FALLING

"Lily?" Jordan said as a sudden rush of anger flashed in his eyes which confused the shit out of Ria, "huh what's wrong?" she asked a little sad at his reactions did he not like how she looked? Why did she even care about what he thought about her body she just hoped it wasn't what she was thinking because that was just going to give her a new insecurity because of that she immediately became overly conscious and she covered her breasts with her hands as she looked down letting her hair fall to her front covering her face she felt a pang of pain in her chest after seeing his reaction to her body, he was the first person to ever see her bare body and how he reacted didn't even sit well with her "Raise your head" he said in a commanding tone that made her eyes sting what was wrong with her why were her emotions suddenly heightened "Lily" he said again and she rose her head to meet his scrutinizing, Judgy and cold gaze. "hands down" he said again referring to her hands covering her large breasts sand she looked embarrassed before she obeyed him and dropped her hand "Did anybody touch you while I was away?" he asked as anger seeped through his words and her eyes widened it seemed she forgot she was just acting like a certain person and she wasn't actually the one and this was all a lie him treating her so nice, loving her so much, was all a lie, and she was already drowning in this lie that she was already forgetting that none of it was real "No" she answered sulking for some unknown reason she felt like crying he suddenly cupped her cheek and she looked up at him to meet his softened gaze it was like all the anger was just gone in a second because there was no sign of any discomfort in his eyes as he just looked at her with a sad expression "I'm sorry baby I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable I don't even know why I asked that I trust you with my life and I know you'll never betray me, you'll never lie to me I'm so sorry for doubting you baby" he said kissing her forehead running his hands through her silky wavy hair "I'm sorry baby am I forgiven" he asked coyly and she nodded her head he tucked her hair behind her ears and looked her deep in the eyes while she was looking at anywhere but him "but tell me something when did your boobs get so big and round?" he asked playfully and she whined hitting his chest " what do you mean, that I was flat before?" she whined playfully making him laugh loudly which mesmerized her the atmosphere suddenly turned joyful and friendly as they just talked randomly with her head on his chest. Somewhere in the mansion Jeremy was sitting lazily on the chair reading some papers eating barbecue while some maids passed by him ogling at his perfect masculine features he was such a handsome man a pair of hazel green eyes were starring sat him with so much admiration and love she was lost in his beauty even if she knew he was never going to look at her even as nearly as she looked at him "what are you doing bitch?" hazel heard a familiar annoying voice that made her scrunch her nose she just ignored the poke nosing gia and headed to the kitchen to finish her work. She was thankful there wasn't much to do today because she was very tired she was rinsing some plates on the counter when someone walked in but she didn't bother looking back at the person because it was probably another maid so she kept doing what she was doing until the person got close to her and the scent of that expensive cologne that immediately scattered in the air hit her nose with full force and she immediately whipped her head back to look at the person because no maid in the whole of the mansion could afford that kind of cologne and even Sybil or miss Avery didn't smell this expensive and whom she saw left her in complete awe as she got lost in a trance and kept starring at him endlessly it was like time had stopped and it was just the both in the whole world but she didn't mind at all because she could stare at his beautiful face like this forever "uhh.. hey" Jeremy said waving a hand sppenamirking as the lost hazel was still starring at him like her life depended on it "hey" Jeremy snapped finally getting her attention her eyes widened in horror when she realized that he was just few inches away from her and her heart leaped many times skipping more than eight beats at once she began to panic in her hand as she bowed her head instantly "good day sir" she greeted and that amused Jeremy and he just thought of ignoring her as he walked up to the fridge and took a bottle of water and started heading outside, her heart sank after he ignored her greeting, she shouldn't have acted that way she thought to her self he probably thought she was a freak now as she felt him close to the door she rose her head and wiped off trickles of sweat from her forehead as her heart ached because of the way he ignored her, she looked at the door to get one last look at him but she was surprised to find him looking at her with an intense gaze she immediately flinched and turned back facing the counter nervously was he just looking at her or she was just being delusional as usual Jeremy really messed with her mind. This man has literally never spoken to her ever but she always found a way of fantasizing and dreaming of him convincing herself so badly that he would notice her one day lost in her thoughts she had absolutely no idea that he was behind her until she felt his hot breath on the back of her neck and she stiffened as she became really scared nervous and excited at the same time. "Turn around" she heard him say with his deep voice that was low but echoed in her mind at the same time.