Chapter 1

It was another gray morning where the sky was crying. I identified with this morning amidst a gray world and tears that burned my face. There I was, in the midst of another crisis... my heart tight and the lack of air felt like I was going to die at any moment. My dog starts barking frantically, and my mother rushes into the room, desperate. Seeing me in this state, she embraces me and tries to calm me down... But the pain I feel is so unbearable that I start screaming in despair. After some time, in the midst of the crisis, I begin to calm down, and due to crying, I feel sleepy and gradually drift off. When I wake up, I'm in my bed, with my dog lying by my side. I pull him into a hug and tell him how much I love him. He licks my face as if understanding and reciprocating the love I feel for him. I get out of bed and look at my phone; it's already five o'clock in the afternoon. I head to the bathroom, look at myself in the mirror, and I look exhausted. "Do you enjoy this?" "Just look at yourself now," I say to myself, looking in the mirror. I wash my face and brush my teeth, then head to the kitchen in search of something to eat. I come across a corn cake and take a piece. With the cake in my hand, I go back to my room, finish eating it, and look for my dog's leash, whose name happens to be "Chocolate." Why that name? Simply because I love chocolate. The leash is on the desk; I pick it up, and he starts wagging his tail in excitement. I say, "Chocolate, sit," and he sits eagerly, mumbling, "woof...woof..." With the leash in hand, he tries to chew on it. I pick him up and take him outside, putting him on the ground, and we calmly go for a walk around the block. Chocolate saw his doggy friends and peed on Yaki's head. It was always like that; he lifted his leg to pee, and Yaki would sniff it at the moment, ending up with his head soaked. We nicknamed Yaki "Little Toilet." Half an hour later, we returned home. I took off Chocolate's leash and put it away. I grabbed his food bowl and fed Chocolate, who ate happily and went to sleep. It was almost six o'clock in the evening, so I started getting ready to start the livestream. I took off my pajamas, fixed my hair, did a semi-anime makeup, and put on my mask that covered my mouth and nose...