Selfish

They had spent the day together, both of them happy but for one person the happiness was genuine but pushed. The normal Axel would never be this happy when he is normal, if something makes him happy then he would just nod or smile just a little. This was not him but the effect of what he was using. It helped him become social and interact well with others and that's why he seems so happy like this, whereas if he hadn't taken it then he wouldn't be talking right now. The normal Axel doesn't talk unless it's necessary and not just necessary but more than necessary. He would rather look at you and say nothing and you'll never know his emotions or whatever he was thinking. Being with Evel made him happy but he didn't know how to react to that. If he didn't get some help then he wouldn't have come to him, he wouldn't have said anything and he wouldn't be where he is now. He understood this pretty well. Right now watching the movie with Evel, he spent most of his time climbing at him. One glance at the movie and then wait until Evel is immersed in it, he'd get the perfect time to stare at him.

"Why do you keep on staring at me?.... Are you okay?" Jeon Evel asked him in a worried voice. He had noticed that Axel had been looking at him for quite some time now and it was working on him.

"It's nothing... perfectly fine... can I stay with you for some more days? I'll be having my exams from next week... and we might not be able to see each other for some time" he said slowly and Evel brought him closer.

"We can stay as long as you want okay?" he said and Axel smiled.

"Aren't you curious about me? You don't ask anything about me" Axel said looking at Evel who in turn smiled.

"Yeah... It's so funny, right? If it were someone else then I would have asked almost thousands of questions and it would have taken more than a year for us to be in a relationship... but you, you are different that's why maybe I don't care whether I know you or not, the feelings I have for you are so good... I just feel so happy when you are with me, even if it means just staying like this, it means a lot... but I still wanna know you but I want to learn everything about you on my own... because we are not breaking up anytime soon... I guess I have a lot of plenty time for that.... after we disband it'll be only you and me so I have no rush right now" he said and then kissed Axel's forehead.

"I love you okay?" he said and Axel nodded in return. "Should I read you a book before we go to sleep?" he asked and Axel knew that he was serious because he had turned off the Tv.

"Don't you wanna watch the movie? It's not over yet" he said and Evel shook his head.

"You are not watching it so I'm not watching it either... I adjust so quickly and I guess reading a book together would be more fun don't you think?" Evel said seductively and Axel just smiled.

"Let's pick one and do it upstairs..." he said after standing up and holding Axel's hand to stand up.

"You always look good in my clothes you know?" He said playfully and then dragged Axel along with him to the staircase bookshelf. There were so many novels there and they didn't know which to pick. In the end, they decided to read each one of the novels in order. They started with the first one because they had been arranged alphabetically. Picking one they headed upstairs and lay on the bed. With Axel's head on his chest and him reading the novel, it just felt so good. Axel didn't bother looking at it because all he could hear was Evel's beautiful voice and he realized there was no point of reading, it felt much better to listen to him.

Jeon Evel couldn't believe that the person lying comfortably on his chest listening to him reading a novel for him was actually his boyfriend. The person he thought was so hard to get and the person he thought he could only have him in his dreams was with him now. It made him so happy that at least now he saw the point of living, it made him happy to think that he had a person of his own choice and his own desire, a person he knows that no one would ever replace him.

"Sing me that song again, I wanna hear it," Axel said out of nowhere and his boyfriend looked at him. At first, he looked confused but when he saw the look in Axel's eyes he stared at the song. His boyfriend seemed so happy while listening to the song, this time he sang it better and with more meaning than he has ever done before. Once he was done Axel pecked him on the cheek and he couldn't be more happier.

"Can I ask for something? Please!" his boyfriend asked calmly in his low usual voice.

"Yes, anything... I can give you anything, you should know that" he said caressing the soft cheeks of his boyfriend.

"The song, can you not release it? Can I be overprotective with that one? Can I be selfish with it? I don't wanna share it with anyone else and I want you to sing it for me only... I want it to be mine only..." He said in a much lower tone but it hit deep.

"Yes, yes baby... It's only yours, I'll just write another one... I'm glad that you love it... It makes me love the song even more... a cute love song for my little bunnie... I can write hundreds of songs just for you only " he said hugging his boyfriend. Axel looked at him and his eyes said more than he could express.

If his boyfriend was happy then he was happier. He couldn't let him know that he was more possessive than he was. His boyfriend was only possessive with the song but he, he was possessive with him. He didn't want anyone to ever come near him or touch him. He felt kike he could just build a mega house with everything they needed in it, somewhere that they would only be the two of them and there would be no need for them to go outside. He had been planning about how the future would be, how they would live together happily, and how he would protect him and take care of him that he didn't realize that his boyfriend was already asleep. When he realized it he okayed with his long hair for some time still thinking bout how they would spend their future together. Once he had a clear list of what he wanted to do with his boyfriend, he is his forehead and then salted off the bedside lamp and drifted to sleep. He couldn't wait for sleep to carry him away because the knew that he would be having sweet dreams with his boyfriend.