Hogesmede and drugs

This week passed quickly. And easily. Except for Remus, of course. He was staring at Sirius every time he was laughing. 'He's so cute.' He thought. Sirius started talking to girls again. Remus was jealous. He wanted Sirius only for him.

Meanwhile, James and Lily were just perfect with their relationship. They got all they wanted. Peter, was barely seen. He disappeared many times and he didn't tell anyone where he was going. Though nobody cared.

"Guys! Guys! Guys! Look! We're finally going to Hogesmede!" Sirius yelled. "I already rejected a bunch of girls that asked me to go with them. Wanna go together?" Sirius said and Remus's heart did a flip. "Sorry mate. I have to go with Lily." James said. "And I, um... I am busy." Peter said. "Okay, then. I guess it's just Remus and I. What do you think, Moons?" "Oh, well, um, right, Y- Yeah sure! Why not?" He mumbled. "Great! See you outside of the castle at three hours then!" "Kay!"

For the next two hours, Remus was really, really nervous. 'What am I gonna do?' he thought. 'I am finally going to be alone with him!' He had a book opened in front of him but he wasn't reading. He was just staring at these strange letters. And turning pages to seem as if he was reading.

When the time came, he stood up and got ready. He wore his jeans, a shirt and his Gryffindor tie. He took his wand, a coat and a scarf, and he left a bit nervous. He walked through the castle and then, he finally arrived outside. He saw Sirius waiting for him. He was dressed normal. As always, he was wearing almost the same as Remus, but his jeans were ripped and his tie was not tied. His hair in a messy bun. He was exactly the same as every day but Remus found him gorgeous with the cold air blowing his hair.

"So, ready to go?" Sirius asked, leaned down and laughed. "Yeah, ha, ha, how funny. Let's go." "Yeah." Sirius responded and they started walking. Five minutes passed without talking. Finally, Sirius broke the silence. "So, where are we going? Wanna walk, eat, drink?" "I dunno. Maybe... walk. Or drink. Whatever you want." "Kay... um, maybe we can do both. Go for a walk and then go drink something." "Great."

They walked from shop to shop for almost two hours. Finally, they got tired and they decided to go at the "Three broomsticks" for a firewiskey.

When they entered inside, three girls, one Ravenclaw and two Gryffindors, ran towards Sirius. "Hey, Sirius, come sit with us!" said the Ravenclaw. "Um, no thanks. We should go now." He responded and pulled Remus out of there. "Is it ok if we are going somewhere else? I can't stay with them. They are so annoying." "Yeah ok, no problem. But you should just tell them that you are in a relationship or something." "Yeah, I thought about it. But they will figure out that I'm not. I would just ask the person that I like, but-" "Wait. The person that you like?" "Well, yeah, there is someone that I like, but, I am sure that they don't like me back." Sirius said and Remus's heart broke into million pieces. He felt as if he was crying.

They finally arrived at the Hog's Head. They sat down and they bought a bottle of firewiskey. Sirius started talking. Remus didn't listen at all because he was thinking about what Sirius told him before. He didn't even realize that he drank too much.

He suddenly started felling fuzzy and thanks for him, Sirius realized it soon. "Rem, are you ok? Maybe we should leave. Come on stand up. I'll help you to go to the castle." "No! I don't wanna! We are having so much fun!" "Remus, please. You are drunk. Let's go back. It's too late." Sirius said and he helped his friend to stand up and go out of the shop.

"Sirius!" "Calm down Remus. We're almost at the castle." "No! Wait! Sit down with me!" Remus said while sitting at the snow. "Remus, your clothes are going to get wet! Come on!" Sirius said trying to pull him. "Sirius! Why? Why don't you love me? What can I do to love me back?" Remus yelled. "Wh- what? O-of course I love you! You are my best friend and-" "No! Not like that! You don't understand! I am in love with you! But you love someone else! What have I done to you?" He continued yelling now crying.

"Oh Merlin! Please, Rem, stop crying! I-I do love you! Ok? You are the person that I mentioned before! Stop crying. Please! I don't like it when you're sad!" Sirius said and he suddenly started crying too. He sat down and leaned down to meet Remus's face. He reached his hand to his face, he pulled his head near to his and he gently kissed him.

He slowly pushed Remus to lay down and he went on top of him. He continued kissing him. It was a long, wet kiss. His head was blurred from love. He was like drunk. "Hey, Sirius. I really like that but, I'm a bit cold." Remus tried to say between the kisses. "Oh, r-right. Um, come on, let's go." Sirius said realizing that he attacked him. He helped Remus to stand up and they both finally went to the dorms. Luckily, no-one was there.

"Here, take your clothes, go in the bathroom, dress up and come here. You have to sleep." "Don't you want to come with me? You have to dress up too." "Yeah, but I can dress up here." Sirius said, wanting to go with him. "Fine then, I'll go by myself."

'Merlin! He loves me! He really does! Why the fuck did I say no? Now I could be there with him. Staring at his naked body. Kissing him. No. It's too early. I can wait.' Sirius thought as he was changing his clothes. As always, he just was wearing his underwear.

Sometime later, Remus came in and to Sirius's surprise, he was only with his underwear too. "Um, Remus, don't you want to wear your clothes?" "No, I'm ok." "You will get cold." "No, I won't. Do you wanna sleep with me?" "Wh-what?! Um, s-sure, yeah!" Sirius said shocked.

They went on Sirius's bed, and they lay down, facing each other. "Sirius?" "Yeah?" "Thank you for today. It was the best day ever. Only you and me. No-on else. Just us. And then, you kissed me. A-and then I saw fireworks! I love you, Sirius." "I love you too, Remus. I'm so happy that I finally told you. I really love you."

"Can you kiss me?" Remus said suddenly. Sirius didn't answer. He just leaned his face to Remus's and kissed him. As he did before, he went on top of him, still kissing him. He started using his tongue. Exploring Remus's mouth. He still smelled alcohol but Sirius didn't care. He was finally with the love of his life. Remus left a small moan and he wrapped his hands around Sirius's waist, pulling him even closer to his body.

Remus raised his head up, to show Sirius what exactly he wanted. Sirius got it immediately and he started kissing Remus at his neck. He left many hickeys. Remus moaned a couple of times and that turned Sirius on much more. "S-Sirius!" He moaned again. "Remus, I love you. You're the love of my life. I really want you, but, if you are not ready..." Sirius started whispering to his lover's ear. "No. I am. I feel ready. But- My head hurts so much. I won't make it. Can we just cuddle a bit and then sleep?" "Of course, love! Whatever you want." Sirius said, he lay next to him and he took the tall Gryffindor to his lap and hugged him so he couldn't get cold. "Wow, Sirius! I think you got too excited!" Remus laughed. "Shut up!" Sirius smiled and hugged him tight.