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I Dare Not Hope

Hi! I am Scarlet. A girl searching for a new beginning after losing two people that I love. Moving to another place and running away from my past that haunted me was the only solution I could think of to survive. However, fate had another plan arranged for me. My life turned more complicated when I met them, Daniel and Nathan. I was not supposed to fall for him, but I did. There was no turning my back on love. Daniel and Nathan were total opposites. Although they were both successful in their own rights, they still possessed different characteristics that made them attractive in their own way. Daniel was the ideal man to love because of his similarity to my brother, Harry. Smart, down to earth, and with a gentle heart. While Nathan was the man to avoid, I could not entrust my heart to him despite the strong attraction we shared. A rich, manipulative and arrogant womanizer. Which one should I choose? Would entering a relationship help me move on from my past? Would our love be stronger than the obstacles in our path? Should I dare hope that I would have a happy ever after? Please give Scarlet a chance. Let her tell you her story. Add her to your reading list. Enjoy. But, what if… something in her past was the key to her future. -------------- "I told you before, I'm now with Daniel," I uttered with conviction, trying to convince him. "I told you that you're making a mistake of stringing Daniel along," he insisted. “It is clear that Daniel is falling for you, but I know you don’t feel the same. He is a good man, and what you’re doing with Daniel would only end badly." "Nathan, let me go," I said angrily, not wanting to be near him. "I don't know what you’re talking about, and you had no business with my affair with Daniel," I emphasized irritably. He released my left hand and gripped my jaw instead, forcing my head up. I tried to push him with my free hand but to no avail. "I'm talking about this." He lowered his head and claimed my lips in a punishing kiss. My mind was fighting not to respond with the onslaught of his mouth, but my body wanted the opposite. He pressed his body even closer than I ever thought possible, molding every inch of my body with his. I felt myself opening up to him, and he took advantage of this and plunged his tongue with mine. I became super aware of every contact of our skin. He adjusted his hands at the back of my nape and the other at my lower back, giving him more control of my body as his kisses became more demanding. My hands started having a mind of their own and began their exploration. I could feel the solid muscles in his arms and shoulders. My hand ended up in the back of his neck, clinging to him for support, as his hands started exploring my back. He slowly broke the kiss, both of us panting, trying to catch our breaths. I never felt like this before, this intense need to be kissed, to be touch. It exhilarated and frightened me at the same time. Why did I react like this to this man? I barely knew him, and I was not even sure if I like him. "I want you and you want me too.” He stated confidently taking my lips again for a rough kiss, and I welcomed it with a hunger I could not deny. I placed my hands on the back of his neck and pulled him closer. "The way you kissed and responded to my touch tells me how much you wanted this too." Finally, he released me and moved a step back. "That just proven my point. How can you go out with Daniel and just made out with me with such passion? Did you respond to his kiss the way you did to mine?" -------------- Thanks for supporting my book by adding it to your library, voting, gifts, to my top fans, and giving your feedback. A million thanks to you. It continues to inspire me to do my best to provide you with a worthwhile story for your valuable time. Credit to the owner of the beautiful book cover.

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Simple invitation

Seating on the edge of my bed, I fixed my sight on the most valuable thing I owned. Recalling everything that happened ever since I moved here, I wondered how my life came to this point. I got that it would not be easy, but it should not be this hard either.

When I came out here, I was determined to forget my past. Everything that would remind me of the pain I felt when I lost my brother. I believed it was working, at least the part about my brother. However, a new development occurred that revealed a different kind of circumstances.

Something about my past did not want to stay buried. I wished I could flick a switch, and I would instantly remember, but it was not that simple. It came, and it went without my permission. Then, add to the mix my involvement with Daniel and Nathan, which I was not expecting to happen.

"What's wrong with me?" Pulling my hair against my skull. It was not how I imagined my life would be. I was supposed to forget my past, get a decent job, meet a man, fall in love, and live happily ever after. Instead, I was more confused than when I left my hometown.

Eyeing the locket in my hand, I assumed that my father gave this to me when I was still young, the reason why I had no recollection of how it ended up in my possession. Upon closed examination, I noticed that the chain was broken, which probably caused it to fall in the first place and ended up in his bed. Ooooh, I did not want to remember that.

