Chapter Ten

Fuck

Is she faint?

Seriously?

On me

Picking her numb body in my arms I take her to bed immediately and call Marcus. Did she faint because of my seduction? But it's not the first time I talk to her like that. Okay fine yes after we met it's the first time but why?

Sitting by her side my eyes never stop running on her pale face. She looks so changed. The first time I saw my anger increase so high but when Olivia informed me she's working for me that was the best part. My thoughts running: how do I make her weak?

My Revenge that is what i'm thinking but in one day she shows me how changed she's.

Broken

Miserable

Scared

She is always so scared around me. Not even a single smile I noticed on her face. What happened to her? She’s just Yes Sir no sir that's it. Every time she's around I’m on the edge of losing my control.

Her smell full of horror

Her heart full of icy

She's a beautiful, stunning, and attractive woman. Her figure perfects but the shine, the smell of happiness she spreads always ends. In one day she showed me how much we have changed in these years.

“Ronald!” My thoughts were broken by Marcus's voice. He's standing out watching us.

“Mar come.” He always came when I called him. We have a history. He came and stopped immediately.

“What happened to her?”

“She faints.”

“What happened?” He sits and starts checking her.

“I said she was faint.” He stopped and looked at me while raising his brows.

“Like you said and I believe. I know something happened between you and her. So stop your fucking innocence and speak.” Why is he so angry with me? When two seconds passed he stood up.

Fuck

“I try to seduce her, that's it.” Shit. He looked between Rose and me. She's still unconscious. The shame I feel now putting weight on me.

“Are you fucking serious? You try to... how could you? She's your employee and her life...” What? Her life, what?

“What?” He looked away. The words he said were not complete but like he stopped saying something.

“Nothing and I need to check her so please go.” Wait for what?

“I'm her boss.”

“That two minutes ago seducing her. Ronald, I said get out.”

“I never touched her. Never without her permission and stop assuming in your dirty mind.” He ignored me and started checking her. I left him alone.

Raping her that's he's thinking? Asshole. We're not the same but for me, she's the Rose.

My Rose

“She's okay and fine.” That's enough words and before I asked something he had gone. Fucker.

“Mar...” Without listening to me.

After fifteen minutes I hear Rose coming outside. Her pale face looks so sad and when she sees me with a different kind of expression I feel that it makes my heart stop.

A smile

“Are you okay now?” Why am I worried about her? She's none of my business but can I stop my heart fucking beating for her.

Still

“Thanks, I’m fine now.” Now what? Apology for seducing you? She came and stood with me near the window watching outside. The view is extremely wonderful. Heavy fog covered the whole of New York and some weird kind of silence and peace spread all around.

“Can I go home?” What? My face turns towards her but instead of meeting her eyes my gaze lands on her lips. Don't look there you motherfucker. She cleared her throat when she realized where I’m looking.

“Well you wasted one hour and now we're working until today 's work is not complete.” Her face fell immediately and without saying anything she was gone. What an emptiness between us? We need words but what?

She's working in her office and I'm here alone. Jessie continuously eating my mind with her stupid messages. She wants to talk to Rose.

“What Jess? I'm not..”

“I want to talk to her or give me her number.” Why is she calling me if she wants her number? Met her somewhere else.

Twenty minutes later Rose came into my office. Her full face looks like she's coming from a funeral. Don't ask.

Stop

“You eat?” She shakes her head. Fuck. Well, I’m also hungry but not for food. But before I take some order my office door bursts open and here she's my mad sister.

“You ignored my messages. How dare you? I said...” Her words stopped immediately when she saw Rose here.

“Rose, how are you? You’re looking so different again. She's looking so weak in one day.” Her last words end watching me.

“We're in the office and you know how my employees work for me.”

“She's your Rose.”

“She died years ago.” Rose's eyes were huge when I raised my voice. Both were so shocked.

“Ronald..”

“Not now Jessie.” She's testing my patience now. Rose looks so hurt now because of me. Why does she feel? She's the one who told me to leave.

“Fine Rose come let sit.” Both sit far away from me. Jessie's voice is low and slow which I can't hear. Both whispering something like before Jessie used to play with me.

“Rose, so tell me how's your life?”

“Fine and now you're here so it's going to be interesting.”

“When did you come here? We're always around but we never met.” Our eyes met and Rose looked away. I try to keep my eyes on work.

“I'm busy...”

“With your boyfriend. I knew it. Look at you beautiful still. Remember when one day a boy proposes to you in school and you..” She never told me. That fucker taking his chance behind my back and I'm unaware of that.

“Jess, stop it.” Rose's eyes met mine again and a fear ran in them. My body filled with anger.

“How many boys have you dated in these years?” Yes, I want to hear. She's completely trying to shut down the topics. My grip is hard on the pen.

“Fine, how many boys have you kissed? I know it's beautiful when we kiss the person we loved the most.” We know so deeply when we kiss how we feel for each other. Our eye contact never breaks. Her breath grew fast with every word. Tell me Rose how many boys you betrayed after me?

“Tell me your special moments I mean to say sex.” Jesus my sister seriously talking about sex life in front of me.

“How many boys you fucked?”

“Your favorite orgasm?”

“Your favorite position?”

“Jesus Jessie stop your mouth. Don't you see I’m here? How could you talking sex in front of your brother?” I stand up in frustration because I know Rose is so uncomfortable in front of me but I’m angrier. Fine I want to know but not like that.

“Like I never saw you having sex in front of me.” My sister always runs around stopping me because mom never cared about me after we left the town.

“It's my office.”

“I know.” If she's continuously talking with her then I’m going to lose my mind. Do something and change the topic.

“Let’s go for dinner.” She stopped talking and looked at me in shock. Standing, she came to me and checked my forehead.

“You want me to go to dinner with you. Haha.. funny. You want something from me?” Rolling my eyes I grab my wallet and coat.

“What about Rose?”

“Bring her.”

We're sitting in the expensive restaurant that was chosen by Jessie. But my curiosity is running around Rose. Her eyes were shining and running everywhere like a baby the first time saw something special. Why is she so happy? Her food is untouched.

“Okay, guys now stop ignoring each other, and let’s talk.” There's she again. I left my spoon on the plate and crossed my arms over my chest.

“Jess, I think there's nothing...”

“Yes, Jess there's nothing for us now. The girl who's sitting in front of me died years ago with my love. I’ll tell you how many boys she chooses for her game? How many boys she chooses for love or money and then when her satisfaction dies she kicks them as she has done with me.” Tears start coming from her eyes like a shower. That's it, Rose.

“She's just a gold digger just like others. You chose money over me and left me alone because I’m poor. Look at us now Rose, we're rich now and you're working for me.”

“Stop it, Ronald.” I tried to control but my anger crossed all walls.

“Why? Because she's your friend. The way I’m suffering, the way I’m crying for you every day or night, you're also going to feel the same pain for your love, your family, and for yourself.” My voice pitch was so high at last that every person turned and started watching us. Fuck me this is what I’m not want to talk about? Why after remembering her betrayed my body lost all control.

“Ronald, you create a big dra...”

“Thanks for the dinner. I need to go.” Without saying goodbye and meeting my eyes she's gone like a wind and I’m here sitting watching her walk away like a stupid.