Not Sure!

◾ Guk-Du's POV

"Yes." I inched closer and was standing tall in front of her, by a few inches though, "You didn't want me to?" I arched his eyebrow high and inched closer.

I was kind of nervous because I know I did wrong but she reverted and I have a good feeling. She was my first kiss. My first-ever kiss! And she is around my age... No, no, no. She is my age.

She was shocked and her eyes were popping out as if they will fall anytime soon. I liked it a little.

"You remember? Sorry, I-I" before she could complete I cut her off in between, "What sorry? You ruined."

"I ruined what?" She is cute.

I lowered myself a little to her ear level and spoke in an unexpected husky voice, "The moment, our first kiss. Do you remember when you pushed me away? Ruining our first make out though it ended after a few moments it started. Don't you think you should get punished?"

Whoa! I succeeded in scaring her with my deep voice which even I didn't know I have. Her heartbeats tell. I read somewhere, to calm or support a person you can just hug them, and that's what I did. I hugged her. And guess what? She stiffened. It was not a mutual moment. But she submitted.

I snaked my arm around her waist and kept my other hand on her head, tapping slowly. She inhaled a deep cracked breath. And after some moments she was all relaxed, that line was a fact though. Her body was not so small but her waist was so thin and ... curvy.

No, no, no. I shouldn't be thinking like this but this girl is making it hard. Or maybe I already thought that way. And the dream I had, no. It's not happening.

Unknowingly my grip tightened around her and she patted my arm, breathing heavily. I came out of my la la land.

I realized and pulled us apart.

Her face was red, her eyes kept going a little upward. And suddenly she fell but I caught her and of course by her waist. Seems like a romantic scene, isn't it?

But it's definitely not because she jerked my hand away as soon as she stood on her feet. Her face was red like a beetroot, fingers shaking a little.

I was about to say something but my phone rang and I had to answer it. When I came back she wasn't there. Assuming she was so red, I left without any second thought.

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It was night and cold winds were flowing, I was sitting on the bench in the park near the neighbourhood. Suddenly I heard a scream and went in that direction only to find no one.

Maybe an illusion. I shrugged the thought away thinking to meet Di-Hee. She is such a careless girl, she was roaming in that many short clothes and that too at past midnight. I need to check on her.

I was about to pass the ally towards her house when I saw Bong-Soon coming home with her boss. She bowed and was about to leave when he came near her and said something to which her eyes widened. But he left after that.

I felt something flip inside me. What is this feeling? Why am I getting angry for no reason? Are my feelings true for either of them? What am I supposed to do?

I need time to find my true feelings for not Di-Hee, and Bong-Soon but everyone around me. I'm not sure.