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How to tell a monster from a man

in this world there are things we cant explain and then there are things we can. this story is my story where I share those things I couldn't explain let alone others. those things that we all want to believe are less real than they are. I Ambrose will take you through my life where I journey the road between monster and man everyday of my life. where fights of the powerful can even be struggles to survive. a world where few can even imagine let alone see what is among them and the monsters hide within the men and women around us.

Matt_Greyson_Wolfe · Fantasi
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16 Chs

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my gut told me my dream was a warning and I somehow had an inkling of a feeling that it was due to my 16th birthday. I was swimming in the lake when the black haired beauty, that was in my dream with her throat slit screaming monster at me over the garbling of her blood, spoke startling me. " you come here often?" I was completely nude swimming but I think she knew that and I had a feeling she didn't care. she cocked her eyebrow waiting for an answer where as I was too busy staring at my clothes which were next to her feet. that's when I noticed she started stripping and I froze awkwardly. I hadn't ever had sex and I was extremely awkward with women almost gangly and nerd like. she walked into the water naked moving towards the middle of the river right in front me. she dove under the rive and I felt something touch me down between my legs. I freaked and kneed whatever it was as I swam away. she spluttered as she came up for air. the glare on her face was one of murder she moved out the water and to the beach and got dressed as she was bending over to get her panties on I had a view of her genitals from behind. I could stop myself I suddenly blurted something I'd never ever say " you have a nice pussy I'd like to taste it." she stopped dead still like a deer in head lights and I wanted to drown myself cause I didn't even know what came over me. she stood up and looked over her shoulder at me and said " guess you'll have to wait till you pay me back for kicking me". she finished getting dressed letting me stare at her cheat and stomach as she did and then she left. The next day at school I didn't see her about and I sat by myself peter was busy with his new girlfriend and it felt awkward sitting with them. I was dwelling over the other day and moving my beans around my plate when a tray was set in my view. I looked up and there was the black haired beauty from yesterday. "just cause I'm here doesn't mean we are friends I sat here cause you seem the less likely to be a verbal pervert." I nodded and silently watched her waiting for her name but she never said it so I went back to playing with my food. it was then I heard a voice yelling " sam, hey Sam what are you doing over there!?" all of a sudden the red haired busty chick from my dream who was torn apart sat down next to us and started talking to the black haired chick "sam why are you over here?" " I told you I'm not sitting with those perverted creeps Kat." " God your such a nun Sam. if it weren't for the fact I knew you weren't a virgin I'd think you were." she suddenly noticed me and turned to Sam and said "whose the cutie your sitting with?" sam shrugged and so Kat introduced herself to me. "I'm Kat sam's older sister. its nice to meet you...." she paused waiting for my name to finish addressing me "Ambrose. my name is Ambrose." she nodded and went on talking to Sam there monologue drowned out by the fact it felt as if fate was pounding on the door of my mind. I couldn't believe this I was doomed I was cursed there had to be a mistake in my life somewhere that I made or fate made. suddenly they both were looking at me and I didn't know what to say. "huh? sorry I wasn't paying attention." "do you have a girlfriend?" kat asked me while throwing a taunting teasing look at her sister. "no I don't" I immediately got up and left leaving my trey there and walked to the city library with my hands in my pockets completely saying fuck school. I needed to do research I needed to figure this out before asking my mom's help. go forbid I'd ask for her help cause she'd blow it completely out of proportion and make a big deal out of all of it raising my anxiety to an extremely high level. as I walked into the library and asked for a library card I found I was spacing out more and more and it drew curious stares but I really couldn't help it cause I had alot on my mind almost as if there just wasn't enough time. I studied everything I studied illnesses that cause horrible life like dreams possible precognitive associative disorders where one has a deja vu moment during sleep that leads to something possibly real. I knew I had never met those girls and I had no idea I was going to be turning 16 as a senior. all knew to me so I studied everything I could. as I got up to put my books a dude no older than me walked up and handed me three books that looked old and tattered like they didn't belong to this library and when I turned to ask why he handed them to me he was gone. it was strange so I took the books home with me I couldn't