Is worth it or not?

Arriving in front of University Gate, Dewi thanked Putri for taking her go back,

" thanks anyway for let me getting free ride and the ice cream "

" yeah..." while getting back into the car and leaving university area

'where did she go? i dont know, i dont care'

She then walk to her dorm, she walking by looking at a very quiet and deserted environment. She thinks this is the strangest university, when the university was this big but no one walked or did something, and it's still afternoon

'where did they all go? in room? thats be stupid like why everyone do that? are they dont get bored do schooling, do homework but none of them do have fun for once?'

She then continued her path after seeing the school bulletin board,

After a few meters, she saw someone, two guys who looked like they were fighting. Curious, she then peek at them from a distance. Not clearly visible, she then opened her purse and took out her glasses.

When she saw with it, it turned out to be Sebastian and Rian who were arguing with each other. Seen there, Sebastian was crying quite sadly with a sad and frightened face.

Emotions peaked, Dewi went there and slapped Rian's cheek very hard until his cheeks turned red and made his nose nosebleeds

" dont you dare make my bestie crying like this!!! do you crazy????"

Seeing the blood pouring out, Sebastian immediately took a tissue and covered Rian's nose

" why you still care about him?" spoken with craziness and madness wrapping her face

Sebastian,"....."

Sebastian didn't answer a word to Dewi. He just focus on Rian's Nosebleed.

" Answer Me!!!!!! why you still defending and care to this bastard who makes you cry?"

Listening that, Sebastian became crying loudly by holding a tissue that covered his nosebleed.

" sorry ayu, i do not mean to ignore ya but can ya leave us alone? i wanna talk to him. i will explain you later in dorm, please go " he explains with begging her to go

" fine, but be careful, fully careful!! with this bastard asshole!!" while leaving them

Dewi, who had returned to her dorm, walked with a slight anxiety towards Sebastian. She was very afraid of what Rian would do to him, especially when she realized that no one passed by, it was very quiet place.

Get in dorm, she shocked by her roommate that surprising her,

" huft...you shock me out "

Everyone laughed, except Dewi. Ajeng & Rafa confused with her face. she looks like person who had adhd, have no serenity.

" hey, whats up? what is happening to you? why you look worried?" she asking with feeling not well

Suppressed by her feelings, she wanted to explain Sebastian's problem to her friend. However, because it's private, Dewi couldn't just talk, especially since she didn't fully understand why they could fight. So, she just keep it and lying about it

"no no.. i just feel tired because i just visited my aunty"

" ohhhh, okey. i suggest you to rest first, later when it's time for dinner, I will wake you up"

" thank you, kar...." while heading to her bed

Getting on the bed, he fell asleep instantly. He was too tired because there were many things going on. Meanwhile, Ajeng and Rafa went to the public library to do the piled up tasks.

–

Night has come, Dewi woke up with a very quiet room atmosphere and no sound whatsoever.

" where they is? they say will waking me up but now??" While checking the clock and it turns out it is already nine o'clock at night.

Because she was hungry, Dewi decided to go to the nearest canteen. When she was about to leave her room, Sebastian suddenly entered the room with swollen eyes.

" bas..... are you oke?" she asked

Sebastian immediately hugged Dewi right away, he felt down and felt helpless. He hug Dewi for quite a long time, with a slight sound of crying coming out of his mouth. Dewi could only calm him down at that moment by stroking his messy hair.

"Lets talking about this in canteen"

They then head up to canteen. Dewi carried him because Sebastian looked like he had no strength to walk, even to stand like a drunk person.

Upon arrival there, Dewi orders a lot of food for the two of them to eat, she knows that Sebastian is starving because of that fight.

" nahh, i treat you for eat much. so, be happy oke"

Dewi felt sorry for seeing Sebastian like he had no soul, he looked like he was adrift in his own mind.

The food order came, out of nowhere, Sebastian who seemed to have no soul became a very greedy person. He ate a lot of food, sometimes he even took Dewi's food.

Even though he behaved like that, Dewi did not feel upset or angry with him. She is even happy if Sebastian does not lose his appetite.

