sense of safety suddenly emptied her head of all that worries, and she started thinking with a clear head.

And at that moment, she realized the reality. They accepted her to their familia. They didn't ask for anything from her in return, and they didn't demand any qualities. They just accepted her for who she was, and that made her really happy.

Between this sense of happiness and the comfortability of the goddess' touch, she asked;

"Then, what should I do right now? I heard there was some sort of ritual to join a famila, so what should I do?"

And the answer she got to that question was not something she was expecting.

"Well, you don't need to do something aside from taking your clothes off."

The moment she heard that she was honestly a bit dumbfounded.

'Huh? What do you mean by taking my clothes off? Are my clothes so dirty that it feels uncomfortable to look at? Or am I smelly?'

There were several different things going on in her head that were really 'relatable' to the situation…

However, she later learned that it was her misunderstanding, and that made her honestly very embarrassed.

And when she saw the dumbfounded expression on her savior's face, she understood it was not usual to think like that. But she couldn't help it…

Anyway, after the goddess asked her to take off her clothes as well as her savior to leave the room, she started feeling anticipation in her heart.

'Ah, will I finally get my blessing? Will I finally become an adventurer? Although it is a bit of a pity that Wayne-sama wasn't able to see my body, I am still happy right now so that I could die any moment without any regrets….'

Those were the thoughts going over her head.

"Then, Bell-chan. I will now start giving you my blessing. It is also my second time doing that, so tell me if anything feels uncomfortable, okay?"

At that moment, she heard her newly wannabe goddess saying that.

"Understood, Kami-sama."

Since she heard that her savior would always call his goddess like that, she decided to call her Kami-sama as well.

"Then, I am starting the process, Bell-chan."

/PIT/

With that last warning, she felt a sudden drop of a liquid on her back, and the room started shining while a sudden warm feeling warped around her.

/SHINE/

While she was feeling that warm feeling all around her, suddenly, she heard the surprised voice of her new goddess.

"What is this? No, please, not again. Just what is wrong with my children…."