quite fathom what it was that I was supposed to gather from these books. I was curious though what these books were especially after opening the first one where in delicate intricate calligraphy cursive was the words you must read this. I couldn't fathom why I'd need to read these books but I decided it was best to do so. I took them home and secluded myself in my room to start reading. the pictures and descriptions and plethora of scientific theories led my mind on a discovery it should've never been on. well before my 16th birthday I had knowledge that most would've screamed fantasy at but it was real. in these books were illustrations of lycanthropes and scrolled side notes describing their anatomy and what was called the lupine parvovirus. it categorized Three types of Lycans. first was your obvious half man half wolf legends like anubis and many other depictions throughout history these lycans were born not made and they shifted at the peak of their adolescent puberty after that they could control their shifts. the second was called the blooded lycans these ones became lycans by being slaughtered by the lycan and then whilst dead fed the blood of the lycan these ones were your more classic wolf man appearance with hair and fangs. the third was even less beast more man looking and they were called verdalaks german for bloodsucker they were turned by being killed by a lycan but not given it's blood after death. they arose from the death delt them by a lycan. they looked more human and had red eyes and fangs they were what spawned vampire legends. as I read and seen the theories and discoveries and the clues where they point out facts from legends I became thirsty for more. the next day I skipped school altogether and went to the library in the hopes of finding the mysterious teenage looking man but he never showed. the next day same thing he never showed and I continued to stalk that library in an unobvious manner day after day in hopes of finding him. finally a week of not going to school and the school called my mother and told her when I got home I was confronted about it. rather than listen to her yelling which was getting on my nerves I went to my room and slammed the door before I knew it she was in the room taking a swing at me and the damndest thing happened I caught her hand and she was behind me my back turned when she swung and I turned around caught her by the wrist so she took my moment of surprise to punch me in the face with her other hand. as I turned back to look at her I felt rage like nothing I've ever felt before I looked at her my vision sharp every detail sticking out like a sore thumb and before I could even think of what I was doing I knocked her across the room and through my closet door with a closed fist. I left after that I didn't know what to expect but I wasn't going back I packed very little and I just left. I had no plan and no money and I felt like impending doom was around the corner and I couldn't stop it what so ever. I went and stayed with my friend peters and lied my way in with his parents and because they didn't have my mom's new number they couldn't find out the truth. we had moved again and my mom had changed her number to hide from my dad as she claimed and I doubted she'd come here looking for me after our fight. my 16 birthday was at the beginning of the new year for school and next year we'd be seniors so the beginning of my school year was going to start off hell. I had to live to peters parents stipulations which was to go back to school and get my grades up and no skipping. so I did everyday at lunch sam's and kat's presence became a usual at my table and I didn't argue it and just sat there not really acknowledging them nor did they acknowledge me. sam and kat both went so far as to get their schedules changed to where at least four of our eight classes in day were the same. so I was seeing alot more of them and it was severely annoying. one day at lunch sam didn't show but kat did and it was puzzling cause she sat there just looking at me until I finally grunted in acknowledgement and it spurred her to speak. "do you like me or sam more?" I choked on my milk and started coughing. she waited patiently and I thought she wasn't serious but appeared she was so I answered her "does it matter?" " don't answer a question with a question that's rude. yes it does matter cause I want you to date me and I want to fuck you." I choked and coughed even harder cause she said it just as I was taking another drink once I was done with my fit I looked at her dead straight. " your serious aren't you?" "why wouldn't I be? do you think this something a girl would just joke about?" I contemplated her answer and decided it couldn't hurt to indulge her after all she smelled so nice and stirred my loins in a way not even late night porn could. I was enraptured by her beauty so I asked her if she wanted to do it right now. the blush and stuttering response she gave was so enrapturing I decided to fuck with her by saying I was joking and then got up and left. I walked off knowing if embarrassed and enraged her but it couldn't be helped I needed to get out of there. when the day was finally over I couldn't wait to get home I was taking my usual route when out of nowhere my vision went black.