4/20 Dolls

Bakugo's POV

Today has just been rotten! It's like the universe is telling me that I shouldn't have gotten out of bed at all today. First of all my alarm clock didn't even go off this morning, that should have been my first clue, so I was late to class. Go figure but shit happens so whatever, then things went further south when Aizawa Sensei assigned projects and now I have to write a report on tectonic plates with Deku. Why is this even important anymore? Our last year off school? How is this important now? Just why?

Then things went like normal for a little while, I set off several explosions while Deku proceeded to irritate the hell out of me. Does he really think that I don't already know the basics of our assignment? Why is he still trying to split the work when it would be easier to just do it together? My head is killing me and then lunch, finally a break. NOT! I tripped out the door and found my shoelaces had broken. How in the fuck does that actually happen? It's not even an old pair of shoes, I've had them for a month! ONE MONTH!

"Bakubro are you okay?" Kiri asked and I couldn't help my hands fizzling and sparking as I tried to control my frustrations and get up without burning myself. Newsflash! I failed, now my knee hurts like hell and it just happens to be the same one I landed on in the first place. If I set off an explosion now I could actually hurt somebody. Deep breaths! I can do this! I just need to stay silent, that's all. I turned away from Kiri and just walked to the cafeteria only for a first year who wasn't paying attention where he was going, walked right into me, making both of our trays of chicken alfredo land on me when I fell down, thanks to the shoe without working laces. The kid, who didn't get a drop on himself, tried to apologize at first until he realized who he walked into, then he lost all the color in his face and ran for it. No apology, he squealed sounding like a fucking pig the whole way too.

So no breakfast and no lunch. Just fucking great! I can see my hands smoking but I am still holding myself together, barely but still. Deep breaths, I go to the restroom and try to wash it off but it's just making a larger mess so fuck it all, looks like I'm wearing my gym clothes for the rest of the day!

I walk out of the restroom and YET ANOTHER first year bumps into me but they saw who I was instantly and ran for it. But something was odd, how are they getting so far away so fast? And why do they look so much bigger than before?

I go to get up but I can't move. I try to look around but I can't move my head at all. I could however see the door to the restroom that I just walked out of and somehow it was massive now.

HOW IN THE FUCK?

The bell rang but I still couldn't move and I heard more than I saw. I saw several look down and see me but they just looked a little amused not even bothering to stop. SOME HEROES YOU ARE! I tried to scream but nothing was coming out. Just fucking great!

Everyone was huge though, not just the door. If I had to guess that first year probably used their quirk without realizing it. Just great. At least I don't have to force myself to keep my explosions in anymore because I can't use my quirk either!

Deep breaths, One, Two, Three... Sixty. Okay, I'm fine. I'm not actually hurt or anything, it's probably on a timer or something so I just have to wait it out.

What is it that Hound Dog is always telling me? Look at the positives? Okay, positives. I don't have to go back to class and listen as Present Mic blows out my eardrums more today. Right, a small little break won't hurt and it's just English. I am already doing really well and I've read ahead on the assignment anyway. Positives, okay that wasn't so hard. It's not like the quirk will last a long time or anything.

But if it lasted the rest of the day that isn't so bad either. All Might was planning for us to practice writing reports during heroics anyway and I don't need help with that either. Deep breaths, this isn't so bad. If I could close my eyes I could take a nap but even that isn't so bad. Lord knows I don't want anything to do with Midnight's modern art class today, it's not the first time she has tried to get me to pose semi-nude. I can just use this time to practice meditation. I can't use my quirk so it will be easier to relax, I won't keep making myself jump from my body releasing the excess nitroglycerin like usual and maybe I'll find some of that peace everyone is always yapping about.

Yeah, I can do this.

I could feel my mind relaxing already until suddenly the world suddenly turned upside down and back up again making me dizzy. I can't even blink... Shit.

"Oh look, someone made a Kacchan doll!" Deku smiled brightly and I saw Icyhot, Glasses, the frog and Round Face behind him.

"Why would anyone make something like that? It's kind of creepy," Round Face cringed and fuck the inner peace bullshit, I want to hit her!

"Something like that is something I could see you doing Midoriya," Icyhot leaned closer and studied me a bit but then stood back up and looked at his friends.

"I..." Deku turned a little red and it didn't take a genius to know that he has either actually done it or tried in the past and failed.

"Really Deku? I didn't know that you could sew!" Round Face looked at him all starry eyed and I wanted to gag. Didn't she just say it was creepy? But if Deku does it, it isn't creepy anymore? That just makes her fucking creepy as hell. Personally it just makes sense, we are heroes and the fact of the matter is that we should be able to sew a few stitches just fine, we are going to rip our clothes a lot and we can't depend on tech support to fix every little tear, I can even do some basic sutures.

"Uh..." Deku fidgeted but he turned to Icyhot who seemed to take the hint.

"Well basic sewing is something all heroes should be able to do. Like before my mom... Well she used to teach my siblings and I how to cross-stitch. It is a relaxing way to spend your time as well," Icyhot nodded gently and Round Face just looked at him incredulously, she really couldn't believe that he knew how to sew. Icyhot just went up a notch in my book.

