Freaking Reality

𝗔𝗟𝗘𝗫'𝗦 𝗣𝗢𝗩

"Why don't you just admit that you like that freak?" said Max with a wicked smirk on his face.

By now, the whole class was looking at me while gossiping a few things.

"Say it, Alex. That freak i-"

I clenched my fists and he got a fucking hard punch on his face, "Listen, fucker. He is NOT a freak."

Max stumbled back while keeping his hand over his face, "Why the fuck did you punch me?!"

"Alastor is NOT a freak." I said again in a steadily intimidating voice while jerking the blood off my knuckles.

"But you like him!" He rolled his eyes while wiping the blood off his face.

I clenched my fists again and grabbed his collar, making him look into my deadly, angry eyes, "Yes, I like him. If you have any fucking problem with that then fuck off, fucker. You know I don't give a shit about people like you. My Alastor is way more special than fuckers like you."

He just stared at me with wide eyes.

I heard the whole class gossiping about me...

"Listen up, motherfuckers. Stay away from him or face death." I walked out of class after slamming the door close while tying my hair.

The only thing that was on my mind was to kill that Max. But I shouldn't be so immature. I sighed and walked to the washroom. My anger hadn't cooled down yet, but I had the capability to keep a straight, stern face.. Then I leaned against the sink and looked at myself in the mirror.

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑠 𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑖𝑡.. 𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝐴𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑖𝑡..

I groaned and put my hands over my face while whispering to myself, "Fucking hell... Now he must be hating me."

I punched the wall while getting mad at myself, "Why the hell did I say that infront of everyone?! Why?!"

I sighed and jerked the blood off my knuckles.

I didn't want to go to class now. So, I decided to go to the school's library until the school ends.

After all, a library is the best place where I can sleep peacefully.

-𝗧𝗜𝗠𝗘 𝗦𝗞𝗜𝗣-

After the final bell rang, I yawned and walked out of the library while stretching my arms.

𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑝𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑠𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔! 𝐼 ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑒  ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑤.

Then I entered the class while yawning, but my expression turned stern when I saw Max with 𝗠𝗬 Alastor.

𝑊𝐻𝐴𝑇 𝑇𝐻𝐸 𝐹𝑈𝐶𝐾 𝐼𝑆 𝐻𝐸 𝐷𝑂𝐼𝑁𝐺 𝑊𝐼𝑇𝐻 𝑀𝑌 𝐴𝐿𝐴𝑆𝑇𝑂𝑅?!

"He does not like a freak like you." Max pushed Alastor against the wall and Alastor shuddered. His uniform looked like he was beaten up.

𝑊𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝐼 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝙩𝙤𝙪𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙙 ℎ𝑖𝑚?

"Don't tell me that you believe the things that he said earlier. Alex's a playboy, and you are a freak." He gave Alastor a look of disgust.

Alastor then saw me and looked back at Max, "I-I just.."

"Someone's going to be dead, I suppose?" I said in an intimidatingly deep voice while standing behind Max.

Max turned to face me, "Hadn't expected you to be here, Alex.."

"And I hadn't expected you two either." I looked at Alastor as he lowered his gaze.

"We were just talking about what you said earlier." Max growled lowly at Alastor, "It seems like you weren't joking. You really like this freak."

"He is not a freak!" I grabbed his throat while pushing him against the wall.

"Alex! Don't!" Alastor grabbed my wrist to stop me.

I growled and threw Max aside before grabbing Alastor's hands.

"Did he hurt you?" I asked in a harsh tone while pulling his hands closer to my chest.

"N-No.." Alastor answered quietly with his gaze low.

I could tell that he was lying.

"I-"

"LEAVE." I said sternly while holding back a punch as Alastor was still holding my hand.

"I was going to leave, fucker!" Max clenched his fists before walking to the door while carrying his bag.

I sighed and leaned against the wall while closing my eyes, "Motherfucker..."

Then Alastor squeezed my hand softly while sniffling, "Alex..."

My gaze softened as I saw his tears and I gently wiped them with my thumbs, "Did he do something to you, Al?" I asked in a soft, gentle voice.

He sniffled and looked down while shaking his head.

"Tell me, please.." I gently brushed my thumb over his cheek with concern in my eyes.

He sniffled and looked at me again, "A-After you walked out of the class, h-he gripped my hair and threw me on the floor while calling me a freak infront of the w-whole class... A-And he punched me in my stomach before you arrived here.."

I felt my blood boiling inside me.

𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑑.

"I-If you hadn't come here on time.." He wiped his eyes while sniffling, "He would have..."

I couldn't help but cup his cheek with my hand.

𝑁𝑜 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑.. 𝑁𝑂 𝑂𝑁𝐸...

He looked down again, "E-Everyone was calling me a freak and-"

I leaned in and gently pressed my lips against his. Surprisingly, he returned the kiss but his cheeks were burning up.

"I am here now, love... Everything will be okay.." I whispered against his lips while caressing his cheeks with my thumbs.

His eyes fluttered open as he looked at me while blushing, "Alex.."

"I love you, my precious.." I whispered before kissing his soft lips again, hoping not to ruin anything.

Fortunately, he closed his eyes and returned the kiss while mumbling, "I love you too..."

My heart got filled with such an undescribable feeling that I cannot describe! I was so fucking happy! I couldn't help but squeeze him tightly in my arms, "I love you so so so fucking much!"

"I love you too, Alex!" He chuckled while wrapping his arms around my neck.

This was the happiest moment of my life.

"I love you, Alex.." He whispered against my lips.

"I love you too, my Alastor.." I smiled against his lips.

"But it's over now." He pulled away from my arms.

"What.." I looked at him, confused.

"It's over, Alex.." He stepped back from me, "This is not real.."

"What do you mean.." I tried to reach for his hand but he started to fade away. "You have to wake up!"

"Wake up, Alex!!!"

"WAKE UP!!!"

"Alastor!" I opened my eyes with a slight gasp, then I found myself in the library with the librarian yelling at me and my head down on the table.

"Alastor? I don't know who he is, but you have to leave now! The bell has already rung! Go home now!" The librarian complained angrily.

I ignored her and was lost in my own thoughts..

𝑊𝑎𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑎 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚..? 𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚?! 

"What are you thinking, Alex?! Please get out so I can also go home!" said the Librarian again.

I groaned and stood up, "I know, I know. I am leaving."

"Good." She signed in relief.

I looked at the time while walking out of the library, "Fucking hell..."

I sighed while I returning to my class.

𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑖𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑎𝑤 𝑎 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑀𝑌 𝐴𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟!  𝑀𝑦 𝐴𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒... 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑎𝑛 𝑟𝑢𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔!

I clenched my fists at the thought and sighed again.

𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦...