Life is boring

(first person)

I was tired of my college class as i just bunked the lecture and went out for a walk . i was a studious kid back in my school although my grades were still less than the smart kids i was hardworking. Somewhere along the line i just gave up some of my friends went to it different colleges having girlfriends we lost touch ,

i am introvert who doesn't really get along people with my short and fat stature it didn't really help , but i was happy watching youtube, game of thrones,ato, one piece and naruto timeline videos as i didnot have that much time and to animation felt like crap when your first anime is attack on titan(sorry naruto and one piece fans) , marvel and dc movies , altered carbon,hentai etc . this was my heaven i was also kinda hooked on the last one .

then came the manhua craze at first i was hooked on Xianxia and wuxia manhua but due to it getting common i was bored like every manhua has the same stuff mc is trash he reforms himself gets cute girlfriend ,makes ex jealous , face slapping , exagration by everyone by how powerful he is , calling ancestors , ugly villan face , heroine in danger outside of this not nothing happens no slice of life , no enjoyment , no normal stuff it is just constant battle one stronger than other , i just wasn't getting the feeling so i looked for other mangas like ,barrier mage , a manga with an man living a slice of life with no major threats lazing around it was refreashing and relaxing :););)

Then came the bomb of all things drum roll .....""'FANFICS""' BOOM this thing showed me heaven and hell at the same time it's like drugs & the special fast food you like you just cannot get enough like a fetish porn you know its badd.... but you can't get enough of it youuu... carve it:) !!!!! Like seriously some fanfic are so good that you start falling in love with but it breaks your heart like a cheating girlfriend , like a swiping left for a very hot girl on tinder , like getting killed by your own grenade ...

i started hating mc's more than ever in fanfic most if not all mc's are pussies like authors seriously like i have heard the words snickering ( : s ) ,bloodline, young master :so many times i am starting to hate them:((((, like seriously you guy's are so skilled in turning any movie , tv series be it marvel , dc , tvd , twilight , every thing into wait a sec...i am searching on google for the correct word....1 min later..... yes Xianxia and wuxia manhua like what you have defiled marvel and dc with it :<<<<<

let me give you an example for all fics i have read... like mc is trash :s this is used in many (i was going to write most but it would be boring:'' :/// ) of fics in mha it is the worst the treatment they get are getting kicked out of orphnage , left by parents , bullied and killed by kids( as mc is same age as them) , and even by mistake if their parent's are decent kill them off by some villain who is related to all for one or he himself just for the plot like mc's parents are sooooo imp for the ultimate boss that he would come for them when he sends his pawns to do the work all the time it's total bs bs bs :S even after that the story is thrash .... ( :'( sorry but it hurt me so bad i had to say it )

ahhha thinking about those mc's that are pathetic , chunni ( i don't know the spelling :l> ) , get their girl stolen , like in a fanfic the dude is superman and is cucked by frikking scott like what is wrong with mc is his dick small NO , does he have eretil.;'2 min later....erectile dysfunction yeah( had to google in incognito mode :o:/:/:/ ) NO , was he faithful YES, did mc do anything to scott NO HE WAS A NICE LITTLE BITCH AND WOLLED IN HIS SELF PITY WHILE SCOTT FUCKED HIS GF, the mc was later pity fucked by one of the x men one time thing and mc tells he is ok with it that's not the end of it as scott again cheats on his gf by emma frost that has crust on the dipshit who steals other gf from my perspective MC is just a voyure , cuck , pathetic , but has the powers of a kryptonian SORRY HAD SAY IT BECAUSE DON'T YOU HATE IT WHEN THE GIRL GETS STOLEN USED IS THROWN AWAY AND THE WORLD IS AGAINST YOU WHEN YOU ARE NOT IN THE WRONG even the x men stop mc from doing anything to cheating pair and tell their enemies SKYLER about mc's weakness . even if MC comes on top he is still the biggest loser:- he couldn't keep trusted allies , got cheated on , carrying the weight of the world while everyone around is hostile to you .If the gf was happy with scott it would be at least bearable but he uses her and cheats on her with emma and now to she is all sad and hurt like mc . IT'S REALLY REALLY SAD ::'(

I WOULD rather be the villian in a ntr manga at least he has a better lif.....*push*..oh fuc...**smash*...choo.choo..*noise of people screaming*.....

end of pov**& life