day 41 the choice

as it was a group decision we decided to manually maneuver our projected course and complete the mission I tried to avoid the guys after my group raping as I looked at it brad forced his hand and brang all the others in it using my body as a pin cushion for stabbing with his cock oh dont get me wrong I enjoyed fucking the guys very much individually but this was something else yes it felt good but it felt dirty and wrong to I even dreamed this innocent incident the day before we launched I began to think I planned my rape this day I arranged to be the guys sex slaves I pre thought it subconsciously I agreed to it and I didn't say no or stop it from the moment so it was consensual too how strange I feel today but I let happen and took it with good Grace's later that day Brian came to me and asked if I was ok after everything going on I was I said but I think I was confused to he said brad wants us to strap up in suits in case its ugly outside ok no problem I will be there in a minute he ran us though the course corrections and then timed how fast we got in suits and seats then made us do it again to see if we could get faster and I did but dillion tripped up and got slower matt brian and brad stayed the same so we didn't practice again