Nathan must have formed a temporary knot with the chain around the pendant, preventing it from slipping away. Remembering my dream, I carefully checked the locket for any latches. Surely enough, I found it. Subconsciously, I always believed that it was real. To convince my conscious mind, I needed the final proof.

I undid the meticulous lock based on what I saw in the dream, and with the last flicker of a finger, the secret locket revealed its content. I could see two young faces, beautiful, happy, and so much alive. Staring at their faces evoked the memories I probably buried deep down my consciousness. I could not stop it even if I tried. It started playing in my mind, like a movie. I watched the scene.

"Relax! I'm sure everything will be fine." Mia assured me as she started patting my shoulders.

"I don't know. Is this how you felt when Harry first introduced you to Mom." I tried to shake the feeling off. Maybe it would not be as bad.

"Yeah, sort of, but your mom was the best." She said without thinking, then realizing her mistake, she quickly added, "I'm sure his parents would be just as welcoming as Aunt Olive."

"I think you're right," she said, not exactly sure if she believed it.

Mia and I were waiting for the guys to come out from their lockers. We were heading to a party. The game just ended, and the team was celebrating tonight for winning and qualifying for the semis.

I was a bit nervous, not really. I was terrified because this would be the first time I would be in that house. I was not sure if his parents would be there. Would they like me? That was the biggest question that was bothering me.

When he told my brother about our relationship, Harry was supportive. Being his best friend, Harry trusted him because he was very responsible, kind, intelligent, and most importantly, they would become true brothers.

The party was in full blast when we arrived at the house. The team and our friends greeted us as we entered his home.

"Oh my, this is not a house." I pulled my brother to the side. "If this was a house, what do you call ours? A shed," I whispered to him.

His house was massive and intimidating. Staring at the things in front of me was not helping my nerves right now. I was so going to kill my brother when we got home. Harry assured me that his house was just like ours, maybe a little bigger. I knew he was rich but not this insanely rich.

"Relax, Scar." Harry teased her as he grabbed Mia and walked straight to the party.

"Ready to go inside," he asked. I nodded my head and let him guide me inside his house.

Loud music blasted coming from the inside and throughout the premises. People were busy chatting, drinking, playing games, and dancing, making the whole place chaotic. Most of the group gathered outside along the gigantic pool and expansive garden.

"Where are your parents?" She finally asked, still conscious that they might appear any minute.

He started running his fingers on his hair as she smiled apologetically. "About that. They are actually of the country on a business trip."

"But you said that I would be meeting them today," I stated with my most intimidating voice. If looks can kill, I was sure this boy, my soon-to-be ex-boyfriend, would be lying on the floor by now, lifeless.

"I'm sorry, it was Harry and Mia's idea. I knew now I should not have agreed." He took my hand and kissed it profusely, hoping that I would forgive him. Of course, I could not stay mad at him, so I accepted his apology.

I was able to breathe, relax and enjoy my time. If I had known that it would just be us around, it would have saved me from my anxiety. Instead, my good brother, her wonderful bestfriend, and my loving boyfriend played a prank on me.

The boys went to get us some drinks while Mia and I mingled with the other guests. We started dancing and drinking, where half of this crowd were minors, legally not allowed to have alcohol, including me. However, just like any other party, all hell broke loose.

Anyway, we were dancing at the poolside when he hugged me and whispered in my ear. "I want to show you something." The way he said it made me excited. I always loved surprises, but not the expensive ones. Just a simple flower or an act of kindness was enough to make me feel special.

"What?" I asked cheerfully. I guessed the alcohol was starting to kick in. I looked around my shoulder, but I did not see my brother and Mia around. They were probably making out somewhere. I was young but not blind. I sometimes caught them kissing. In truth, I was inexperienced but not stupid.

"A surprise." He started pulling me toward the wide stairs and up the second floor. We walked to a long hall and stopped at the last door. "This is my room. Would you like to come in?"

I could see that we were the only ones on this floor. I was not nervous because I could trust my life in his hands, especially my heart. I was not naïve too. "I'd love to see your room." I knew I was not only agreeing to a simple invitation to enter his room, but I was ready to consent to whatever was about to happen behind that door.

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