She tipped her head back to look at him,
nerves drowned in a tide of something she
didn't immediately recognize.
"What a delightful creature you are," he said,
watching her with that heavy-lidded gaze.
"Nothing like I expected."
She shoved him away, then kept pushing him
toward her bedchamber. He let her, never
stumbling as he walked backwards until
his legs met the bed. He fell to the feather
mattress and she climbed on top of him,
pinning his hands above his head. She leaned
forward, her mouth hovering over his. "A truth
for a truth," she said.
Julianus' mouth quirked. "I wanted to take
you in the carriage today after that little stunt
you pulled with your ladies." She raised an
eyebrow, and he just shrugged and pulled a
hand free, drawing a finger down her throat
to the top of her sternum. "That dress did
make an impression, Your Highness," he said,
grinning now. "Your turn."
"I've never been with a man before," she
whispered.
Again, surprise flickered over his face, and
she didn't know if she should feel insulted or not. She was not averse to the idea like her
mother and her ladies-in-waiting said she
should be, she had just never met a man she
wanted to take to her bed. Still, she began to
wonder if there was something about her that
had made him assume otherwise.
"Then why me?" he asked, surprising her in
turn.
Cassia sat up, blushing as she became aware
of his body's response to her. His fingers
played with the slits in her skirt, callused
fingers feather-light on her skin.
Placing a hand on his hard chest, she met his
eyes and said, "Do you want to break me?"
"How would you know if my answer is true or
not?" His hands settled on her waist.
"I'm very good at reading people, Lord
Julianus," she rasped, something fluttering
low in her stomach as his fingers traced down
her waist to the creases of her legs. "And I
don't think you're the kind of man who is a
very good liar."
His grip on her tightened as he turned his
hips. She found herself on her back, looking
up at him when he said, "I prefer my horses
a little wild. They are more likely to survive
battles that way."
That was the sort of answer she'd been
waiting for. All the others had wanted her
tame. She could never afford to be tame.
He located the laces of her dress, quickly
peeling the layer of silk away from her skin,
leaving her definitely exposed to him. He
threw the costume to the side, watching it fall
to the floor. His arms traveled over her body
and he groaned deep in the lower back of his throat.
Fingers shaking a little, she undid the clasps
holding his cloak in place. It slithered to the
floor, and she moved to the silver buttons of
his jacket. In her ear, he whispered, "You're not
frightened?"
He stood up suddenly, shrugging out of his
jacket, which clattered as it fell to the floor.
Then he toed off his boots earlier than climbing
back onto the bed, hovering.
"Do you favor me to be?" She slipped her
fingers underneath his undershirt, exploring hard
ridges of muscle.
Julianus laughed, the low sound sending a
shiver thru her body, his only answer the
soft clinking of his belt being undone. She
pulled his shirt over his head, fingers tracing
the scar on his neck down to the center of
his sternum the place it sharply curved and went
toward his heart.
"The sword of a Brunian warrior. At Orlanti," he
explained, kissing up her throat as his hand
trailed over her thigh. "Fierce, proud man. I
almost hated to kill him." He laughed quietly. "I
do not suspect he felt the same."
"Do you enjoy it?" she asked as his trousers
were additionally discarded. "War?"
Cassia bit her lip. She'd been thinking that
since he'd professed a dislike for each hunting
and executions. Yet there had been a sort of
dark enjoyment on his face as he'd fought-or,
more accurately, played-with Malitech.
Too late she realized possibly now used to be not
the exceptional moment to ask.
Julianus stilled for a moment, eyes turning
thoughtful. "There is...simplicity on the
battlefield that you cannot locate elsewhere,"
he subsequently answered, raising up on his hands
and knees, pinning her to the bed. "Well," he
corrected, "almost no the place else."
She couldn't give up herself from glancing down,
partially with curiosity and in part with lust.
Julianus noticed and grinned, sliding a hand
under her back. Cassia's throat went dry, but
she didn't want to stop.
Julianus said, "I do now not experience war. I am simply
good at it."
Those had been the closing phrases spoken between
the two as he protected her body with his.
There was once pain at first, however Julianus was kind
until Cassia dug her fingernails into his back
and arched into him. Then it used to be all shared
breath and tangled limbs. The calluses on his
hands, put there with the aid of brutal hours with a sword,
scratched at her skin, sending shivers through her body.