"Of course! Although I do not cross stitch I am able to hem my pants, after all my quirk requires the extra effort," Glasses nodded in satisfaction and I really want to laugh. Is Round Face the only one that doesn't know how to sew? Isn't she supposed to be really poor or something? I for one know that Deku can sew, really fucking well at that. He would make dolls and stuffed animals for the kids in the neighborhood and as we grew up he would make them for donations and charities. I think he would just do it because it helped him make his own hero merch but still. I would also be lying if I said that I didn't still have the All Might plushie he made me when we were five. It is still the best one I have ever seen, but I also haven't been in his room in a long ass time. Sooooo.

"Kero, I can't sew at all but I do enjoy knitting. Kero," The frog chimes in before looking at Glasses. "Could you teach me how to hem my clothes sometime? Kero, I have a lot of trouble with my pants."

Then Icyhot poked at me, "it looks like some of the chicken alfredo was spilled on him. Maybe the person who dropped him is a germaphobe and tried to throw him away when they saw the mess?" He turned his head and I saw just how close to a trashcan I was.

DO NOT THROW ME AWAY! I tried to scream but nothing came out.

"Well we have a few minutes, I'm going to clean him up," Deku smiled before walking into the restroom before Round Face could say anything.

Turns out I'm a plushie doll, even my arms are soft like a teddy bear's. Just great. But it was nice being clean again, Deku was really gentle and since we were the only ones in the room he softly talked to me.

"Whoever made you did a really good job, I haven't been able to find that red at all. I have been trying to make a Dynamight plushie, I wonder if Kacchan would like it? But first I need to find the correct red. His eyes are the most beautiful shade of red but it is looking like I will have to make my own again," he was rambling but it caught me off guard. Again? He has had to make his own red before? Why?

"Hmm, I'll tell you a secret," he whispered, after looking at the door again. He smiled and got really close, "I've managed to make my own Kacchan doll, but it was back when we were little so it's not nearly as good as you," he smiled chuckling and I could actually feel as he was finished rubbing the sauce out of my school jacket and it is nice not feeling the goo anymore.

"I think that doll is the only reason I am sane, sometimes. I really didn't have any friends other than Kacchan and well... You know," he sighed and I couldn't help watching him as his smile slowly disappeared. He coughed before shaking his head again, "Well you're all clean now. I even used the hand soap so that you won't smell like old food later. I'll just soak up the excess water," he took some paper towels and pressed them into me, carefully wringing me out so my stitching wouldn't stretch out or anything.

It's times like now that I'm reminded just how much of an ass I used to be. If I was normal size and heard that I probably would have set off an explosion. Me and my awkward ass can't apologize properly for shit. But I need to. It won't be my first time but I really need to give him a decent apology, one without me being an ass.

"Good, I'll take you back to the dorms with me and finish cleaning you up so that you'll be as good as new. If they were trying to throw you away anyway there isn't a reason I can't," he smiled happily before carrying me out of the restroom and back to class. He had wrapped me in a few paper towels but my head was clear and he put me in his bag at his desk, so I actually could listen to class. Go figure.

I don't feel all that angry anymore. In fact I feel nice, him washing me out like that was probably like a massage and since I don't let anyone touch me, I was probably way overdue for one.

Classes ended fairly quickly and I did actually learn a few things. Aizawa Sensei heard about the cafeteria incident so he just told Deku to take my things back and that I would get them when I was ready for them. Seriously? All the kidnappings and attacks from the LOV and the fact that I HAVE been kidnapped and no one even checks on where I am?

That's fucked.

"Bakubro, has been having a bad day all day long," I heard Kiri say as they were all packing up their things. "Everytime he turned around he was getting hit, shoved, tripped or something out of nowhere. It's not even like he did anything to cause any of it either, they were all just random accidents," he sighed before walking up to Icyhot and lacing his fingers through his. Fuck I forgot they started dating. How long has it been now? A week? Two?

"I could see him trying to hold himself together. Anyone could see how hard he was trying," Icyhot nodded and it felt like all the rage in me actually calmed down. Icyhot doesn't even care about me, one way or the other. So the fact that he noticed of all people, does that mean everyone was trying to give me space today?

"Kacchan really is the best. He knows exactly when he has had enough and he does everything he can to keep from hurting anyone, even if it only hurts himself in the end," Deku sounds so sad and I just want to scream at him: and you're any better? But of course nothing came out.

"He must have gotten permission to leave early or was told to because of his clothes. He would never just leave school and Aizawa Sensei doesn't seem worried," I could hear how he forced a smile as he said that and I feel a little better. If nothing else Deku would raise hell about me disappearing.

"Oh, Kacchan was supposed to go see Great Grandmother this weekend. If he went back to the dorms already then he probably already left," Deku groaned out and suddenly I felt doomed. Am I going to be stuck like this all weekend?

Deku and his friends, most of whom I now have a much better impression of (Not Round Face), said their goodbyes and went their separate ways. From what I heard they were all going home for the weekend, save Deku, he is apparently staying at the dorms to "catch up on stuff." What in the hell could he be behind on?