'atleast, he feeling well around the food'

After finishing dinner, Dewi wanted to listen to him explanation to Rian.

" so, whats happen between you two? tell me?"

Feeling that Dewi cared about her very much, she then explained what was happening between them.

" first of all, i really dont know about him. i feel like i am really upset with his behavior towards me "

" what do you mean by that? please tell me what happen between you two"

" yeah, in earlier afternoon, i wanna go to school musical because my classmate invite me so i going because you tell me that this afternoon you go out. but i dont know why he suddenly appeared and punch my classmate"

" he punching your classmates?" she cutting off his talking

" yeah "

Sebastian POV : in this afternoon, Sebastian and his classmates going to school musical room because there's party event. he going because Dewi not in dorm room so he basically lonely and wanna do something.

When he was on the way to the room, Rian suddenly came and without any sign he immediately hit his classmate in the face.

" what the hell do you do???" Sebastian yell to him with histerical face. He also helps his classmate who is punched by Rian.

When he wanted to take him to health care, Rian pulled his hand to indicate not to leave

" let my hand go, i wanna bring him to health care "

There were many people who saw the incident, making Sebastian feel ashamed of himself. He really didn't like to be seen by others with such a gaze, like he was just a consolation for their boredom.

Feeling sorry for him, his classmate asked Sebastian to obey the seniors, because here seniority is still high and the juniors can be punished if they do not obey.

" Zal, dont you worry about me. I can go myself or with my bro, luic over there. just obey it, i dont want you got punished"

Sebastian really felt guilty, but because of his request, he let it go to his classmate to other classmate who was also there. Luic is called in and takes his classmate to health care.

After the incident, Sebastian immediately pulled Rian's hand to a quiet place and no one else saw them.

" what do ya mean? why ya punch my classmates? are ya stupid or something?"

He says with quite a scary voice, " Yeessss! I am so stupid as fuck. because of what? Because of you!!!!!"

" dont talk no sense to me, why me? why should be me??" he really confused face

Suddenly, Rian pushes Sebastian's body against the wall and makes them close and stick to each other like glue.

" are you still not understanding what i mean? "

Sebastian just shook his head, he also avoided the gaze of Rian's sharp eyes.

" Why.... why are you avoiding me? Its been more than two weeks and i dont see you around. you know i really miss you!!!!"

Hearing that makes Sebastian uncomfortable and trying to push him away from his sight.

"are you still wanna avoiding me or i will leaking this video" he then let it go, took his phone and showed the video. Unexpectedly, it was a video of him at the hotel. videos of him and Rian kissing, and doing indecent things

" are you recording it? why are you do that??" while saying that, Sebastian's eyes became drying and crying. He wept and did not expect the man that he respected to do that to him

"i know i am so wrong, but i really dont wanna letting you go. i dont want you to leaving me. if you avoiding me again, i absolutely dont think twice to upload it in school page" He threatened him so bad

In the wake of those words, Sebastian tries to take his phone by crying quite loudly which also makes Dewi hear the cry —End Sebastian POV

Hearing the story made Dewi really sick of Rian. He really didn't expect Rian to do this to his best friend. From now on, Dewi sees Rian becoming a disgusting person ever. Even though she heard the story, she was still confused about what was underlying what happened, or what video Sebastian was talking about.

Dewi was still confused and too innocent, she didn't know what it was. But for now she doesn't want to ask anything to Sebastian for respect it.

Sebastian thinks that Dewi knows what he means but unfortunately he is wrong. Dewi is not an Ajeng who knows about relationships between men or between women. This is still taboo and new to Dewi.

subsequent to a long talking or curhat, they finished eating and want to go back

" thanks " he said while arranging dishes

She confused, so she answer, " what do you thank for?"

"for punching him for me and treat me with this food. ya are really my lovely bestie" by hugging her.

After finishing eating, they returned to their dorm room. when they got there, Ajeng and Rafa had fallen asleep soundly

"hadehhh...."

The two of them then went to their bed because tomorrow they have much more schedules and lesson

"goodnight, yuu..."

"goodnight too, bas..."