Vision of the world foreign

"Just how long am I supposed to hold?" Mathew asked out loud, pretending as if he didn't see a single suspicious thing.

'I slipped up… but I think there is still a chance that whoever observes me, missed it!' he wished with all his heart.

It was still way too early for him to face off with whoever was in control of his fate. He was still too weak, too ignorant about the true ways of the world.

'If I can't even see through the inner workings of my own system… how am I supposed to confront the fucker that brought this damn apocalypse upon my entire world?'

Mathew was rational enough to realize he stood no chance against the entity responsible for all of what happened. Not after he went back through time just because that was the most straightforward interpretation of the wish he made with his last system!

'Still,' Mathew took a deep breath, 'it really is taking a whi…'