Deku went up to his room and fucking finally took me out of the bag so I could see what all was going on and not just hear it. Wait never mind put me back in the bag! If he takes me out, I won't be able to leave his room at all because I'm like this!

He carried me to his bed where I saw an old beat up All Might plushie, the same one from when we were 4, and what I can only assume was the plushie he had told me about before. Because of my God, it looks just like me from when I was little but if it is actually possible it looks even more used than the All Might one.

"See," he smiled proudly pointing the plushie out to me. "My best friend," he smiled happily, picking up the "Kacchan" doll and hugging it gently before softly caressing it. I felt that pit open up in my stomach again, regret. He cares so carefully for the doll and his smile seems so soft, did he really care about me so much? And I treated him like shit, all because of a self imagined wounded ego?

Now I really feel like shit.

"Kacchan will always be the best. One day he'll be the number 1 hero, I'll be there with him the whole time, fighting for the same spot," Deku smiled adoringly at the doll before he hugged it close and put it back again. Turning his attention back to me.

"Let's see, I remember there was a snag on your clothes when I was washing you earlier," he hummed almost to himself while he pulled out a small sewing kit and turned on his desk light. It wasn't long before he found what he was looking for and quickly stitched it up so that no one would be able to tell it was ever there in the first place.

"There, all done!" He hummed happily. "Oh, I'll show you the surprise I've been working on! You know how most of us will be going to hero agencies all across the country so we won't be able to be with each other for a long, long time. I know it's silly but," he grinned a little, pulling out a box and opening it, smiling. He pulled out little dolls, hero merch he made himself of each of our classmates.

"I know it's dumb but I'm making two sets of each one, one to give them and one to keep for myself. So I won't feel so alone, once they're gone." I saw as a tear slid down his face and he reached up surprised.

"I know it's what we all dreamed of," he frantically tried to wipe away the tears but it wasn't helping. "It's just that, for the first time since Kacchan, I've had friends and what if after we all go our separate ways they-" he hiccuped and stopped talking but I understand what he means.

I never had any real friends outside of Izuku either. The fact that I'm going to have to say goodbye to Ashido and Sero doesn't sit well with me. Kirishima and Kaminari will be going to an area near where I'll be so I'm sure they will pop in all the time but I probably won't even see them every week. In fact the only person I'll see semi-regularly might be Deku. We are joining the same hero agency by dumb luck. But I don't know where all his friends will be going.

He cleaned his face up but he still looks like he is going to cry, it looks like he forgot he was even talking to me, he looked up and flinched a little. Do I look scary as a doll?

"I'm sorry Kacchan," he mumbled before picking me up and hugging me tight. The action was so surprising, it took me a while to realize what he was doing. He hugged me tight for a long time, at least several minutes before he seemed to pull himself back together again and he carefully set me down again. I heard him laugh at himself for talking to a doll but he actually looks a lot better now.

He had set me up so that I could clearly see what he was doing. Since all of his actual friends went home he worked on the dolls and it wasn't long before he was done with the finishing touches on each of them but they were mostly done already, the whole class. All except for one that is.

"I really would like to know where the person who made you got that red," he mumbled to himself but he ended up shrugging the thought away and I got to watch him mix colors and he took a few different colors of thread; white, yellow, orange and red and left them to soak in the mixture. Before he turned back to the doll he was working on. Me.

Even without the eyes you could easily see that it was made perfectly, from my measurements, I wonder how he got those, to using ash, blond silk threads for my hair, carefully combing them after they were secured to the head to give it a feather look and make it look like it was spiked even without products or glue. Amazingly, he really worked hard on the dolls and when the timer he set went off, scaring the shit out of me, he put down what he was doing to pull out the threads he dyed and worked on setting them aside to air dry.

Just how much care has gone into making these plushies?

I looked at the others and realization hit me like a ton of bricks. None of the other plushies were nearly so well made. Don't get me wrong, they look amazing and I highly doubt anyone will be able to make any hero merch this well for sale but the Dynamight plushies went well beyond even that.

"Alright, now all that's left are the eyes but the red needs to dry longer. Guess I'll do it tomorrow, it's late now," Deku sighed, stretching out looking at the clock. Wait, it's really 11pm? Already? But Deku never ate anything!

"You know something has been bothering me since I found you," Deku mused out loud, please tell me that he figured out that it's actually me. Just please?

"Whoever made you, why would they make your clothes removable?" He used his finger to flip my school jacket open but that was all. There for a moment I was more than nervous.

"Oh, maybe they have a Dynamight costume to put you in also? I never thought about changing a plushie's clothes before but I guess it makes sense to a point," he rambled on doing my jacket back up again but he frowned when he finished.

"Still, it's kind of creepy that they have you in your school uniform. Your hero suit I understand, you're going to be an amazing hero, I don't doubt at all that Kacchan will be number 1, but why any other clothes? I guess it would make sense if you had a few different hero costumes like All Might but you don't. I wonder if Kacchan has a stalker?" Deku kept talking sleepily, yawning before standing up. The only stalker I have had better be fucking Deku, I won't be so nice to another one!