Pleasure burst through her, inspiringa small,
ragged yelp that she mufled against his
shoulder. Julianus saved moving, his breath
playing over her mouth as he looked down at
her. Cassia let her instincts take over, moving
with him.
Her back arched as he started out to shudder,
something low in her stomach drawing tighter
with every moment. Her hands scrambled
along his back, encouraging him till Julianus
let out a smooth gasp. Cassia choked down
an accompanying yelp, now not daring to risk
someone hearing her.
When they had been each spent, he rolled off
of her to lay beside her in the now tangled
sheets. After a moment, Julianus asked,
"That vial. It was some thing to forestall you
becoming with child?"
"Yes she rasped. She had long past to an
alchemist as quickly as she turned twenty and
her father had started out throwing guys at her,
just in case.
None had taken her fancy till Julianus.
I concept so" he murmured.
She nodded, eyes closing as she savored
what had simply happened. The mattress shifted
and Julianus pressed a kiss to her stomach,
just below her sternum.
"What are you doing?" she asked, eyes
opening to see him hovering over her again.
He didn't answer, alternatively simply persevering with to
kiss and lick down her stomach, leaving a
trail hotter than her already flushed skin. She
shuddered as he pressed his mouth to the
sensitive vicinity just under her navel, and he
looked up with a wicked grin.
"Since we have already determined to be
conspicuously missing from tonight's
festivities," he said. "We may as well really
enjoy ourselves earlier than the following day comes,
along with its consequences."
Cassia couldn't assist however agree, gasping in
shock as Julianus ducked his head.
She was blissful to spend the night wrapped up
in a man who used to be little extra than a stranger
if that supposed she did not have to suppose of the
boy's head falling, or the hatred in the rebel's
eyes.
Julianus endured lengthy into the night, happy
to provide her a way to operate a much
needed insurrection of Cassia's own.
Cassia was woken through tooth tugging gently
at her earlobe. She opened her eyes to find
grey, early morning light seeping through the
west-facing window.
"I have to go," he whispered.
She nodded, already lacking the warmth and
strength of his body. Julianus hesitated, then
stroked a finger down the inside of her thigh,
making her bounce a little. He rolled over the top
of her, pressing himself up onto his elbows so
he wasn't crushing her.
Cassia positioned a hand on the side of his face
and he kissed her, tongue sliding in opposition to her
own. His leg nudged hers and she nodded,
breaking the kiss and pressing her hands
into the robust muscle groups of his back. Her lips
parted as he thrust forward, looking at the
muscles in his chest and shoulders flex under
his golden-brown skin.
His movements had been more difficult this time, faster.
They left her gasping and shaking much too
soon. And when it was once over, she watched
through languid eyes as he got dressed, the
silk of her sheets cool the place they draped over
her body.
When he was clothed, he sat on the mattress next
to her. Eyes that have been almost black looked at
her gravely. "What is it you desire to use me for,
Your Highness?"
Cassia pursed her lips thoughtfully, running
a finger from the inside of his wrist to the
crease of his elbow. Julianus did now not seem
perturbed with the aid of the thought that she used to be the use of him
-he simply desired to recognize why.
She did not see the harm in telling him.
"My father desires me to fall in love, or some thing close to it." She sneered at no one in
particular. "What he needs is for me to discover a
husband in the hope that I will become more
interested in bearing kids than in bearing
the crown. If he had his way, he'd order me to
marry and step aside for Malitech. Thankfully
the gods have seen match to grace me with laws
that prevent that. However, it does no longer stop
him from attempting to pressure the situation. I do
not want that, but some men are discouraged
more easily than others."
"Ah," Julianus said softly, understanding
lighting his dark eyes.
"Not many men favor a sullied girl as their
bride, even if they are the Heir," she said with
a small smile. "I hope you don't thought if word
gets around?"
"That I bedded the Heir?" He raised an
eyebrow. "Or that she bedded me," he said
with a grin as she hissed. "Not at all."
Relief swept via her as she sat up. She
wrapped the sheet round her, staring at him.
"Your father wanted you here, did not he?"
She knew she'd already requested him this, but
the thought that they had been possibly cut from the
same fabric was once too fascinating for her to
leave exact alone.
Julianus' face right away darkened, but all he
did was nod.