Chapter 24 (I wish I was blind)

The bell already rang, which means the class will start soon. When I enter the room, lots of the students are looking at me deeply. Why do they thought that I have crush on October? How could they think of that? 

"Good morning class our topic for today is about chemistry". That's the only thing I heard from my teacher. I am thinking of lots of things. I am so pre-occupied, I hate it. It can affect my study. 

But all of those bad days because of October, I can't stop thinking about his little sister and what happened. It's so heavy to carry that, I am sure that he is still blaming himself because of what happened. I want to be mad at him because of what he did to me but I feel guilty of the harsh words I say to him. 

I was shocked and I almost jump from my seat when I heard the bell. It's lunch time. I am now thinking for about an hour!? My god! I am so pre-occupied. This is not good for me.