Why did that cross my mind? I mean I know I give him a bit of hell over his stalker-like tendencies but we have known each other forever so he would have already known everything about me anyway. It's just how he presents it that bothers me. And even then he does it to everyone so that in itself isn't really stalker-like of him.

"Time for bed," Deku groaned out stretching, when did he change his clothes? I must have been too focused on my thoughts but that is kind of nice. At least I'm not hyper aware of my surroundings. I was still on his desk but considering I'm a plushie at the moment I guess it doesn't matter. He bent down and hugged me once, hesitated and then kissed me. ON THE MOUTH!

"I love you Kacchan, goodnight," he left me on the desk and climbed into bed.

YOU CAN'T JUST KISS ME, TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND THEN JUST GO TO SLEEP! I wanted to scream but of course there was nothing but silence. How long has he felt this way for me? WHY haven't I ever noticed it before?

Actually that's a good question. Why haven't I noticed before? How nervous he gets when I'm around, I just thought it was because I used to bully him and that he was afraid but I know that he isn't afraid of me now. But he still gets like that; his face pink and if I surprise him he will still stutter but he doesn't flinch away. He never pushes me away. Ever. Now that I think about it, besides training and that one fight during our first year he has never once tried to push me away. Not even when we were younger.

He has always followed me, begging for not only my attention but affection as well, claiming friendship. There was only once that I ever saw his affection waver and that was when I said something that should have been unforgivable, so why did he forgive me?

I watched helplessly as he climbed into bed pulling the Kacchan doll from when we were kids close while the All Might one was left on the corner of the bed. He didn't do anything weird, he just hugged it tight and closed his eyes.

And my dumbass actually thought he was looking down on me for so long. I mean I know that he doesn't now, but all that time wasted when we could have actually been good friends.

I feel queasy.

It didn't take long for him to roll over, even still holding the doll. He must be asleep by now. I can't even go to sleep, I'm just stuck here looking around his room and I can't even turn my head to even do that much.

I'M SO BORED!

*Crack*Zap*Pop*

If I could have moved I would have jumped out of my skin. Deku has all of my focus again. His quirk is going off in his sleep and the green energy around him looks far more dangerous now that he is asleep than when he has ever fought me. How is his room in one piece if his quirk does this shit every night?

After a few minutes I start to calm down, just a light show. That isn't so bad, right? There for a bit I thought he was going to destroy the building in his sleep.

Deku started tossing and turning in his sleep and I could hear him mumbling for someone to stay back. Is he having a nightmare? He kept my attention for a while before he shot up into a sitting position, covered in sweat and gasping for air.

He looked around for a minute before he was finally able to take large gulps of air and he looked down at his Kacchan doll before hiding him under some pillows. Why would he do that? He was so proud of that plushie just before he went to sleep, what did he dream about that he couldn't even look at me now?

He stood up and stretched for a minute before getting comfortable again and pulling out some lotion and... Tissues? No. Don't tell me he is about to jack off. Please no. This is an invasion of privacy! Why can't I even close my eyes? WHY? Damn it, I DON'T want this!

Deku pulled himself out and damn. He isn't small at all. No, stop brain. I shouldn't be seeing this! He hissed a little at the cool air but quickly relaxed while he slowly pumped himself. Damn it, he was soft. He is fucking huge. I would di-. NO! Focus on SOMETHING else. The All Might poster by the door!

He just leaned back, closing his eyes as he rubbed himself but now I'm confused. He hasn't touched the lotion at all since he got it out of the drawer.

No, the poster. POSTER!

He suddenly stopped and looked down at himself before letting himself go and using the lotion on himself, rubbing it into his hands before getting more and rubbing it on his shaft the slight cold making him flinch a bit but he ended up moaning after just a couple pumps and damn it to hell. It's turning me on. I can't focus on ANYTHING else.

I'm going to hell. No question about it, I've seen what I shouldn't have and I am fucking enjoying it! Straight to hell. Sorry judgment I don't need you, I already know where my dumbass is going.

"Ah~ Kacchan!" He moaned out, leaning his head back and lightly thrusting into his hand.

...

Hold the fucking phone! Me? Did I really just hear him say my name?

"Kacchan, mmha so tight," he moaned after a little while and I could see him tighten his grip, going faster.

He jerked up, flinching as he got close and grabbed a tissue and when he opened his eyes they landed on me and his whole body shuddered as I'm sure he came. He laid there for a few minutes, his eyes not leaving mine while he caught his breath. When he sat up he quickly cleaned up before looking up at me again.

"Sorry Kacchan," he sighed before standing up and coming to me, putting himself away and picking me up to look at me closer. "I have tried not to even let your plushie see me when I get like that. I forgot there was a second one of you in here now. Those eyes of yours really did a number on me though. For a second I could have sworn you could really see me." He lightly combed through my hair with his fingers, his sleep-addled brain not really thinking at the moment.

