Died with no regrets

In Beggar Street.

In a hidden dark valley there was little light but you can still see a figure laying down on the floor while his arms shielding his head to protect himself from 5 people who are kicking his body all over...

"You piece of shit! I told ya to not miss with me!"

"Acting all high and arrogant? Who do you think you are?! The King!? Emperor!? God?!"

"Old man you mess with the wrong people!"

The 5 individuals spew out curses while beating the shit out of the old man laying on the floor with a dirty mantou in his mouth, trying to keep it safe as if his life depends on it...

Sup...yeah I'm the old man...I kinda screwed up here...but it worth it...or not...well you see these 5 people who are beating the shit out of me right now and there? Wanna know what happens? And how the fuck I got into this kind of situation? Well, here what happen before I got into this shithole I'm in right now.

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Several minutes ago...

Random Guy House.

Well...my name is...well let not talk about it, let talk about my life first...born on April 19, 1987, in New York City and at the hospital which I forgot the name...my parent left me and I mean literally abandon me when I was first born. Why? Well, when my parent saw my face for the first time they abandon me because I'm an ugly motherfucker and yes I use this language on myself not because of it being my nickname or anything it because I'm very very ugly.

They wouldn't abandon me if I'm their only child but they did so yeah you know what I mean...my luck kinda suck...my younger brother who was born 1 minute and 13 seconds earlier than I and he also has great looks by telling his eyes and his face the moment you look at him...guess fate isn't by my side because he was accepted and I was...abandon...cast off...discard of...like a trash but hi! I don't mind because if I was even accepted other people might laugh and made fun of my family so it isn't their fault they did this to me.

And remember 'how bad my fate is' thing was talking about? Well it got the better for me because as I grow up my appearance look even more hideous and ugly as I get older and it gave me so much pressure that I have to buy a mask to cover my entire face...but that isn't the end of it as my body grew weight and fats too even if I exercise to the extreme, not even a single pound disappear from my body. The doctor said nothing is wrong with my body and maybe it just the genes that I inherited from my ancestors.

At age 33 I rent a super cheap apartment with tiny space. I went to find a job but all my interviews turn me down after seeing my face and body alike even if I said I will do my best and most of them have a similar reply "Your face will scare off the customers." or "Your body is too overweight." so yeah with no job, no money, no relationships...I basically got nothing by my side...I learn that my family who abandons me by looking through my birth records and they were a middle-class family but they suddenly became billionaire after their or should I say my younger brother who created a company right after he graduated from one of the top university in New York on economics and businesses...his company sold high tech electronics like phone, iPad, computers and so on and by the way, his company name is Blapple which he uses his relations and wealth to a lawsuit against 2 companies: Apple and Snapple which he somehow succeeds and got profits as well.

A few months later I founded out I was running out of money for both food and apartment rent, therefore, I did something I regret doing. I went to where my parent live which is a huge white mansion.

"Gulp!"

After several hours I arrive, seeing the big iron gate in front of me I gulp heavily until I gather my courage and click on the button on their video doorbell. After a few minutes, the screen shows an old woman that is in her 70s who look at me before answering, "May I ask you what do you want sir?"

"I-I am your son your first born mo...mom."

I talk quietly. When I finish I look down at my feet.

There was a moment of silence before us. Until she finally calls, "Jeromy! Look who we have here!" An old man in his 80s came after a few minutes. He looks at me closely before replying to his wife, "Is this...our first son whom we abandon? How did he come here! Get him out of my site I mean look at him! He a failure compare to our first son whose achievement is so particular!" his mother answer back, "Yes Yes get him out of here calm down. Guards, get this uninvited guest out of here!" startle, I look at the my parent with disbelief as I look at them to see if they are joking or not but what I see made me know the truth, both of them have the look of disgust and disdain on their face expression and eyes. 2 grown man wearing black security clothing arrive in front of me.

Hearing these words from both my parent made my face lose all color and my heart turn cold...sadness...hope turn into dust...I don't know what happens afterward because I suddenly ran...yes ran for my life, I didn't cry and I didn't even notice it is raining and I don't care too because both my heart and soul took a giant blow...I don't know what to do with my life anymore...after a few hours of running and don't tell me how I run without running out of energy. I arrive at a place which is devoid of any people in sight. Remembering the look on my parent face and eyes made me scream at the sky loudly with all my strength, "God why you do this to me! Giving me this body! Giving me this life! Giving me this fate which I do not desire! Why God why!" I cried loudly as tears finally leak out from my eyes but you almost couldn't tell because water is dripping down on his face and body.

"Come at me, God! Just because you are God you think you can control other people destiny! If I ever died and reincarnate I will become strong beyond limits and I will transcend heaven itself and I will defeat you-no I will kill you, destroy you, make you perish!"

The ugly man yelled at the sky with murderous intent. The dark the raining sky suddenly turn darker with thunder cracking, lighting the sky yellow, violet, dark blue, and purple until a golden color thunderstrike suddenly came from the sky and shoot toward the ugly man location. Thunder cracks and dust formed...after the process ended there sat a fat man but is charred black...he may not be able to see but he can still feel his life is dying in front of him neither slow or fast...

This is it huh? My life...well...I mean I don't have much of a life anyway...i don't blame my parent for being this heartless to me...nor did I ever hate them...I know I don't deserve to be their son...if I ever reincarnate I wish that life will be different from this one's here...the ugly man thought as he died with no regret.