"That red though, I don't think I have ever came that fast before," he studied me closely before carrying me back to his bed and he crawled under the covers, holding me still. "Don't worry, I won't do anything weird again. It was just a really intense dream," he yawned and snuggled me closer.

If it was possible I would swear that my heart was going crazy right now, pounding in my chest like a drum. Never in my life did I think I would actually be turned on from someone else masturbating, for that matter it never once occurred to me that Deku would feel the same way that I do.

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It wasn't long before Deku was asleep again, I could feel his heart beating in his chest and his warmth seeping into me. His quirk would crackle every now and then but it didn't hurt at all. In fact it was like I was being blanketed in his warmth everytime and it was just cozy.

Even with me stuck like this I could feel myself relaxing into the warmth. His warmth. Do I really have a chance? I really thought it was all hopeless, but if it isn't...

***

I see Deku in a fuzzy room, why can't I tell where we are? I try to look around but it's only now that I hear a voice.

"Deku, I love you," my head jerked around until I saw that Deku wasn't alone. There in front of him was me and Deku wasn't standing still anymore. He had pulled the other me in for a kiss and suddenly they were on a bed.

What the hell is going on? THAT ISN'T ME! I tried to scream out but nothing came out at all. I could hear my voice, crooning sweetly and telling him all the things I've only ever dreamed of telling him. How sorry I was and how much I truly loved him. How I would never hurt him again. That one hurt to hear even if it was my voice.

"I promise I'll never hurt you again. I love you so much, it hurts to be away. It hurts to see you with anyone else," No! THAT ISN'T ME! IT'S NOT ME! Deku! Listen to me! But still nothing came out and I could feel myself breaking.

"I love you," I cried out and Deku's large green eyes were watching me carefully. "I'm so sorry, I was an ass. I was nothing you deserve, I'm still not but I swear I'll do better. I swear I'll BE better. I'll be exactly what you deserve if you could ever just give me the chance to be and if not," I sucked in a large breath before continuing. "If not, I'll still be good to you because that is all you ever deserved. I'm so sorry."

Deku's hands wrapped around me and I could feel his lips on mine and my whole body melted into his warmth. He pulled away, his big beautiful, green eyes trained on me he whispered, "I'll give you that chance."

Just a second, he is actually looking at me now. The other me is gone and I can control what I'm doing. With barely a thought I kissed him back, one hand going straight for the back of his neck, fingers tangling strands of his hair and the other was firmly placed on his lower back but high enough not to make him uncomfortable.

He responded instantly, his arms around me and he tried to slip his tongue in my mouth and I let him. Anything at all, I'll give it all to him.

"Kacchan?" Deku pulled away and I don't even care that I'm out of breath and dizzy at the moment.

"Deku?" I answered, going to his neck and snuggling into him since he wants to talk. Just having him like this helps so much, I feel like the world isn't closing in on me anymore. Like there is finally light in this dark, difficult world.

"I love you too," I looked up to see his smiling face and before I could kiss him again I was trapped again.

"DAMN IT!" Deku yelled, throwing a pillow across the room, still clutching me in his arms. After a few large gasps he dropped me and covered his face with his hands but not before I saw the tears spilling out, then I landed, face down in his lap.

I can't not notice. It's in my face. I mean he is wearing pants... That doesn't stop the fact that he had a boner in my face. What do I do? What can I do? I mean I can't do anything but just.

Do I hate this quirk?

I get lifted into the air again and Deku is all but strangling me with his hugs but I still can't complain. He is looking to me for comfort. What did he dream about that made him like this? I keep hearing him whisper, "Kacchan," over and over again and there is just so much pain in his voice.

How did I have such a wonderful dream even though I can't sleep and he is having nightmares when he can? I wish I could hold him like I could in that dream.

"Why did I have to wake up right then? He was being so perfect," Deku sobbed and now I'm wondering if we actually had the same dream or not. "Damn it, I just want him to love me. It could just be as friends, I could live with that. I promise," his whispered words echoed in my ears.

I love you so much more than just friends, I wanted to whisper back. I want to hold him in my arms and just let him cry until all that was left was his happiness but of course a sound never came and I couldn't move.

***

Friday came and went like nothing at all, this four day weekend was starting to irritate me more and more but it's not like I could do anything at all. The dorms were practically deserted and other than meals that Deku brought back to his room he didn't leave almost at all. I got to watch him work on the Dynamight dolls and listen to his whispered words, his inner thoughts bubbling to the surface now that he wasn't trying to force them down. Surprisingly I like this. I like hearing him whisper his secrets and his thoughts to me, I like to hear him tell me all the things that have been going on in his life and I really liked when he would talk about me.

"Kacchan is so amazing, I can't believe we'll be working at the same agency after we graduate!" He smiled happily while he talked about fantasies where we would team up and save the day just like we used to pretend to do before I got my quirk.

"And then after the villain lashes out-" Deku was really getting into the story telling when he jumped at a knock on the door and I don't blame him. I'd been so tuned into what he was saying that I didn't even notice that we were still at the school dorms.

Deku answered the door after hiding away the plushies and I couldn't even see who was at the door but he came back shortly afterwards frowning.

He looked at me and the frown turned into a slight smile, "they say that Kacchan didn't check out when he left yesterday so they were checking to make sure he wasn't here. Aizawa Sensei already checked his room but it doesn't look like anyone has been in there." he let out a long sigh before hugging me again.

"I'm worried but Aizawa Sensei says that I'm overthinking. He also said that he called and left aunty a voicemail but I don't think she listens to those," Deku flopped on the bed and if I could roll my eyes I would. My hag does NOT listen to her voicemails. She also doesn't answer unknown numbers and I highly doubt she has Aizawa Sensei's phone number in her phone. He should have called my dad. Not that I can do anything about it now though.

"I think I'll take a small nap. Would you like to join me?" He gave me a sleepy smile before hugging me again and it didn't take long for him to fall asleep again and I was transported into his dreams with him.

"Deku!" I called out and he turned around in surprise and smiled. I was able to feel him in my arms again and damn it all, it feels good. So good to be able to actually feel anything at all.

The scenery around us changed and we were walking on a beach holding hands, talking about nothing and everything all at the same time.

"Kacchan!" He squeaked when I splashed some water on him and our walk turned into a water fight, our laughter ringing around us. We laid in the sand, holding hands.

"Kacchan I have missed you. I know it's only been a day but..." he trailed off not knowing what else to say. "I wish this wasn't just a dream."

I leaned my head against his shoulder to see his surprised face and I smiled at him. "It's real. I was hit by a quirk so even if we aren't really at the beach, this is really me." I nudged him a little but I am nervious. What if that would be a nightmare for him? Wishing for something and getting it are two different things after all.

"Really?" He asked, his eyes wide as he looked around us and suddenly I wished we were on the moon looking at earth when suddenly we were. I got to see his eyes light up as he looked around us smiling and I looked around too. Of course none of this is real but that doesn't make it any less amazing to see.

Just as quickly we were at the bottom of the sea and I couldn't help laughing at Deku's imagination as we looked around at old sea monsters that were nothing more than myths. I yawned and we were back in his room laying on his bed together.

"Just do me a favor and keep that doll of me close. I don't know when I'll be back but so long as I am with you I don't actually mind that much," I smiled at him, playing with his hair as I talked.

"Can you hear what I say when I talk to it?" His eyes were a little fearful and I nodded before leaning in to kiss him.

"Every last word," I whispered and for some reason I can't tell him that I am the doll, that I was turned into the plushie but the sparkling in his eyes told me that he was happy. "Kiss me?" I asked and he hesitated barely enough to blink before he pushed forward sealing our lips together.

And then I was stuck in the damn doll again. An alarm ringing from Deku's phone wakes us up. While I'm getting pissed about that Deku started hugging me tightly, earning my attention.

"Don't let it be a dream," he whispered before giving me a light kiss. He is shaking and it's only now that I realized how scary this must be for him. He silently wiped a few tears away before sitting up and getting dressed again.

"I'm going to go get dinner, that was a really good nap," he picked me up gently and walked out the door. I'm curious as to how many of our classmates are still here but I got my answer when all I saw was Sato in the kitchen making a cake that no one was eating. Doesn't he ever make anything besides desserts?

"Hello Midoriya, I made a cake if you're interested. It's walnut, it's a new vegan recipe, I'm trying to try and make my cakes healthier," he smiled and okay that isn't so bad. Hell, I would actually like to try some of that one.

"Hey Sato! That sounds nice, maybe after dinner? I was thinking tacos?" Deku offered and I saw the Mr. Diabetic nodded happily, getting everything out while Deku cooked. Deku cooking? I watched and he was doing pretty good actually, I mean I would eat it.

"What do you have there?" Sato asked, motioning to me and Deku explained how he found me and was fixing me up but he left out what I told him in the dream. Of course he would for all he knows that was just a dream.

"Someone actually made a doll of him? If it was anyone I would have thought it was you," he smiled nervously before adding. "You always see the best in him, even when he treats you the worst."

Well fuck I can't even argue over that.

"He doesn't treat me that bad. Not when you take his quirk into account," Deku smiled, setting the taco meat between them so they could make their own tacos.

"What do you mean?" Sweet tooth asked and Deku giggled.

"Maybe Kacchan will tell you guys sometime but I won't," he smiled and I felt the tension in my heart relax a little. Of course he knows how hard I fight myself. I relaxed and listened to their conversation and it wasn't long before they were done cleaning up and returning to their rooms.

Once we were inside again he locked the door and quickly pulled out the two Dynamight dolls he had been working on and finished everything he could before checking on the thread that he left to dye overnight and most of the day.

"All dry," he hummed happily and he quickly threaded a needle and concentrated on just my eyes. I don't know how long he spent focusing on the task but it was beautiful to see. When both dolls were done he quickly knotted the thread and cut the excess before taking a lighter and burning the ends and giving it a slightly brown color that somehow seemed to finish the entire look. The first eye he did that to, really freaked me out but I can't lie, they look so vivid now with just that small touch.

He leaned back, stretching and almost fell out of his chair but he caught himself in time. I wish I could laugh because that was just cute. He quickly put the Dynamight dolls away with the others before looking at the time and picking me up. "I wonder if I'll be able to fall asleep after that nap earlier?" He started mumbling about all sorts of things but he quickly changed and picked me up again.

"You know it's Kacchan's birthday tomorrow, I wonder if he would be okay with me calling him?" he snuggled into me while burrowing deep under the covers. He chatted away like he remembered that I said that I could hear him and he slowly got quieter as the hours ticked by his yawning the only thing interrupting him before he wasn't talking at all and his quirk was lightly crackling around him. In moments I was standing next to him in my hero suit while we raced around town, saving people from things like villains and burning buildings.

At some point we were laying in a garden and I chose to cuddle up to him and gave him a kiss making his eyes go wide.

"What was that for?" There was a slight smile that betrayed just how much he liked what I did.

"I love you, do I need another reason?" I asked, smirking at him only for him to push me over and trap me under him, no longer outside and now on his bed.

"Kacchan," he whined and it really looks like he is fighting to control himself. "I really want to do things that I shouldn't do now." He tried to explain but I just smiled at him.

"If you want to do them then why shouldn't you?" I asked, more than just comfortable in the dark bedroom under his hot, tight body.

"Kacchan," he whined again but this time he didn't say anything else. So instead I trailed my hands down his body until I got to his ass, hesitating just a moment before I heard him whisper, "yes," and I went just a little further and squeezed his butt. He mewed in my ear cutely and after doing it just a little longer I slid my hands back up and this time under his nightshirt.

"Tell me to stop," I warned him but he shook his head no. "I mean it, I'll keep going," I tried again but again he shook his head no. "Deku."

"I don't want you to stop," he whispered, his voice betraying how scared he was.

"Then why do you sound like you want to cry?" I asked, my hands froze the moment I heard the fear in his voice but I didn't move away, only because of his words though.

"Because I'm afraid that you'll hate me if you knew just how much I want you," he admitted and I leaned forward and kissed him again.

"I will never hate you," I whispered before kissing him again and this time letting my hands continue taking his shirt off and in the faint moonlight I saw his thick muscles ripple under his skin making it very hard to breathe. He came back down and unbuttoned my uniform, taking both my jacket and shirt off at the same time. I moved in whatever way he wanted me to, anything at all to let him know that I want this too.

He unbuttoned my pants and I raised myself to let him slide them off, boxers and all and it's only now that I noticed my shoes at all so I kicked them off. I laid there bare letting him just look at me for a while before he remembered that he was still wearing his pants and stripped out of his clothes, leaving us both completely naked.

"Condom?" I asked, my body betrayed my excitement with how hard I am already but I don't get upset because Deku is just as hard and excited as I am. He reached to the bedside drawer and pulled out some condoms and lube and I can't help letting out a sigh of relief.

I pulled him closer, kissing him gently and letting my hands wander wherever they wanted to go and Deku pulled one of them to his hard length. I touched him softly at first, careful not to spook him but then he grabbed me and I tightened my grip making him moan. We rubbed and pulled on each other for a little while, our breath coming out in light pants between kisses before he pulled away.

"Now?" His voice trembled and I nodded before letting him go and picking up a condom to put on. I could see him fumbling with one too but it was clear it was because he was overly excited. Once I was done I poured some lube in my hands and started prepping myself, I'm beyond nervous and Deku was startled to see where I was putting the lube. From that first time I saw him thrusting into his hand I knew I wouldn't be the top and I am perfectly okay with that, but I'm allowed to still be scared of what's about to happen.

"Kacchan?" Deku whispered, his eyes trained on me but when I just hummed he went on. "I want to do something."

"Do it," I tell him, well demanded would be more accurate but Deku's eyes lit up and he took my cock in his mouth and I froze. Even through the condom he feels so good. It took a while for me to remember my fingers that I had been using to stretch myself but then I only remembered when I felt him starting to prod at me. I pulled away, letting him explore me and it just feels so good.

"Ha! Yes!" I moaned out and he became more confident with what he was doing. "Stop! I'm going to cum!" I tried to warn him but before I even finished the first word he had already pulled his fingers away and was sitting back.

"Can I start?" He asked, his head already pressed against me but not pushing in, when did he put lube on himself?

"Yes," I moaned, I'm so ready for him it feels like I'm suffocating just from the pressure. He pushed in slowly, my body straining to take him in but he didn't push that hard. Instead he pulled out again and slowly thrusted into me, going deeper and deeper each time sometimes adding a little more lube and when he finally pushed all the way in I trapped him with my legs. It's so hot and stuffy here. It's so hard to breathe and yet it still wasn't enough.

"Deku, I'm going to do something," I warned and I saw him give me a short nod before I rolled us over leaving me straddling him and he moved his hands straight to my hips to help me balance. He helped me bounce a little before helping me to pull off, going higher before sliding back down on him again, moaning out his name and yes and I'm sure other things too but I couldn't really focus on what.

"So close," I gasped out, I looked down to see him grin, biting his lip and everything in my body tightened. I came, filling the condom I was wearing leaving me shaking on top of him but I also know that he didn't finish yet.

"I'm going to take over," Deku smiled and I barely nodded my head before he rolled us back over and he pulled out all the way before thrusting back in hard and fast and I couldn't help screaming out his name.

"Yes, that's it," he panted, going faster. The only thing I could do was scream out in bliss, my legs wrapped around him trying to pull him closer only for him to thrust again making my body spasm in response.

"THERE!" I screamed, my whole body arching when he slammed into the same spot again. He couldn't reach my mouth anymore so his kisses went to my nipples instead. "AAAAAHHHH!" I screamed out, cumming again but not caring about the condom I already came in once. His body was shaking, his thrust was haphazard at best and suddenly he slammed himself in screaming out my name and I could feel him throbbing as he came.

We stayed like that for a long time before he pulled out, catching our breath before taking the condoms off and tossing them into the trash. I passed out in his arms.

***

"Midoriya!" I heard someone yelling and when I opened my eyes to I find myself in Deku's room still naked in his bed with me cuddled into my sweet lover.

He opened his eyes, still drowsy from too little sleep only to find me and he jumped only for the covers to fall off of us, exposing the fact that we are both naked. I tried to catch the cover before it fell to the flood but my back spasmed letting me know just how much I could move at the moment.

I looked down at myself only to find some hickeys on my chest and a few bite marks and when I looked at Deku I saw a lot of bite marks until he sat up and I saw his back and damn. Did I scar him scratching that hard?

"That was real?" He was starting to panic and I don't blame him. I know that I'm hot but my attitude is pretty shit.

"I thought it was a dream too. Sorry" I looked away, trying to hide the hurt but he quickly tackled me and I was surprised when he kissed me but I quickly recovered and kissed him back, opening myself up to him and he noticed.

*BANG BANG BANG*

"Midoriya! Are you in there?" We both froze, that was Aizawa Sensei at the door and neither of us were appropriate enough to answer the door. He jumped out of bed and quickly found some clothes while I made my way to the bathroom only for him to give me some clothes before closing the door.

"Aizawa Sensei! What's wrong?" I heard Deku answer the door while I tried to get dressed quietly.

"You were right, Bakugo never left school Thursday, at least not willingly. We went through security footage and found that he was hit with a quirk that turned him into a doll," there was a pause before, "the doll that you picked up and brought back." Shit, how am I supposed to come out now?

"How does the quirk end? Is it a timer?" Deku asked and I held my breath.

"I need you to listen very carefully. who does he like?" What?

"What?" Deku echoed my thoughts.

"The quirk will only end if he is willing to sleep with someone, The student that used his quirk didn't even realize it until we questioned him and just... Do you know who Bakugo likes? I can't even believe that I'm asking you this," our teacher sighed and my heart was hammering in my chest. How am I supposed to ever live this down?

"I see, I'll..." Deku didn't know what to say and then it occured to me. I sent Deku a text, thanking God and anyone else who would listen that I grabbed my phone before coming in here.

Kacchan: Tell him Shitty Hair would know better than you.

Because he does. He is well aware of how much I am in love with the green eyed angel that rocked my world last night.

"Let me call Kirishima, he would know better than anyone else I think," I heard Deku's voice and it wasn't long before I heard Shitty Hair's voice on speakerphone. There was some arguing and I texted the fucking idiot when he still refused to answer and told him it was okay and do NOT tell them that I texted him.

"Fine, he is in love with Midobro," he finally answered after sending me a thumbs up emoji and I really want to strangle him for being so dense but I would be lying if it didn't make me feel better about opening up to him in the first place.

"Oh," both Deku and Aizawa Sensei said at the same time and I told Kiri to hang the fucking phone up before he gives me away.

"I have to go, bye!" Click, and the two of them stood in silence for a while.

"I need some time to myself I think," Deku sounded nervous and Sensei coughed a bit before agreeing and I heard the door close. I waited, after a few seconds he opened the bathroom door to find me waiting equally nervous as he probably was.

"I think that this is the closest to permission we are going to get and I don't want to push it," he finally blurted out and I nodded in agreement.

"Right, maybe we could just cuddle and watch a movie or two on our phones?" I tried to lighten the mood because nope. The thought of having sex while our teacher waited outside the door is a no from me. Thank God the dorms were practicaly empty last night because Deku's room isn't soundproof and we were not quiet.

"That sounds great," he relaxed and we climbed into bed after getting undressed again. He turned on a TV streaming service and after deciding on a movie we hit play and watched the little screen show our favorite movie, The Rise of All Might, a three hour film and we fell asleep.

We woke up several hours later to Aizawa Sensei bursting in through the door, making us both jump.

"Thank God you two are of age," before turning around and leaving slamming the door shut in the process.

"Let's never talk about that for the rest of our lives," I suggested and Deku nodded quickly in agreement.

"Well now that he is gone?" Deku suggested turning back to me and I slowly nodded. "You can say no," he reminded me.

"I don't want to," I whispered and he kissed me.

"Happy birthday Kacchan."